November Summary and Thank You List
In the blink of an eye, it's time to report work again.
Last month's income was 238, of which 192 were from subscriptions and 45 from group channels.
To sum up last month in one word, it was depression.
It's not because the new book was rejected. But after the group friends knew that I was rejected, they raised questions, and I suddenly realized that I had a lot of problems at the beginning without knowing it, and I was complacent. The state of confidence that was originally full of confidence suddenly deflated like a balloon that was punctured.
I thought it was written so well, and I couldn't review it later.
My mentality collapsed, and I felt that I was not good at anything, which also affected the state of coding on the mecha side.
Now that almost a month has passed, my mentality is better. But the state of insecurity is still there.
It's been a month since the new article was published, and I still feel that I can't continue to write. The original full feeling is completely broken.
On the mecha side, the plot of the new planet doesn't feel right because of my uncertainty.
It's just that I thought it was pretty good before, but now I doubt it no matter how I look at it. Is it really good? Is it really okay...
So I have been working hard to learn writing skills recently. But in actual use, it feels very rigid. I feel like I can't fit in, but it's even more difficult.
Building confidence is as difficult as physical recovery. I'm still working hard, hoping to adjust as soon as possible and not be bound by temporary difficulties.
Last month, I finally finished another planet. But as I said, because of many uncertainties, I abandoned many plots, and even now I don't know whether it's better to remove those plots or write them in full.
The things that were clear before have become erratic now. I'm going to settle down quickly.
The new planet is Xiuxian Star. Still because of uncertainty, many planned plots are not settled. I always think about these in my head, are they good, should I write them? Will they all be garbage plots...
This state is really bad. I don't know where to find my confidence, and I'm making it more difficult to study hard...
But I haven't given up the original intention of finishing it. Try to defeat yourself, everything will be fine! Come on!
I won't say much about unhappy things, look more at the treasures who support me, maybe confidence can come back faster.
First of all, thank you for the reward on Beigu Mountain. This is my group friend, haha, after criticizing me, he came to comfort me, so cute.
This month, a new kid joined the game, and the old guy is still supporting me as always. In fact, everyone's encouragement has always been there, thank you all.
Thanks to the following people who voted for the monthly ticket:
How Much Gray Falls
Calm without Waves and Light as Water
Yuanyuan Yuan
Inch of Fire and Heart
Feng Linger
Book Friend 20230127155239939
Yingchen Zimi
Book Friend 2020120707423296
alicezhao
Xingjiaoke Shibun
Book Friend 20190703211558457
Dream Rain and Clear Snow
Jinghu Wangyue
lingchenchen
Yuemengxi
Book Friend 20220914093912438
Huang Xingsu
omivy
Xuan Mankong
hj9
Book Friend 160717164154511
Feng Linger
The subscription support from all the dears has kept my confidence from completely collapsing.
And all the dears who gave me the recommendation votes, I swiped the screen more than ten times to turn to the number 1, thank you for voting for me every day.
Don't be greedy and want to be indifferent
Yuanyuan Yuan
Lights and Hearts
Book Friends 20220914093912438
Lazy Coastline
Postman 301
Daiwang
How Much Ash Has Fallen
I Love Lingxia
Liyou 2
Suhui
Book Friends 20180822101245924
Sitting Alone in the Bamboo Grove
alicezhao
Book Friends 20210301106486845302
Book Friends 20230127155239939
Beigu Mountain
Life is Limited but Endless
Wolf Hehehe 25198
If I Kiss
Shishan Eighteen Sons
Dark Starry Night
yuedu
Just Be Happy 1234
Book Friends 20240109154107090
White Dove Whirlwind
Verdandi
ktsl
A Flash of Wind
Book Friends 20220704184639510
Long's Sky
Riji
Book Friends 20180507135239235
General Soldier
Yanyu Piaowu
Feng Ziya
BLACKBOY
Reader 1608311408404893696
James6142
Book Friends 20161224143628691
Book Sea Deep Fish Diving
Tadpole Rotten Tail
First Encounter First Encounter Showing Up
Feng Shui Gossip
Lan Yu Qing Ge
Book Friends 20200816105011810
One Mouth One Tangyuan Ouye
Book Friends 20180810054936513
Book Friends 20220723112233872
Xiao Zuan Feng Wudi
After typing the names once, I really feel the power flowing in little by little.
So many treasures are still supporting me, which should prove that my writing is okay, right? Right?
I have to work harder to live up to everyone’s expectations!
I need to recover quickly and not be so careless anymore.
I hope that by this time next month, I will be fully recovered!
Thank you for your tolerance and support. Bow, love you.
Chen Xiaokun
December 4, 2024