Chapter 882

Feng Sufei also mustered up the courage to say such indifferent words.

She knew that she was cooperating with Nanrong Huaian and needed to have a good relationship with him.

But she couldn't help but say it.

She seemed to want to tell Nanrong Huai'an this sentence, and she also seemed to remind herself that she couldn't be moved, and couldn't be moved any more.

The lesson Si Jueshen taught her was the lesson of blood.

How could she still be tempted.

And she knew that they had agreed to be together, and she knew that Nanrong Huai'an had other women in her heart.

Feng Sufei felt that she was really looking for abuse before.

Why does she think Nanrong Huaian is good.

This man has a deep mind and a black belly, and he is not as ostentatious and gentle as the world says.

Feng Sufei took a deep breath, feeling that the water she just drank was bitter.

After Feng Sufei said this, she could feel a moment of coldness in the air.

Yes, too cold.

She didn't dare to look at Nanrong Huaian's expression.

She even thought that Nanrong Huaian would say something.

but.

After a long silence, Nanrong Huaian said, "You should have a good rest first!"

With that said, Nanrong Huaian pushed the chair out of the room.

The moment she heard the door of the room closed, Feng Sufei sat on the ground helplessly.

She grabbed her hair and pulled hard.

Maybe the pain would make her more sane.

Feng Sufei wants to drink now, she is very irritable and irritable now.

Every time she calmed down, Nanrong Huaian could always easily tug at her heartstrings.

She didn't know whether it was right or wrong to choose the Nanrong family.

Or is it that her heart is fragile, especially emotionally?

She lost her parents since she was a child, and only lived with her grandmother in the palace.

She always knew that she was the queen, and she had to abide by the rules in everything she said and did.

She can't play or laugh arbitrarily. When others are playing, she is studying. She is learning all kinds of knowledge step by step, and even conducts various trainings at the training base at night.

She knew that many people respected her on the surface, but in fact they didn't know what to say behind the scenes.

She was numb.

She was used to it because she thought it was normal.

She also realized later that she was lonely and that no one loved her.

She is actually very eager to be loved, very eager to eliminate loneliness, very eager to have someone who loves her and pampers her and treats her as a treasure.

In that case, she could not be queen.

All she asks for is a love that never fails to accompany her.

Really, no one understands her heart.

When grandma told her to sleep well, she would also look forward to a love.

Especially when grandma kept complimenting Nanrong Huai'an for being good, her heart would throb at the beginning of her love.

But Nanrong Huai'an and Ying Dao Li Ye's rejections made her heart cold for a long time, and she also denied self-doubt for a long time.

She is wondering, is she really bad?

But she thinks she is good, she is loyal to her feelings, she yearns for love wholeheartedly, and is willing to give up everything else for love, even the status of a royal queen.

But no, none of those people saw her heart.

Later, she met Si Jueshen.

Si Jueshen gave her love and dispelled her loneliness.

She cherishes and cherishes it very much, so she also works hard to love, trust, and treat Si Jue deeply.

Except that she couldn't tell some of her own secrets, she tried to be nice to Si Jueshen.

Because she feels that when she encounters someone who loves her, she also loves it, so she should cherish it.