Chapter 1976: I Regret so Much
"People from the Zhai family..." Qi Minlan felt particularly uncomfortable: "The men from the Zhai family are all good men, and they treat their women very well. In today's society, it is said that everyone is equal, regardless of high or low. But there are not many people who can really do it, but the people in the Zhai family are all like this."
At that time, Zhai Yaohui did not dislike Miao Liang, who was just a country girl farming. Not only did he marry Miao Liang, he married her for decades and even for most of his life. Zhai Yaohui was so kind to Miao Liang. It's not like Qiu Qin, who coaxed her when he was young, but early on he raised a vixen outside behind her back and had a son.
Compared with the men of the Zhai family, none of these men, including Qiu Qin, can be called men of breeding.
The better the men in the Zhai family are, the more Qi Minlan hates her daughter for not living up to expectations. When she was young, she was confused and thought that her eldest brother, who had died early, might compete with Zhai Yaohui to become the leader, so she looked down on Zhai Yaohui, so she missed Zhai Yaohui and let Zhai Yaohui marry Miao Liang.
Her daughter is different. She has been optimistic about her daughter since she was a child and has always taught her that she must marry Zhai Sheng when she grows up. In fact, her daughter did it in the beginning, and Zhai Sheng really became her son-in-law. Who knows what happens next...
Good men like the Zhai family are almost extinct and hard to find. Zhai Sheng, who was outstanding in everything, was lost by his daughter, and the trouble was worse than that of himself. She lost to Miao Liang. No matter what, Miao Liang was still in the prime of youth, and Miao Liang's father was Mr. Zhai's savior. Speaking of it, it wasn't that she wasn't good enough, she was inferior to Miao Jing, who was much lower than her, so even if she lost, it wouldn't be too ugly.
Chen Xi is completely different. The nanny is an old woman in her forties. The nanny's identity is not as good as her daughter's. What is her education? Then the nanny doesn’t have such a thing at all? A person who is not as good as Chen Xi in everything and has no old friendship with the Zhai family, has defeated Chen Xi and is about to become the daughter-in-law of the Zhai family.
In such a comparison, my daughter couldn't help but lose.
Qiu Chenxi cried angrily: "Why don't the people in the Zhai family mind that Qiao Nan is a nanny? Are they shameless? Aren't they embarrassed? Are the people in the Zhai family all monsters? Why can't their psychology and thoughts be the same as ordinary people?" People are just the same. The good men, the bad men, all the good ones are directed at that nanny. How bad they were to me. I only made one mistake, and they didn't want to give me a chance to change it. Now that I have really learned my lesson, I will live my life with Zhai Sheng and never go out to play again. But you see how cruel the Zhai family are to me, and they won’t even meet me. What’s wrong with this man? He’s so bad!”
Okay, Qiu Chenxi knows, it's really good.
Not to mention that for men whose status is as high as Zhai Sheng's, but whose status is lower than Zhai Sheng's, it is normal for men to have no red flags at home and colorful flags fluttering outside. Qiu Chenxi didn't want to be the red flag that never fell, and suffered from the same cowardice as her mother.
When Qiu Chenxi married Zhai Sheng,
It was so beautiful that all the little sisters around her were envious of her. After Qiu Chenxi's divorce, her plastic sisters were all waiting for a good show. Even back then, when Qiu Chenxi just got divorced, a little sister said directly: "Just divorce, our Chenxi is beautiful and outstanding. After divorcing Zhai Sheng, we will definitely find someone who is better and better than Zhai Sheng." An outstanding man. Is it possible that our family, Chen Xi, can live longer and go back to her old age? She divorced such an excellent man like Zhai Sheng and then find someone worse than Zhai Sheng? If you ask for a refund, no one will leave me behind. When the time comes, I will definitely help you laugh at Zhai Sheng."
These words made Qiu Chenxi very embarrassed at that time. Maybe it was because of drinking, or maybe it was because she didn't want to divorce, so Zhai Sheng used force to break up the relationship. Qiu Chenxi was drunk for a while, and she actually told others that she was the one who wanted to get rid of Zhai Sheng first.
The words are spoken by oneself, and then the rest can only be taken care of by oneself.
Even though it has been more than ten years since this happened, some of the little sisters who heard Qiu Chenxi's "bold words" still call her from time to time to ask her when she will get married again and whether she has found someone better than Zhai Sheng. A powerful object. If so, be sure to tell them that they are ready for the big red envelope for Qiu Chenxi's wedding.
Faced with the constant reminders from these sisters, Qiu Chenxi couldn't even forget about the cow back then and treat it as if it didn't exist. At this moment, Qiu Chenxi wiped away her tears and said to Qi Minlan: "Mom, what should I do now? Zhai Sheng doesn't really want to be with that nanny, does he? The Zhai family doesn't care, but I am more serious. There is no other way. Mom, at my age, I can’t have children. If I can’t remarry Zhai Sheng, I will really have no hope for the rest of my life.”
In front of her, Qiu Chenxi, who was already in her forties, cried as helplessly and desperately as she did when she was four years old, which made Qi Minlan feel extremely distressed: "If the Zhai family doesn't work, you can try that nanny. Everyone has an inferiority complex. From what you said, the nanny's condition is not that bad. Maybe you can find a way to get the nanny to leave Zhai Sheng."
She only has one daughter, Chen Xi, in her life. She doesn't even want her husband Qiu Qin, but she can't let go of Chen Xi, hoping that Chen Xi can live a good life.
"It's useless. I've already found that woman. Just because she's poor, she finally met Zhai Sheng. Do you think a normal person would be willing to let go? Mom, I can't do anything. I really can't do anything. Mom, I don't think I can live anymore!" Qiu Chenxi helplessly hugged Qi Minlan and cried: "If I can't remarry Zhai Sheng and have to watch him marry another woman, Mom, I might as well die."
Qiu Chenxi thought that she really had nothing left to hope for in this life. At her age, she didn't even have a child. She didn't even want to mention her father. Her mother was old and couldn't accompany her for a few years. When her mother died, she wouldn't even have a relative who cared about her. What reason was there to continue living like this?
"Mom, I regret it, I really regret it. When I was young, I should have listened to you and cherished myself, I shouldn't have lost my temper, and saved my marriage with Zhai Sheng. I shouldn't have messed around outside and ruined my body. Mom, I want a child." If she had a child by her side, her life would not be so bad and hopeless.