Chapter 1358 The Violent Tank General Who Plays Two Games
In the distant future, in Russia where the Soviet Union no longer exists, there were Russian social relations scholars who conducted such a bizarre questionnaire.
"Do you think that starting from the Soviet Union and now in Russia, can young people boldly talk about sex and say "love" bravely?"
There is no need to say where the love takes place here. Basically, anyone who is a grown man can understand it.
The final results of the questionnaire showed that many young Russians who were interviewed for the first time laughed off such questions, and their subsequent answers were 100% consistent. When will the people who have lived on this land for generations stop talking about this? Don’t think that communism means keeping silent. That’s not the case.
You can talk about sex and love freely at any time, even if you go back a few decades to the Soviet era.
What surprised Malashenko was not that the political commissar suddenly talked about such a topic, but that he was surprised by why the political commissar made such a conclusion and thought that he would do that when he returned. Is it possible that in the hearts of comrade political commissars, I am really just such a person?
No, Malashenko asked himself and felt that there must be some misunderstanding, and how to resolve the misunderstanding would require some other means.
"Wait, let's talk clearly first and straighten things out bit by bit. There is another reason why I didn't do that. Don't make random guesses. Does it have to do with my personal ability and Natalia's love for me? It doesn't matter at all, don't get it wrong.
The more Malashenko said this, the more curious the political commissar actually became, and it became increasingly unclear what exactly Malashenko wanted to express.
"Okay, no problem. I will definitely believe what you said to me. You don't have to worry about this. But don't you think this is abnormal? I have never been married in my life and I think this is abnormal. You must know what it is. You mean, what is the reason? I'm really curious, you might as well tell me if you want."
Malashenko has indeed considered the matters between himself and Natalia very carefully.
For this beautiful daughter-in-law who was given away for free after traveling through time, Malashenko can truly feel Natalia's affection and tenderness from every bit and every move. Physical love is like the snow lotus blooming quietly on the top of the high snow-capped mountains: holy and pure, it is too late to protect it with all your efforts, so how dare you harm and destroy it casually.
Natalya is a very rare good girl, and Malashenko knows this very well.
But precisely because of this, Malashenko, who understands that his current state is to keep his head in his waistband at all times, is even more afraid to touch him casually, and he dare not easily leave anything that may affect the future results.
"I have seriously considered the matter between the two of us. I have always thought about it and considered it, and I have never stopped."
Malashenko leaned his forehead forward on the steering wheel, and in a rather heavy tone, he confided his true thoughts that he had never mentioned to others to the person who knew him best and who was most sincere in helping him.
"Just imagine, if Natalia and I had a child, it would happen before the war ended. But then I would still be fighting bloody battles with the enemy on the front line. Wouldn't it mean that I was suddenly killed by the enemy and sacrificed on the battlefield? Is it possible? You have to know that I have been close to death countless times, and the Germans have almost killed me many times. It is not impossible, Uncle Peter. "
"I died and the child was born, but what about the future? What about in the future? Natalia cries all day long with her nursing child at home looking at my portrait? Will she be a widow for the rest of her life? I don't want this, and I don't want that. The hope that having a child would be a burden, a hindrance, to her loving someone else and being loved by someone else who could protect her.”
"I get a headache just thinking about this. Let me tell you the truth. Just imagine if you truly love a girl and think about her, then you will definitely understand my true thoughts."
"We are all staunch materialists, comrade political commissar. This world is not an idealistic world that will disappear and stop after we die. It is unrealistic and irresponsible to hold such an idea! I love Natalia, so I I will consider her future. If I die on the battlefield, what will happen to her in the future? These are all included in my planning and are really possible. "
Malashenko did not finish what he said, and at least half of the truth was not told to the political commissar.
This is not out of distrust or unwillingness to speak, but because Malashenko really feels powerless and unable to speak at all.
The reason why I can enjoy the tenderness from Natalia is because of this body that I bought for free. His true identity is that he is a soul-wearer through and through, even if he takes away a body that would otherwise die.
Even if I came to this world inexplicably and confusedly, there were times when I was filled with resentment and wanted to return to my original world. But facing a good and affectionate girl like Natalia, Malashenko, who always spends less time together and more time away from each other, to be honest, he still hasn’t fully convinced himself, hasn’t been prepared, and doesn’t want to completely accept this offer for the time being. like.
Just like Anya was only limited to emotional exchanges, Malashenko, who came to this bullshit era with his head in his waistband, has never had a sexual encounter in almost three years from 1941 to now. .
He was so busy on the battlefield that his life was at stake and he couldn't think about it. Even when he was on vacation, Malashenko always used tiredness and sleepiness to excuse himself.
This can indeed be seen as an escape from reality, but it needs to be pointed out that this is an escape from reality based on the premise of being really responsible for one or even two good girls, and at the same time, it is also an escape from one's own desires.
Who the hell would do this if they didn't really love?
After being asked without warning by the political commissar, Malashenko finally had the opportunity to truly examine himself: it turned out that he had really fallen in love with two girls, Natalia and Anya, at the same time.
Oh shit! Not to mention dead, even if you survive, this matter will not be easy to solve!
A violent tank general with two legs?
Damn, that sounds so fucking awkward!
What others do and what they choose is their business. Malashenko really doesn’t want to hurt any of them, no matter how. But people always have to wait until afterwards to truly recognize themselves. Otherwise, there wouldn't be so many people crying and shouting, "Why don't you regret selling medicine in this world?", right?
Are you regretting it?
Malashenko, who was holding the steering wheel and banging his head on it, didn't know and couldn't get the answer for a while. He just felt that thinking about these nonsense was more difficult than thinking about how to deal with the Germans!
As for the future and what to do next, he has no clue at all. Malashenko, who has been escaping from reality, has never thought about these things before.
Tonight, right here, under the influence of Comrade Political Commissar's words, this is the first time in history that I have seriously considered it.