Chapter 458: Sougo Doma Is Not a Bad Guy - Yukinoshita
Sougo Doma is a bad guy!
For Yukinoshita Yukino, this is already a deep-rooted label...
Whether it was the mockery and attack on the ideas she insisted on when they first met, or the incident at Chiba Kamino Elementary School after transferring to another school, etc., these all showed that he was a bad person.
Once upon a time, this was what Yukinoshita Yukino saw from her own perspective.
But after talking to Teacher Hiratsuka today, Yukinoshita Yukino suddenly wanted to try to bring herself into the perspective of Sougo Doma...
Speaking of which, Yukinoshita Yukino was the first to talk when the two of them met for the first time.
At that time, Yukinoshita Yukino, who was also isolated and standing in the corner, didn't want her to see that he was the same type of person as her:
"Don't get me wrong, I am different from you. This world is too unfair. Excellent people sometimes end up with incompetent people..."
Yukinoshita Yukino finally recalled that it was her poisonous tongue that prompted Sougo Toma to fight back, so the person who caused the unpleasant first meeting between the two of them was actually her, not the bad guy Sougo Doma...
Thinking of this, Yukinoshita Yukino, who was walking on campus, paused her feet. After a long while, she sighed in her heart before taking steps again.
The memories still continue.
On the day Sougo Toma transferred to their class, Yukinoshita Yukino didn't actually have any major emotional ups and downs. In her opinion at the time, Sougo Toma would soon adapt to the atmosphere like everyone else. , subjected her to isolation and cold violence.
Anyway, she has already experienced enough, nothing more is more, nothing less is nothing less.
However……
Soon after Sougo Toma came here, everything changed. The isolation and cold violence began to disappear from her side. She no longer had to worry about her belongings being stolen. Everything seemed to be changing for the better. With.
To be honest, because it has been so long, Yukinoshita Yukino has forgotten how she was feeling at that time. Although she felt something was wrong, she should probably be happy...
What if she puts the perspective of this matter on Sougo Doma?
She said to him: "It's best not to talk to me, otherwise, you will be isolated..."
The guy who always seemed gloomy didn't say anything like the protagonist in some novel: "I'm not afraid, I don't care about this..." or anything like that, nor did he draw a clear line with her as she said.
He just said: "Ah, my goal is to isolate the whole class anyway..."
Isolate the whole class? How could anyone be stupid enough to do this? Sougo Doma is a bad guy, but he is not a fool. Even his sister was defeated by him, so that is a lie!
Why did he lie then? Yukinoshita Yukino started to think...
If she were Sougo Doma back then, if she had just transferred to another school and met herself in elementary school, what would she say? What will you do?
a long time.
Yukinoshita Yukino found helplessly that even if she went back to the past, she would not be able to free herself from the cold violence. At that time, the isolation atmosphere in the class had already formed, coupled with her own personality As a result, it seems that she can only watch her past self being bullied, and the most she can do is become friends with her past self.
Let her past be no longer alone...
To achieve this effect, there must be a prerequisite, that is, she knows that person is her past self, and she can help her wholeheartedly. Otherwise, she will probably only provide some help. If it has no effect, she will only hate him. Indisputable!
But what about Sougo Tsuchima?
After realizing what kind of situation she was in in the class at that time, he deliberately said something out of tune to isolate the whole class. At that time, Sougo Toma was actually changing his direction to show that he didn't care...
In order to convince her, Sougo Doma even tried to isolate the entire class! What a fool, who wouldn't want to make friends? idiot……
What happened next...
Yukinoshita Yukino is constantly brought into the perspective of Sougo Toma.
After learning that her indoor shoes and other personal belongings were often stolen, the fool began to plan everything. An atmosphere of isolation had formed, and the fool created another atmosphere, using atmosphere to fight against the atmosphere...
She thought it was wrong, so Sougo Doma took everything on him. He gave her light, but he carried the darkness on his back...
That fool!
Yukinoshita Yukino clenched her fists unconsciously. Yes, from her perspective, Sougo Doma is a bad guy, but from Sougo Doma's perspective...
That idiot obviously wanted to protect her, obviously not to isolate her, and obviously wanted her to enjoy everything with peace of mind...
That idiot was using his own power to fight against the entire group and the entire world, and everything he did was actually just to liberate himself from isolation...
How could this be? ?
When looking at the problem from the perspective of Sougo Doma, Yukinoshita Yukino came to her own conclusion. Then, she stopped, her expression began to be in a trance, her heart was full of confusion, and she was at a loss.
What if there was one person who once fought against the whole world for you? How would you feel?
Yukinoshita Yukino didn't know this before, let alone, how could such a thing happen? Reality is not a fairy tale, but when she faced the "truth" she had deduced...
Yukinoshita Yukino is confused...
Sougo Doma is a bad guy!
This should have been her deep-rooted label for Sougo Doma...
But now, this label is beginning to waver...
Why did she always think Sougo Doma was a bad guy in the past, but never wanted to look at the problem from that guy's perspective?
Yukinoshita Yukino fell into thinking again...
Sougo Doma is a bad guy - this is what her sister told her.
Yukino, stay away from Sougo Doma - this is what her mother told her.
Look, how many people were injured because of Sougo Doma - this is what they told her together.
"No, it's not like that..." Yukinoshita Yukino shouted in her heart, if, if those people were really injured because of Sougo Doma, then she is also responsible!
She shouldn't have finished her studies early...
The reason why that incident got bigger and bigger is because that idiot thought he was betrayed...
Obviously everything he did was for her...
It's obvious that he is fighting against the world alone...
Obviously...
Why couldn't she understand all this earlier?
The guy who silently shouldered all the bad reputations, the guy who wanted to bring light to her, that guy - he wasn't a bad guy!
That guy Sougo Toma is just an idiot...
Just like her - idiot!