Chapter 360, Huang Silang

At this moment.

It is time to join the crew for filming. The preliminary work of "Let the Bullets Fly" has been prepared, and we are just waiting to go to the Kaiping Diaolou in Guangdong Province.

The next thing is probably the release of "The Hidden" during the filming or at the time point when the filming is completed.

This main theme TV series is about to be broadcast. At present, the preliminary publicity and promotion are already underway, and CCTV's publicity and promotion are steady and steady.

For Li Yun.

In terms of TV series, it is by no means easy to fall behind.

On the contrary, in terms of TV series, domestic TV series are still in the comfort zone.

Although the same, each circle has its own characteristics, it is completely different from the situation of the film industry being eroded. Domestic TV series are still the choice of a large part of TV viewers. Although it is a bit shameful to say this, who makes most domestic TV stations only broadcast domestic dramas?

Comfort zone means rich resources, and there is no need to fight with foreign mature industries in film and television.

You can slow down a little to develop.

"Historical drama"

Li Yun squinted slightly

Occasionally.

When sleeping

Li Yun could feel the feeling of the iron cavalry and the frozen river in his dream.

I dreamed that I became a general who had fought hundreds of battles.

I also dreamed that I became a prime minister with great power.

Their personalities were already affecting me.

When they appeared, I had to send them away and "treat" them.

But Li Yun seemed to miss the real feeling of fighting hundreds of battles in his dream.

If "The Hidden" could get good feedback this time.

I would be able to compete for the resources of historical dramas like Sun Honglei did back then.

"Kaiping County, Guangdong Province."

On the other hand, Lu Zhengguang sighed and shook his head after knowing that Li Yun was going to Kaiping County to shoot a movie.

In the end, it was fate.

Lu Zhengguang also watched the movie "The Crucible" and expressed great praise. If he gave it an award, there was still a chance that he could get a nomination.

He did not comment on Li Yun's next movie, which would be shot with all the profits.

Everyone has their own choices.

The greatest power of an adult is the power to take full responsibility for his own behavior.

After hearing that it was Kaiping County, Lu Zhengguang still called.

"Mr. Lu."

"Little Li, you don't think that I, an old man, bother you, do you?"

"How could that be, Mr. Lu."

Li Yun respected Mr. Lu very much. This old man was the one from whom Li Yun truly felt the feeling of 'kinship'.

For this elder who cares about him, Li Yun also cherishes him very much.

"Kaiping County, you know, that's your mother's hometown."

"I know"

Li Yun thought for a moment, but nodded.

Li Yun still has a vague impression of this place. After all, he has grown up in an orphanage since he was a child.

Frankly speaking, there are too many pale parts in the memory.

Too vague.

In fact, there is still a kind of attachment to the hometown in the body.

This is the instinct of the body.

At work.

However.

The first thing Li Yun thought of was whether this instinct of attachment to the hometown could be a benefit to his filming.

Whether that kind of emotion for the hometown could be used in the role and filming.

Does my "Huang Silang" need this kind of emotion?

When I think of my mother's hometown, I feel this way. Even Li Yun is a little surprised by his thoughts.

It is really surprising.

Even I am surprised by my own thoughts.

I am actually thinking about turning this feeling into my powerful technique.

Even the director admires Li Yun a little.

I have to admit this.

Appeal all emotions to acting.

Thinking about whether there is improvement.

To be able to get to this point.

It is definitely not purely from the help of external things.

Absolutely not.

I came to Kaiping County with the emotional field of thinking about my role.

To put it nicely, this is a very well preserved cultural relic.

To put it bluntly.

This place is actually quite poor.

A barren place.

There are no resources.

It is quite appropriate to use it to shoot the tax in Goose City, which was collected 80 years later.

The tax in Goose City was collected 80 years later, and the people have become poor ghosts, and there is no oil to squeeze.

The culprit must be Huang Silang.

He joined hands with every previous county magistrate to make a lot of money, making the people here miserable and barren.

Huang Silang is abominable.

He turned his hometown into this.

He is absolutely a heinous person.

At this time, Li Yun also had quite complicated feelings for Kaiping County. On the one hand, it was his mother's hometown, and even the memories of his family remained here.

The feelings of staying here and Huang Silang's cruelty to this land can be said to be contradictory.

Contradictory.

"Occasionally you have to understand one thing. Actors are actors and roles are roles. If you keep confusing the two, aren't you afraid that you will really become a madman?" At this time, the director asked Li Yun this question in a teasing manner.

At least for him, it doesn't matter whether Li Yun is really crazy.

Just slightly curious about everything he has done for this path.

Sometimes people will feel admiration.

But sometimes people will also think about it.

Is this abnormal madness really good?

"This is not contradictory. At least I think it's interesting. Quite interesting."

At this moment, Li Yun squinted and smiled.

Turn everything you have experienced in life into experience.

This is what an actor should do.

Go to perform, go to experience, go to become that person.

There are also many poor and backward counties in the Pearl River Delta.

He is not as rich as imagined.

Kaiping County is like this.

When Li Yun stepped into here, when his emotions fluctuated.

Emotions from this body.

In a sense, the body and consciousness are thought separately.

Just like I occupy this body, the remaining emotions will not affect myself.

The messy personality in my mind is not more affected by your body?

But that kind of emotion does exist.

Just like Ip Man and others.

For myself, false emotions do exist.

Li Yun can even feel the emotions emerging from his body.

That is something called rejection.

Yes, Li Yun felt it.

That kind of rejection in the body.

It is poverty.

It is backwardness.

To him, his mother is warm, but also poor.

My hometown is backward. I did not get any proper education here. I had to drop out of school early to work, and finally I almost died in Hengdian.

I died humbly on the way to my dream.

Because of poverty, because of backwardness.

I hate poverty and backwardness.

Even if that place is my hometown.

I hate it too.

The emotions of the body confused Li Yun's own thoughts.

Li Yun calmly observed the surging emotions, indifferently, just like observing the emotions of other personalities.

Obviously the fluctuations are very strong, but the self can deal with it calmly.

Peep from the perspective of an observer.

That kind of disgust with one's own origin.

Thus turning into extreme emotions.

Why?

Why am I born inferior to others.

No parental love, no emotional support.

I have always been accompanied by loneliness, and my last obsession is only to avenge my blood relatives.

But this revenge did not get any results, and I died halfway.

There is no result for this body.

With regrets.

It is still quite regretful.

I am unwilling to spend my whole life in poverty.

Not to mention the material enjoyment.

Yes, I am unwilling.

The feeling of unwillingness is extremely strong.

Why am I poor? Why was I not born in a rich place?

Why should I be poor.

How good it would be if I was born in Beijing.

At that time, I would be stronger than others.

I would have everything stronger than others, I would be born to win at the starting line, and my life would be a smooth road.

I admire, I am sad, I don’t know why I have to go through all this.

I only know that this world is unfair.

I only know that this world is divided into strong and weak, and the law of the jungle is the truth. If I were a strong person, I would eat all the weak.

I am absolutely unwilling.

At this time, Li Yun felt this emotion.

If, if I.

If I were the original me in this body, I would have another chance, a chance to become a superior person, a chance to become an oppressor at the top of the food chain.

If this place is my hometown.

A place that gave birth to me and raised me, but I don't love it. It only brought me poverty, backwardness and ignorance. When such a place and such a me exist.

What kind of person will I become?

At this time, Li Yun felt his body trembling.

The soul consciousness began to walk in another direction.

The gentle man in a suit and leather shoes in front of him suddenly looked at Li Yun with a hideous face, as if all his disguises were exposed.

He became high and mighty, and his blood of the law of the jungle and admiration of the strong flowed in his bones.

Because he had lost it before, when he could have it now, he would grab it at all costs.

Now he has grabbed it.

So he became a person.

Became Huang Silang.

Because he was weak before, when he got the opportunity to change his fate, he became a monster.

A monster without humanity.

Wealth, bestiality, everything.

"If [I] get a chance to change my fate, a chance to reach out to the weaker and take his nutrients, what kind of person will I become?"

"I will become Huang Silang, the profit-seeking villain. Indeed, Huang Silang is a person who has no heart, only knows how to grab profits, and has lost his conscience."

Li Yun looked at himself in the mirror, a ferocious and blurred gentleman, his face was clearly revealed.

This face was Li Yun's own face.

Huang Silang's face.