Chapter 1148: Solitary Lele and Ren Lele

Fei Qian sat in the pavilion, looking up at the peach forest beside him, with petals fluttering, silent and speechless.

In spring, it can be said that the colors above Moriyama Academy are the most beautiful. The blue is the sky, the white is the chalk walls, the red is the vermilion paint on the eaves and pillars, the cyan is the clothes of the students, and the pink The most beautiful ones are the charming peach blossoms swaying on the tree. They are colorful and full of spring.

But in Fei Qian's heart, there was only a patch of blood, churning and roaring.

Xun Chen's suggestion may be extremely correct in some respects.

It's just that Fei Qian still feels a little uncomfortable in his heart. After all, it goes against his original values. Although it was no longer the time when Fei Qian had just entered the Han Dynasty, Fei Qian still felt a little uncomfortable and awkward in his heart if he had to accept the slaughter of those who had nothing to do with him and were guilty of just carrying a jade.

Fei Qian couldn't help but laugh to himself. In later generations, he would probably be just an otaku, and such an otaku would immediately become aggressive in the Han Dynasty, and he could immediately go into battle with a knife, kill decisively, kill without batting an eye, and even kill women and children without changing his expression. Afraid of the powerful, not afraid of swords and guns, he immediately took the great goal of rebelling and regaining his motherland as his own responsibility, worked hard and endured hardships, and never changed his original intention...

If such a person really has such determination and perseverance, is it possible for him to be a fat man in future generations?

Fei Qian had no psychological burden at all when dealing with the Xianbei people, because these nomadic peoples have always been the mortal enemies of farming. Before the invention of gunpowder, guns, and especially machine guns, the cavalry of the nomadic peoples was the enemy that hung over the heads of the farming peoples. A sword...

However, now, it is not external, but internal. And this time, it’s not about resistance or counterattack, but about taking the initiative to invade, plunder, burn, kill and plunder…

Fei Qian was indeed a little confused on this matter.

It's like a farmer who was playing in the mud in the countryside and suddenly one day became a financial prince, an oil tycoon, and the president of a multinational group. Can the difference in thinking be quickly changed?

In the concept of the nobles, those who can communicate and communicate on an equal footing, and can even be polite and upright at all times, will always be the nobles themselves.

As for the rest, haha...

Do people need to have any etiquette with ants?

Although Fei Qian concealed himself well and learned quickly, in this aspect, Fei Qian was not as thorough as the gentry natives of the Han Dynasty.

Fei Qian worked hard to make changes. Although he also promoted many retired soldiers from the army as grassroots officials in Pingyang and even the surrounding areas, he asked Pingyang Bookstore to provide some texts and broken pages of books for free for those who are interested in studying. , and even promoted and targeted the enlightenment of barbarians. But now, Fei Qian still found that in the concepts of these noble children, ants are still ants. Even if they understand a few words, they have just changed from wild ants to It's nothing more than livestock, they can still be taken alive and killed.

In terms of strategy, Xun Chen's strategy was naturally sound and highly maneuverable, but emotionally, Fei Qian still felt a little uncomfortable. Of course, if such awkward emotions are expressed in the mouths of those trolls in later generations, they will inevitably be told, "Bitch is just hypocritical..."

Well, this sentence sounds so familiar. The last time I heard this sentence, it seemed that it was said by a colleague, right?

I remembered.

That year, I had been dating my girlfriend for three or four years since college, graduated, started working, traveled between places, and finally came to the stage of talking about marriage.

But, there is no room.

Strictly speaking, there is no personal new house.

If you want to buy it, it’s not impossible.

Although I don’t have much savings, if I mortgage my parents’ old house, borrow part of it, and then apply for a public or private loan, it should be enough for a down payment. Then I and my parents will use the next twenty or thirty years to use pensions or wages to repay the usury bit by bit...

What needs special attention is that before the usury money has been repaid, you must not get sick, die, have all kinds of ups and downs, or even cut off your wages and the flow of funds to repay the usury money. Otherwise, not only will you lose your previous investment Everything has been lost, and even the houses used to live in are owned by the public or private individuals who lent loan sharks.

And if you want to keep your house after you die, you must pay additional money to another company in addition to the usury money...

Of course, this is enough for the down payment in a second-tier or third-tier city like Feiqian, but in a first-tier big city where my girlfriend lives, it’s not enough.

Are you going to borrow money again?

Borrow everything you can and cannot borrow from relatives, friends, neighbors, classmates from elementary school, middle school and university?

Most people probably do this, and there's nothing wrong with it, but Fei Qian always feels awkward in his heart.

The awkwardness came and went, and in the end the two of them were so awkward that their spirits dropped.

The two of them had their last meal together in the most familiar place, with their heads lowered, like strangers.

Silent.

At the station, before my girlfriend got on the bus, she turned around and said, "...give me a hug..."

Fei Qian hesitated for a moment and said with a wry smile: "...No need...the car is here, have a safe trip..."

The vehicle drove away, and Fei Qian remained silent for a long time before returning sadly.

That day, peach blossoms were everywhere on the roadside.

My girlfriend is a good girl. Although she occasionally quarrels, she is still sweet most of the time.

My girlfriend used to be a little princess at home, but when he got to the kennel he rented, she would tidy up for him, do his laundry, and make Coke chicken wings. Well, although they were really not very tasty, she would also scream and hide in the sink. The live fish was jumping around, and I didn’t know how to start, and then I looked at Fei Qian with big eyes at a loss...

Fei Qian also wants to keep her.

However, my girlfriend also has parents, a family, and a place where she has grown up for more than 20 years. Why should she sacrifice, give up, and compromise?

On the other hand, the same is true, who is not an only child?

If you fall in love, forget each other in the world.

Who is right and who is wrong?

There is no right or wrong.

Then I was judged by my colleagues as a bitch and a pretentious person.

Fei Qian remembered that while chewing the chicken drumstick set meal ordered online, the colleague said: "Do you love her? If you don't, why would you keep her? Does she love you?" If I don’t love you, why would I want to be with you if I love you? Since we don’t love each other, what else is there? It’s normal to break up... This chicken drumstick rice is not bad, it only costs eight yuan a portion, I said , do you want to order together next time... Let's eat here together in the future..."

Fei Qian took a glance and shook his head.

The colleague felt unhappy, as if he felt that his kindness had not received the due feedback, so he muttered in a low voice: "...bitch...just...hypocritical..."

I ordered a large chicken drumstick set meal for eight yuan with my colleagues not because of my colleague's comments, but because Fei Qian felt that such a set meal, which is as big as a palm, is not considered a small braised chicken drumstick, and it is served with side dishes and rice. , yes, my colleagues think they are making a profit, but if the merchant can do it, he will probably make a profit, and the errand boy and the online platform also make a profit, so what is the remaining cost of the chicken drumstick package?

Losing love is like quitting smoking. It is painful at first, but as time goes by, you gradually get used to it and you can live without smoking.

Afterwards, Fei Qian naturally lost much of the so-called motivation for promotion and salary increase in life, and he inadvertently became a gangster in the workplace. After hanging around for several years, he accidentally ended up in the Three Kingdoms...

Oh, that colleague?

That colleague later got married, bought a house in the city, and married a girl three years younger than him. Everything seemed fine.

Until that colleague suddenly caught a cold for a long time. Because he didn't want to give up the hundreds of dollars in perfect attendance bonus, he insisted on not going to the hospital. He didn't go to the hospital until he couldn't hold on any longer. After a checkup, it was found that he had renal failure, and both kidneys were...

Later, it disappeared, and Fei Qian never saw that colleague again.

The company compensated the colleague's salary for half a year, which can be regarded as a peaceful breakup...

Fei Qian lowered his head and looked at the bowl of clear tea soup in front of him.

I don’t know why, but when I have troubles, it seems that sitting in this peach forest can relieve a lot of troubles. Therefore, Fei Qian felt uncomfortable, so he naturally came to Peach Mountain again and sat in front of Cai Yan. .

Perhaps because he finally realized that Fei Qian didn't like turbid tea soup, Cai Yan didn't make any dark dishes this time, just some peach blossoms and three or five dried plums, which became the bowl of peach blossom and plum tea in front of him.

In the spring of March, the peach blossoms bloom, it is a good time, and the petals of the peach blossoms are very gorgeous.

The plums are from last year. Although they are stretching in the water, they do not have the fresh and beautiful colors.

"The tea soup is getting cold, junior brother, you still need to drink it while it's hot..." Cai Yan gently tapped the tea bowl he was holding with his fingernails, making a crisp sound, and said with beautiful eyes, "... Adding some plums will add some flavor, but if left for a long time, it will become a bit bitter..."

"Senior sister..." Fei Qian lowered his head, looked at the plums in the tea bowl, and said, "I am happy alone, others are happy, which one is happy?"

Cai Yan gently tucked the hanging green hair behind his ears, revealing a small piece of white jade-like ear. He thought quietly for a moment and said: "If it is judged by Tao, it will be a happy person. If it is judged by a person, it will be happy." Have fun alone.”

Fei Qian nodded, then picked up the tea bowl and said, "That's the case..."

Fei Qian is now the decision-maker, the leader, and the core of the entire group. So choosing to be alone or with others has become the problem Fei Qian is facing now.

It's like two railway tracks. There are five, ten, or a hundred people tied to one track, while there are only a few children playing on the other track. The train is coming, and now whether it is to rescue those tied up It was impossible to get up, or to tell the children to leave. The only option was to do nothing and let the train continue to move forward. Most of the people tied to the tracks would die, or the tracks would be moved, Changing the train route put those innocent children in danger of death...

Of course, regardless of whether the track is moved or not, the train may stop at the last moment, or the entire train may derail because the track is not moved properly.

People on the tracks and in the train all looked at Fei Qian. Watching and waiting for Fei Qian to make a choice, the huge time sign flipped in Fei Qian's heart, counting down...

Cai Yan's crystal clear eyes came over and stayed on Fei Qian. Watching Fei Qian drinking tea, he suddenly smiled and asked with a sly tone: "I wonder, has Junior Brother asked the Huang family girl about this question? "

"Ahem..." Fei Qian almost choked, then put down the tea bowl, was silent for a while, lowered his gaze, as if he didn't dare to look into Cai Yan's clear eyes, and said, "This... if it is judged by Taoism, it is Dulele. If we judge it from a human perspective, it would be a joy for everyone..."

"It makes sense..." Cai Yan glanced at Fei Qian and immediately lowered his eyes. A sigh seemed to fly from his lips, as soft as the breeze in the forest and inaudible.

Feng'er quietly slipped into the pavilion and slowly walked around the two people. It seemed that he found that there was nothing interesting, so he quietly slipped out and went to the peach forest to pull the peach blossoms.

"...A gentleman says: Great virtue is not an official, great principles are not a tool, great faith is not a promise, and great times are inconsistent..." After a long time, Cai Yan spoke, his voice was still light, as clear as a mountain stream, Ding Ding dong dong lingers around, "...Looking at these four things, you can be determined to be at the root. The three kings' sacrifice rivers all start from the river and then the sea, either from the source or from the source. This is called serving the root..."

Fei Qian pondered for a long time, nodded, and said, "Be taught."

Yes, great virtues are not official, great principles are not powerful, great trust is not consistent, and great times are inconsistent.

That’s all it can do.

"Senior sister, this time I entered Yinshan again, and I am tainted with the blood of killing..." Fei Qian said, "Now I will fight in Guanzhong again. Please give me a clear voice again, to cleanse my heart. I wonder if it is possible..."

Cai Yan first glared at Fei Qian, then sighed with a little pity, turned around and ordered softly: "Burn the incense. Get the green Qi."

The incense burner was quickly lit and placed in the pavilion.

The light blue sandalwood scent hovers among the lotus petals that are in bud, and then spreads out gently and softly, lingering and circling in the pavilion, and finally drifts outward with the spring breeze.

Cai Yan slowly rolled up his sleeves, revealing a section of delicate white arms. He washed his hands in the golden basin, took a towel to absorb the water drops, and then slightly opened his jade-onion-like fingers in the spring breeze, waiting. After all the moisture on his hands dried, he lowered his eyes, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, and sat upright in front of Lu Qi. He gently raised his hand and touched the strings.

The spring breeze outside the pavilion seemed to be excited. It jumped happily in the peach forest, pulling the peach blossoms and petals falling...

Amidst the flying peach blossoms, I saw Cai Yan's hand suddenly move, from Gong Sanzhi to Huiqi, starting with portamento, assisted by vibrato and other techniques, and suddenly wisps of musical notes fell from the sky like petals, It bloomed among the flying green jade fingers, drifted in the small pavilion, and then jumped to the peach forest. Among the flying peach blossom petals, entangled with the spring breeze, curling up towards the blue sky... …