Chapter 1383 She Was Really Scared!

Back then, Ye Qingluan drowned her to death, and then tossed her soul to the point where she almost lost it. After escaping from danger, she had a psychological shadow, and she was afraid of water for a long time...

She worked hard and got rid of the shadow with Ye Feng's help...

After that catastrophe, she thought that she had cultivated into an indestructible body of diamond, and her resistance to abuse had increased several times. In the future, nothing could abuse her and cause her a psychological shadow...

But she didn't expect that the part where Shen Jiuli threw her into the copper tripod to boil her alive became her nightmare again.

The despair, helplessness, loneliness, anger, fear, pain at that time... often swept her away again in her dreams, making her unable to get rid of it even if she wanted to...

Every time she wakes up, she doesn't dare to think about it anymore, her heart constricts into a ball when she thinks about it for a while!

If possible, she wished to completely delete this memory from her mind, so that she could never remember it again...

In modern times, she would probably go to a psychiatrist for relief.

But not in this era, she can only suffer by herself, every time she wakes up from a nightmare, she will tell herself over and over again that everything is over, everything is over, don't be afraid anymore...

She found that she was really scared! She is really scared!

Every time I wake up from a nightmare, my whole body will tremble with fear...

She forced herself to pull herself together, forced herself to let go...

So these days, she never thinks about anything about Shen Jiuli, and every time his shadow appears in her mind, she rushes to take it back... Protective measures... Psychology is involved here, so I won't go into details, as long as everyone understands)

After going back and forth like this, she didn't even think about Shen Jiuli's purpose of cooking her.

Her first reaction when she saw him was the part where he threw the bronze tripod at her.

She couldn't help being sharp, couldn't help being angry, and everything she did was going too far...

But this time, she woke up again from a nightmare.

As usual, she sat with her knees crossed for a while, waiting for those negative emotions to subside.

At first she refused to think about it, but now she finally bit the bullet and suppressed the discomfort and thought about it again.

So, for the first time, what Shen Jiuli said when cooking her echoed clearly in her ears...

She clenched her fists tightly, her fingertips digging into her flesh, and she didn't realize it.

"Shen Jiuli..." She spit out these three words softly in the dark night. This name is like a sharp thorn engraved in her heart that cannot be touched. When touched, her heart trembles with pain: "You are really good for me." ? Boiling me alive is really just exorcism? It's not revenge for the past life, not revenge for Wumo? If that's the case, you... why didn't you tell me beforehand? Why did you imprison me in the ice purgatory for several days Don't listen? Why did you disappear with Yunxi for several days after forcing me..."

In the dark night, everything was silent, only her low voice trembled in the night.

These days, all she thinks in her mind is 'I must give up, I must forget, I must come out——

But today, her already completely desperate heart finally fluctuated a bit, and finally began to feel at a loss——

Even——she had the urge to rush to the Sun Moon Sect to find Shen Jiuli to ask the truth...

She hugged her knees in the night and fell into thought.

He didn't realize that Xue Yilan had been lying there on the roof opposite the window for a long, long time, until the dew wet his robe and his eyelashes. The starlight was projected in his eyes, but no brilliance could be reflected...