Chapter 438, Patient

When Li Yun came to the crew.

Everyone's first reaction was

Young.

An amazing young attitude.

This amazing youth is in sharp contrast to his identity as a self-written, self-directed and self-acted writer.

This amazing contrast.

It makes people feel shocked. How amazing is it that this young body has achieved such results now?

Time will give a person talent.

Talent.

Most people need to rely on accumulation over time to be tenacious, but Li Yun completed it in a short time.

How can people not admire this?

Even Peng Yuyan had to admit that if Li Yun as an actor was the object of her pursuit.

Then in the field of the entertainment industry, she was completely incomparable.

Acting is only part of his strength.

But it is not all of his as an insider.

The talent of director and screenwriter makes people have to admit him.

Starting from "The Crucible", to "Let the Bullets Fly", and now "Dying to Survive".

This is Li Yun's third independent project, a self-written, self-directed and self-acted project.

Completely independent, self-written, self-directed and self-acted. Project

"The Crucible" won the uncrowned award of the Asian Film Window.

"Let the Bullets Fly" won both box office and awards, which can be said to have brought Li Yun to the position of first-line director and super first-line actor in one fell swoop.

He is as powerful as Jiang Wen and Ge You, the movie superstars.

Trinity, now Li Yun is absolutely not to be ignored in the Chinese film and television industry

In general, it should be halfway up the mountain, and you can see the outlines of those on the top of the mountain

The outline of the top of the mountain!

How many people spend their entire lives and can only see halfway up the mountain

What about Li Yun? Being able to stand here and see the outline of the peak. Even Eddie Peng is thinking, if Li Yun really has time, he can raise the camera in his hand and take a look at the scenery on the top of the mountain?

Maybe ten years, maybe twenty years.

But it is undeniable that Li Yun is the most outstanding one in the new generation of film and television industry.

No one

His opponents are all veteran film and television people

"But that is also his overall achievement." Peng Yuyan looked at Li Yun and thought slowly at this time.

People have their strengths and their weaknesses.

Peng Yuyan believes this. Today, Li Yun seems to be deeply engaged in filming and script creation. As an actor, he will not move forward all the way.

I am focusing on the path of an actor, a path that will not deviate from my heart.

Peng Yuyan is very clear about the path he will take and knows the principles he follows.

Li Yun, give him a script, he will act, and he will do whatever he is told. This is his responsibility as an actor.

Even if this script is a bad script, it doesn't matter.

There are no bad scripts, only bad actors. Even the worst scripts have excellent actors and the acting skills presented by excellent actors.

Especially "I Am Not the God of Medicine" is more like an art film and character creation.

There is definitely room for acting.

At this time, Peng Yuyan looked around

Liu Qianqian, the acting evaluation of male and female actors is not in the same standard.

Wang Chuanjun, and Li Yun

The one who played "Love Apartment"

It's not that Peng Yuyan looks down on actors who are purely TV actors, but those who come from urban sitcoms. Isn't this a big variety show?

The sitcoms used to have a bit of a stage play feel, but now they have a pure big variety show feel.

It seems a bit funny to ask variety show stars to act in movies.

But it doesn't matter.

Peng Yuyan only looked at Li Yun at this time. This time, the main object of the play was Li Yun, and he could foresee that he would play against him.

"Let me see your strength."

At this time, in Beijing.

Wang Jinghua of Chengtian Jiahe, once the founder of 89 Brokerage Culture Co., Ltd., is now the executive president of Chengtian Jiahe.

He is a legendary agent in the industry, holding half of the Beijing circle. Now he has integrated 89 Economic Culture Company and merged it into Chengtian Jiahe, becoming one of the largest capitals in the entire Beijing circle.

Back then, she needed to look up to the Li family and rely on the title of role model of the times.

It's different now. She has more resources and a bigger backer, who is the backer of the four top figures in Beijing. So she can hold half of Beijing with her white gloves.

Looking back on this life, there are still two regrets.

One regret is that she didn't recruit Li Yun back then - she thought she had discovered Li Yun's potential very early.

Later, after Li Yun's potential was realized, she felt that it was no longer cost-effective to recruit him again. But later, the stamina shown by Li Yun slapped her in the face again and again.

This young body seems to have endless power.

Every time it can burst out at the right time.

Suddenly realized that he has become someone who can enter the vision of his backer. Relying on his own ability.

This Li Yun.

Not an ant.

But a tiger.

A tiger that has come out of the mountain!

What makes people curious now is how far this tiger that has come out of the mountain can go. This is indeed curious.

"What's wrong, Mr. Wang? You have reached your current position, do you still need to care about a fierce tiger?" Next to him was Tang Min from Tangren.

These two strong women who admire each other often get together to discuss the situation of domestic entertainment. They chat and laugh happily.

One is a white glove in the Beijing circle, and the other is a strong woman in the Shanghai circle.

"I always feel that there is one person missing at our table," Tang Min touched his chin.

"Who?"

"Xie Qingya."

"Oh, that high-ranking lady," Wang Jinghua also remembered this famous ice beauty in the circle.

"She is not high-ranking, but the path she takes is too difficult and too stubborn. In fact, she is quite good." Tang Min smiled slightly.

She absolutely does not mind taking shortcuts, whether it is to support traffic stars or something else, as long as it is profitable, it doesn't matter.

This is the consensus of Tang Min and Wang Jinghua.

However, this is not what Xie Qingya wants to do. Her wish is to support works that can compete in Hollywood.

Tang Min and Wang Jinghua both think that this is impossible.

It is already very good to be able to explore and seek your own living space in a limited market.

Her dream is great, and she is indeed good as a 'dreamer'.

But this world is not simply driven by dreams.

"Dreamers. Such people are really hard to deal with."

Wang Jinghua thought of something and said with a smile: "But it reminds me of someone."

"Who?"

"Remember the young man who acted with you in "Chinese Paladin 1", Peng Yuyan?"

"Oh, I remember, Tang Yu Xiaobao, he was quite popular at the time, and was considered a good young actor. Now he has achieved good results."

Tang Min knew about "Operation Red Sea", "Hidden Man" and "Operation Mekong".

As the leading actor of three first-line films, his position should be stable.

It is not just because of his relationship in the Beijing circle, but because he also has the strength to match it, so he can get these roles.

"He is also an actor driven by his ideals. His ideal is to become a star in the sky like Cheng Shilong and Zhou Xingxing, who is truly loved by people."

"To be honest, I used to think that it was a bit of a pipe dream for this young man to walk on this path in today's era. But it seems that since he played "The Hidden" he has been determined to walk on this path and has come to where he is now. Along the way, I have denied him many times, but he just walked through it."

At this time, Wang Jinghua also felt incredible

and a little admired.

"Isn't that good?" Tang Min joked: "I picked up a treasure, this is the potential of a pillar."

Although Tang Min is playing with traffic, she knows what kind of people can make a company survive.

Everyone longs for a real talent as their 'chief'.

"I terminated the contract with him, and I didn't take any compensation. It was a peaceful termination."

"Ah?"

This is what Tang Min didn't expect. Wang Jinghua, who has always been known for her vicious judgment of people and eager for talent, would actually let go of a real talent that can be seen with the naked eye.

This is not her style.

"Can you tell me the reason?" Tang Min lit a cigarette for Wang Jinghua with interest, wanting to hear her reason.

"Maybe when we first entered this circle, our original intentions were completely different from now. Maybe, I also want to see how far he can go with the original appearance. It can be regarded as a good thing I have done for this circle."

Wang Jinghua lit a lady's cigarette and looked at the smoke.

No matter what the script of I Am Not the God of Medicine is.

She inexplicably believes that the single-minded Peng Yuyan.

She is definitely the most outstanding person.

At this time, Li Yun looked at the skinny and haggard Peng Yuyan.

The abdominal muscles are gone.

His proud figure, the thing that fascinated thousands of girls, was ruthlessly abandoned by him.

Abandoned without any hesitation.

In the past, Li Yun's impression of Peng Yuyan has always been the word "charming".

His lethality to women has definitely reached a very scary level.

In his previous life, he was able to kill both young and old.

He could do this simply by relying on his figure and appearance.

He is a person who is blessed by God.

At this moment, his body is filled with a feeling of "weakness".

It is not weakness in temperament, but physical weakness.

"You look quite weak."

"Of course I am weak because of dieting." Peng Yuyan grinned. He has ten thousand ways to lose weight, but he chose the one that makes people feel the most "weak".

Starting from the body, the feeling of weakness.

"Awesome."

Li Yun gave him a thumbs up and admired his dedication to his acting career.

Really cruel.

At this time, Peng Yuyan grinned.

"Thank you. This little effort is worth it for a good role."

Wang Chuanjun next to him looked at Peng Yuyan and kept swallowing his saliva. His impression of Peng Yuyan also changed.

Since I can't find the feeling of 'weakness', let my body become 'weak'.

The feeling of weakness comes from the body itself

However

At this time, Li Yun smiled at Peng Yuyan who was a little complacent.

"It's still a little bit worse."

The smile on Peng Yuyan's face disappeared

"Please give me some advice."

"Yes"

Li Yun didn't say anything.

Ten seconds.

Twenty seconds.

Thirty seconds.

Into the role.

'Pain'

The feeling brought by illness.

Pain, weakness.

With this feeling, Li Yun doesn't need acting skills at all, because I have actually experienced this before.

From despair, madness, and irritability when discovering the disease, to calm acceptance.

From escaping reality, to active treatment, to the desperate scalding bed, all you can hear is the twitching sound of the ventilator, and the doctor indifferently evaluating his condition, as if he were evaluating the feeling of a piece of pork.

And this piece of pork is dying.

Painful limbs, dizzy feelings, those things are contrary to the desire to survive.

I want to live.

But the pain in his body would make Li Yun cry from the bottom of his heart - let me go, I want to be free.

I want to live.

I also want to die.

I don't want pain.

Don't want to be in pain.

Death is a feeling that cannot be worn away by time. The wear and tear brought by time will not take away that feeling.

It still feels like dying of illness.

The body went from strong to weak, to involuntary, to being tortured, to the feeling of being unable to survive or die.

Li Yun has experienced it all - even thinking about it now, he can still imagine the feeling of dying.

This is definitely not something worth remembering.

Right

This is instinct. As a human instinct, avoiding death is a matter of course.

Li Yun also hates this, but if this incident can contribute to his movie.

damn it.

Even I think I'm crazy.

"Have you ever died?"

Peng Yuyan asked this somewhat ridiculous question without thinking.

Even he himself found this question particularly ridiculous.

But he clearly felt the smell of death from Li Yun's body.

The interpretation of the eyes just now.

Physical weakness, gradual progress, struggle, despair, and death.

These emotions can all change within a minute.

Finally became dim and died.

I also struggled and survived.

But it's no use.

really.

Peng Yuyan felt that he was ridiculous. He thought that he had been cruel enough to himself, using hunger to make his body weak.

But there is a result here. He knows that he will not die. He knows that he is alive and healthy, so the feeling is always inferior.

He could never find the feeling of death, the taste of fear.

Now he sees it.

On Li Yun's body.

I saw the smell of death and fear intertwined.

The fear that comes from the end of life is vividly displayed in Li Yun.

Just give people one.

It felt like he had definitely had some dealings with death.

And it’s immersive.

Is he a monster?

Can this also be performed?

Li Yun became the subject of observation in the patient group of I Am Not the God of Medicine.

Acting as a frail patient by observing Li Yun.

In every move.

Li Yun seemed to be suffering from a terminal illness, even having trouble getting a glass of water.

Such weakness, the kind of weakness that comes from the soul, seems to be in Li Yun's every move.

He is really so weak.

So weak that everyone thinks, is our director really suffering from a terminal illness?

Otherwise, you wouldn’t be able to convey this feeling in acting.

There is absolutely no way this feeling can occur.

Li Yun as a "patient".

Everything you say and do here, even the act of drinking water.

They all showed weakness until it was time to start the machine.

When Li Yun was holding a glass of water, because he was too weak to hold it, the glass naturally fell and cracked all over the floor.

His skin color and eyes all had a deathly grayness.

These characteristics are all telling others.

Li Yun is about to die, and his life is about to come to an end, and this "I'm Not the God of Medicine" may become Li Yun's legacy and his last work before the end of his life.

right.

He is going to die.

Li Yun is going to die.

This matter seems to have become a strange consensus among the crew.

Real patients for the entire cast to observe.

He is going to die.

Is it acting?

How can it be.

How could his acting skills be like this?

"You said that if our director dies, what will happen to our movie?" Tan Zhuo, who was responsible for playing the single mother Liu Sihui, whispered to Liu Qianqian.

"These are just acting skills." Liu Qianqian said with a smile, but actually the expression on her face was still slightly worried.

"It's not about acting. I once saw a terminally ill patient in that state. He felt like a dying person, with all his energy and energy drained out. I will never forget that gesture in my life."

Tan Zhuo seemed to still have lingering fears.

I'm afraid I really don't want to recall this kind of thing.

He is going to die.

Liu Qianqian was a little dazed at this time and was out of state all day.

What if Li Yun really has a terminal illness?

If he really wants to leave my side.

I can no longer listen to his jokes, nor can I listen to him talk about his favorite movies and favorite characters.

There was no way to watch the fireworks he set off.

There is no way to prepare a table of dishes and ask him to rate which one is the most delicious.

Many things I wanted to do with him turned out to be pie in the sky.

Many promises have turned into empty bubbles.

But it seems that Li Yun did not come to the set today.

This is also confirmed.

Did he go for chemotherapy? Did he go to the hospital? Many questions stimulated Liu Xixi's brain.

She couldn't think.

At this time, she felt for the first time.

That guy who appeared in her life as a matter of course.

He left without saying goodbye.

Disappeared suddenly.

No, no.

I don't want his life to disappear in my world.

Absolutely not.

At this time, Liu Xixi cried, crying like a pear blossom in the rain.

At this time, Li Yun, who had finished his midnight snack outside, saw Liu Xixi crying and felt confused.

Feeling nervous.

"What's wrong with you? Who bullied you?"

Then Liu Xixi suddenly hugged him.

"Don't leave suddenly, okay?"

"???"