Chapter 33 Is It so Uncomfortable for Her to Stay with Him?
Old Mrs. Lu was worried and confirmed with Jiang Li the condition of Lu Yan's injuries.
Jiang Li didn't want to lie to the old lady. Like a child who made mistakes, he lowered his head and said nothing under the old lady's enthusiastic gaze.
The old lady guessed something, as if she had a mirror in her mind, and said nothing to her face. Her eyes wandered back and forth on the young couple who had a strange atmosphere in the ward, and finally got into the driver's car arranged by Lu Yan and returned to her old home.
After Shen Jing finished handling the follow-up matters in the hospital, she came to Lu Yan to report the situation.
Lu Yan reminded her with a cold face, "Secretary Shen should know the scope of his responsibilities. From now on, he should go less to the old lady and the old man."
Shen Jing raised her head in surprise, hurt flashing in her eyes, "The old lady is not only your grandma, but also my only remaining relative in this world. She and grandpa are getting older and need someone to accompany them. I can't fulfill Mr. Lu's request. ”
She always obeyed Lu Yan's advice, and such clear rejection was rare.
She almost forgot that Jiang Li didn't mention that in addition to being Lu Yan's executive secretary, Shen Jing was also the adopted daughter of the Lu family.
She has lived with Lu Yan in the Lu family for many years since she was a child. At the age of eighteen, she completed all the courses at the Stanford Business School abroad. She gave up better employment opportunities and high salaries abroad and willingly returned to Shengshi Group and worked as an executive secretary next to Lu Yan. Just seven years.
Even better than Jiang Li, his wife, she understood all of Lu Yan's preferences.
In the past more than a year since she was married to Lu Yan, Shen Jing went to the Lu family far more often than Lu Yan, the male owner.
Help Lu Yan pick up and deliver daily changes of clothes, and then give the worn clothes to Jiang Li to wash by hand.
Notify Jiang Li of the time when Lu Yan will return home, and occasionally send him back the gifts he bought on business trips in advance, and supervise her to follow Lu Yan's requirements to wash up before he returns home, spray on his favorite perfume and change into his favorite clothes smoked purple pajamas.
In the more than a year since their marriage, Lu Yan had bought her gifts only a handful of times, but without exception they were all kinds of purple-colored gift jewelry, as well as lily-of-the-valley perfume with the same scent from different brands around the world.
Jiang Li could only wear purple clothes and spray the same perfume in front of him. As time passed, Lu Yan got tired of it. Now when she smelled the familiar perfume, the thought of anything purple made her feel sick!
Before Mrs. Lu returned home, she specifically told Lu Yan not to embarrass Shen Jing.
Lu Yan was dissatisfied with Shen Jing's transgression today and took Grandma Lu to the hospital without permission to cause trouble.
But he does not deny that Secretary Shen's work ability still satisfies him, otherwise he would not be used to using her to handle everything alone.
It was getting late, so Lu Yan asked Secretary Shen to finish his work and go back early.
As for Secretary Shen's offer to arrange for nurses or servants from the villa to come and help, he rejected all of them.
"At times like this, Mrs. Lu naturally has to take care of her personally, what do you think?"
The second half of Lu Yan's words was addressed to Jiang Li.
He warned the old lady when he learned she was coming.
Stay and temporarily fulfill Mrs. Lu's obligations, or insist on divorce and separation and wait to be prosecuted and imprisoned for intentional injury.
Jiang Li chose the former knowing the current situation.
She was the one who injured the person, whether it was out of responsibility or guilt towards Grandma Lu, she should behave.
At least during the restoration period of Lu Yan, we will fulfill our due responsibilities.
When she was suturing just now, she asked the doctor sideways. Lu Yan's injury would be discharged after two days of hospitalization and anti-inflammatory injections. He would come back three days later to remove the stitches. Avoid exposure to water and strenuous exercise, and there would be basically no serious problems.
So she only had to stay with Lu Yan and endure it for about five days.
He never expected that the time spent with Lu Yan would feel like years.
Lu Yan injured his leg and was lying on the hospital bed. Jiang Li had to do everything for him to eat, drink and relieve himself.
When going to the toilet, she has to stand beside the toilet with her arms crossed.
"Pull away."
Lu Yan said he needed to pee, and Jiang Li helped him to the toilet, waiting for a long time before saying this.
Jiang Li's eyebrows pounded. He didn't know how he could tolerate the good temper in his marriage for more than a year, but now he really can't bear it anymore.
It doesn't matter if he needs her to feed him when he's eating. It doesn't matter if she holds him while he urinates. If he needs her to unzip his pants, do you want her to bend down and hold him?
Jiang Li looked away and stood beside him, refusing to move.
"What are you doing when you turn around? You can't see me anyway."
"..."
She is blind but not deaf.
It was the first time in her life that she heard a man peeing in front of her eyes. The sound was so loud that she couldn't help but blush and feel dry, and her scalp felt hot.
Lu Yan didn't really intend to count on her, so he solved the problem himself. He leaned his tall body on her thin shoulders and rested his chin on the top of her head. Looking down, he could see her swollen and pretty face, as well as the To the delicate and slender collarbone.
Jiang Li felt his gaze from top to bottom, and his body shook slightly unnaturally.
Lu Yanquan thought she was shy, curled his lips and leaned on her deliberately.
When Jiang Li's legs were trembling, he gritted his teeth and insisted on helping him to the bedside and lying down. At the same time, he pulled Jiang Li and rolled him onto the hospital bed.
Jiang Li, who had been obedient in Anshun for a long time, suddenly struggled violently, turned over and fell to the ground, hugged his body tightly with his arms, rubbed his legs and took a few steps back.
After Jiang Li stabbed him, he accompanied him to the hospital to sew him up.
She didn't say another word.
Lu Yan thought she was feeling guilty.
Looking at it now, she was clearly afraid of him.
What are you afraid of?
He thought it was because he was afraid that he would settle the score later.
Only now did he understand that she was afraid of his touch, afraid that he would force her like he did in the apartment...
After getting over his previous anger, Lu Yan calmed down and regretted forcing her to do it with him in front of other men.
But once the arrow is shot, there is no turning back. Any man will get angry when he sees his wife bringing another man home.
He was lucky not to break Meng Qingyan's three legs on the spot.
Jiang Li resisted his touch, but Lu Yan didn't give in. He lifted the bed under her feet, picked her up and forced her to the bed.
"Even if you are not used to it, you must endure it. You have to endure it for the rest of your life!"
Before he was completely tired of her, she would never have the right to refuse.
She had tried to struggle several times before, and knew that the more she resisted, the more men would be provoked to force it.
Jiang Li endured the trembling in her heart, curled up in his arms, hugged her body tightly with her arms, and comforted herself to keep a small distance.
"Lu Yan, we will divorce sooner or later."
One day he will agree, and one day she will not have to be Mrs. Lu.
She spoke quietly and firmly, which made Lu Yan feel empty for no reason.
Seeing her holding a pair of scissors and resolutely resisting intimacy with him today, Lu Yan was shocked, and his always firm insistence was broken.
He asked solemnly, "Does staying with me make you so uncomfortable?"
"It's better to die than to live."
Jiang Li only replied with four words, her voice choked with sobs.
A bird with clipped wings would rather starve to death than be locked in a cage for life and live a life that can be seen at a glance.
Jiang Li has seen the outside world, and she is no longer willing to shrink back into the cage he built and act as a canary for him to enjoy.
Lu Yan hugged the person in his arms, but felt that she was getting farther and farther away from him.
The emptiness in his heart gradually spread into a hole, something was exposed, and it couldn't be closed. Only by tightening his arms and sticking closely to the person in his arms, his body temperature melted with body temperature, did he feel a little relieved...
They hugged each other sleeplessly, thinking about their own thoughts, and endured the long night.
When it was almost dawn, Lu Yan received a phone call. Secretary Shen was already waiting outside the ward door, bringing clean clothes for today's change.