Chapter 254 Xiao Nuan Can See It

Song Yu Nuan blinked her eyes and stopped at the gate of the educated youth camp. She smiled and said, "Uncle, we won't go in."

At this time, grandma and uncle had already returned with Xi Que.

And the uncle was talking to Chu Zizhou and Song Liang about something.

So they fell behind.

Song Yu Nuan also quietly noticed the abnormality of the uncle.

But she just pretended that she couldn't see anything.

She asked the uncle to go in and rest, and there was no extra nonsense. Even the talkative elder brother shut up tactfully.

Song Yu Nuan took the elder brother and younger brother to leave the educated youth camp and walked towards the Song family.

Xia Xindong, whose fingers were trembling slightly, breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

From the outside, he looked normal.

This was the result of his great control.

Otherwise, he would have had a fit on the spot.

He looked gentle and watched the children leave. When he left, he also told them to go to bed early and promised Xiao Nuan to get up early tomorrow and go to the Education Committee with her to find Director Shang.

After talking with his mother and elder brother for a while, he promised Xi Que that he would take her out to play tomorrow.

Then, he returned to his room.

When he got to the room, he closed the door tightly. After a few breaths, his expression became cold and ferocious, and his eyes were full of anger.

He was completely different from before.

He lived in the basement when he was five years old, and was often abused by Shangguan Heng before he was ten years old. He has lived to this day and suffered all the hardships in this world. He can't go to school, has no friends, and can't walk in the sun. The only light is a ray of light from the skylight.

Thirty years.

How could he be like a normal person?

That's simply ridiculous.

He is sick, not only physically, but also mentally.

Physically, it's okay, there are ways to solve it, but mentally, it seems that there is no cure.

He fears and hates everything and everyone, but he has to pretend not to care.

He doesn't like people to get close to him, including his mother, but he still has to pretend not to care.

When he was holding Ah Sheng, the voice in his body was screaming crazily, but he still didn't care.

Not only did he have social phobia.

He also started to split his personality at the age of six. He didn't know how many personalities he had. He kept swallowing and splitting until he was thirteen years old, only one was left.

In addition, he had many other problems.

After he didn't go home, he didn't care at all.

But after returning home, he cared more, and became more painful and more desperate.

Just like now.

He didn't even have time to do anything.

The pain that tore his soul to the extreme swept over like a tide.

Xia Xindong's eyes were scarlet, his expression was ferocious, and his face alternated between a vicious expression and a cold and sarcastic expression.

He slowly squatted down, he grabbed his hair, as if talking to himself.

But after listening carefully, he was shocked to find that it seemed to be two voices.

One was cold and vicious, and the other was gentle and low.

"Want to come out and see the beautiful mountains and rivers, want to feel the sunshine, want to taste the food my mother made, haha, it's useless to think about it, I will never let you out."

"Xia Xindong, how can you be like this, always struggling and deceiving yourself, see your true nature, only I am the most suitable."

"You are not suitable!"

"What's wrong with me? You look elegant, calm, gentle and warm every day. That's me. After I took over, Xia Xindong could be consistent inside and out. People must be consistent inside and out. Otherwise, they are not good people. No one will like you. When they know your terrible heart, they will regard you as a flood and a beast. Do you want to see the disgust and disgust in their eyes?"

With a sneer, Xia Xindong seemed to recover a little in his chaotic thinking.

He suddenly thought of Xiao Nuan.

He suddenly stopped being anxious and fierce. He said slowly, "Xiao Nuan is not an ordinary child. This includes Abo and Asheng. Even if you replace me, the three of them can see it at a glance."

"Don't worry, no one can see it. You have no confidence in yourself, but I am full of confidence in myself."

"Xiao Nuan can see it."

"Xiao Nuan definitely can't see it." After a pause, the gentle voice continued in a coaxing tone, "Or we can try it."

"No."

"You don't dare, for fear of being completely replaced."

Xia Xindong stood up and turned on the light bulb indifferently.

The light was not bright, and it was still a little flickering when it was turned on. Xia Xindong covered his eyes, took them off later, and sat at the desk and began to read.

No, it should be flipping through the book.

At this time, Song Yu Nuan saw the light on, and felt a little more at ease in her heart, so she ran home.

Oh my God, there are too many mosquitoes, they are about to bite her to death.

Just now, they were worried about their uncle, so the three of them pretended to leave, but then they came back and squatted at the wall of the educated youth site, looking inside.

They couldn't hear anything, but there were cicadas and frogs croaking.

Song Yu Nuan felt that she couldn't see anything, and her uncle seemed gentle, but he was actually very sharp. If he knew that she and her brother were spying on him with her brother, then she and her brother would be dead.

So, they ran away.

Of course, they didn't forget to carry their brother before running.

In Xia Xindong's room, after Xumi, he put down the books again, washed up simply, and began to simulate the drug combination separation experiment.

He wants to give Xia Bowen, Shangguan Yunqi and Shangguan Heng a big gift.

How can a simple moral judgment be used against 30 years of painful torture?

He wants to make Xia Bowen and Shangguan Yunqi living dead, to make them the source of evil, and to make their children living dead one by one.

Including that old thing Shangguan Heng!

These are not enough to eliminate the hatred in his heart.

So, can he let that one out?

That one might choose to forgive under the attack of family affection.

This is absolutely not allowed.

No forgiveness, never forgiveness!

Even if it means destroying the world together! ! !

Xia Xindong, who was simulating some molecular recombination, suddenly remembered what Xiao Asheng said, and the simulation program was suddenly interrupted.

Xiao Asheng.

His little nephew.

He wants to live to ninety-nine.

No, he later added: If he lives to one hundred and twenty years old, he can cross another century.

And Xiao Nuan.

Xiao Nuan, who is so pretty and smart, if there really comes a day when she is forced to hide in a safe zone, it would be painful for a girl like her who likes to wander around, likes delicious food and beautiful clothes, right?

And that Apo who said he was born with bad luck, that silly boy, wanted to be the mainstay of the family the most.

And the mother who suffered all her life, the honest elder brother, the elder sister who worried about everything, and the timid but easily satisfied magpie...

Xia Xindong moved his fingers, feeling that thing was about to come out again, he abandoned these thoughts expressionlessly, and began to simulate without distraction.