Chapter 1117: The Finale Returns (25)
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“You are probably different from Ben Gong.” Empress Xian De did not wait for Shen Miao to answer and said to herself, “In the past, His Majesty did not know who you were and asked about your affairs. Ben Gong listened, You know that you are a person with an idea. When you deal with the Ming Qi royal family and protect the Shen family, you probably had your own ideas from the very beginning. As for meeting Jing Xing and marrying him, it was all by chance. You can live your own life without meeting Jing Xing, because your original goal is not to be someone's wife."
"But this palace is different." She looked at the ruby on her long armor and said, "My family is rich and stable, and there is no conflict with the court, so I was born worry-free. When I met the emperor, I felt , the most important thing in life is to be his wife and be with him for a lifetime." She rested her head on her elbows and spoke slowly, as if she was about to fall asleep the next moment, but she was still talking.
"Perhaps it is because Ben Gong has been so carefree in the first half of his life that he doesn't know that being a wife is such a difficult thing."
Shen Miao did not speak.
Empress Xian De was too bitter, she did not say anything these days, but Shen Miao understood the feeling. Because speaking doesn't change anything, but sometimes it's always good to be able to speak. Empress Xian De is willing to say it now, at least it's better than keeping it in her heart.
"The emperor is gone, and this palace doesn't know what to do. The women in the harem have also been dismissed. The palace used to be noisy and annoying, but now it is deserted and lonely, making people feel strangely lonely. This palace thought about it. It would be better if I didn't meet the emperor in the first place, I would rather be like you, fight with the royal family, and protect the Shen family carefully, it is better than this destined sad ending."
What she said was too sad and desperate, Shen Miao comforted her and said, “It is the same with the courtiers. Actually, no one’s life is always safe and smooth, since the birth of the courtiers, apart from the concern of the parents and brothers, there has never been a moment of God’s reward. In good times, the court lady never dared to look forward to these things, so I had to believe in myself in everything. It is a blessing for the court lady to meet His Highness, but if there is no His Highness, the court lady will go on no matter how difficult the road is.” After a pause , She said: "The same is true for the Empress. Even if the Emperor leaves first, the Empress should think about herself and live for herself. No matter how difficult the road is, go down and have a look. This is what the Emperor would like to see."
Empress Xian De was silent for a long time until Shen Miao thought she had not heard her words at all, and then heard her say, "Prince Concubine, thank you."
"I understand the truth of what you said."
"It's just, it's too hard, too hard."
That night, Shen Miao and Empress Xian De sat for a long time. They said very little, but they seemed to say a lot.
After Shen Miao left, Empress Xian De sat alone in the palace for a long time.
Empress Xian De didn't get up until Aunt Tao came to urge her to rest. Aunt Tao did not leave until she saw her grooming herself.
After closing the door, the person on the couch sat up again.
She lit the lamp and rummaged through the boxes to find the clothes. It wasn't the queen's court dress, but a plain moon-white dress. She loves such simple and refreshing colors very much, but after becoming a queen, she can no longer wear these styles.
She looks calm and calm, but in fact she is just a quiet, reserved girl.
She was wearing a simple dress, sitting in front of the mirror, swiping her eyebrows and smearing her rouge, she looked extremely pretty.
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