Chapter 1138 Understand Feelings

Meng Shaoli thought about the past.

At that time, although Xue Jingxin was twenty-six years old, she was really like a little girl, she would act like a spoiled child in front of him, and her speech was also very squeamish.

At that time, she seemed to have endless energy, and she would say many, many things to him.

Maybe, sometimes he listened, maybe he didn't.

At that time, maybe he didn't care about Xue Jingxin very much, or maybe he knew that he couldn't be with Xue Jingxin, so he didn't dare to put his heart into it.

But at the moment of life and death, people will know who is the best person for you.

Perhaps at this time, his heart was very painful, not because of Xiang Lianqiao's betrayal, but because he didn't choose Xue Jingxin because of some practical factors.

Now he wants to see Xue Jingxin, but he doesn't know if she will see her.

What flashed in his mind now was the scene where Xue Jingxin did not hesitate to block the grab for him, a scene that could not be ignored no matter what.

When he closed his eyes, the scene made his heart feel stuffy and painful.

Because he couldn't believe it, she was willing to give her life for him when he thought about the right to win the snow goggle's heart and the military talisman.

Meng Shaoli is still shocked in his heart, and he has never recovered from such a scene.

He looked into the distance, thinking about Xuejing Xin, his heart tingling and uncomfortable.

He remembered the bits and pieces of the past with Xue Jingxin, and he was actually happy.

It's just that he controlled his heart and hurt Xuejing's heart.

The person who thinks that they can't be together in reality is the person who truly loves him.

Meng Shaoli's heart became more and more bitter.

"Shao Li, remember, I won't hurt you, let alone betray you, you have to trust me, you have to trust me..."

At that time, Xue Jingxin said that he believed many times, but he forgot her words and forgot to believe her later.

Meng Shaoli closed his eyes and looked at the medicine on the table. He didn't want to drink or eat it.

He was always worried about Xue Jingxin and her injury.

If her injury is not good, what's the use of him taking medicine to make himself better.

Only then did Meng Shaoli know how much he wanted to see Xue Jingxin, even if he knew if she was okay now.

But Mei Gu blocked the news, and he had no face to meet.

When it was quiet, the memory of Xue Jingxin flashed in Meng Shaoli's mind all the time.

"sorry Sorry……"

Maybe at this time, Meng Shaoli could only say sorry to the air, that was his late apology to Xue Jingxin.

At this time, Meng Shaoli felt that he was stupid, and the realistic factors he considered were not considered at all.

He should have loved the mirror well in the first place.

Sometimes people can only understand some truths after experiencing some things, but unfortunately, is it a little late for him to understand?

...

When Meng Shaoli was immersed in pain and self-blame, Xue Jingxin received treatment in Meigu.

Disregarding her own body, Mei Lingshu first healed Xue Jingxin, and took care of Xue Jingxin very carefully and patiently.

Xue Jingxin woke up in the afternoon. She looked at Mei Lingshu by the bed, and when she saw his appearance, she only felt haggard.

"Ling Shu~"

"Jingxin, you finally woke up, but where is the pain, is there any discomfort?"

Mei Lingshu looked at Xue Jingxin nervously.

Xue Jingxin shook her head, she could see his feelings towards her through Mei Lingshu's eyes.

She just woke up and was still very weak, and she actually had a lot to say to Mei Lingshu.

Mei Lingshu looked at Xue Jingxin's appearance, and gently held her down and said softly: "What do you want to say, wait until later, and I will listen to you slowly."