Chapter 1832 I Am Just Your Shadow

"As long as I am here, Xu Tianxuan will not die."

I said to Zhao Mian.

Zhao Mian said seriously: "Nothing is absolute, what if? What if Xu Tianxuan dies? What should you do?"

I instantly fell into silence after hearing Zhao Mian's words.

I was silent for a while, then raised my head and said, "If Xu Tianxuan dies, I... I will resolve everything and then let her go."

I can't accept life without Xu Tianxuan.

Maybe dying for love is the best choice for me.

Zhao Mian shrugged and said nothing.

I asked Zhao Mian: "What about you? After everything is resolved, what are you going to do?"

Zhao Mian looked at me with a complicated expression and said, "Do you think people like me can still be alive?"

I was slightly startled.

Zhao Mian slowly stood up, opened the tent and walked out.

I followed closely behind.

At this moment, the howling wind outside has stopped, and the night sky is cloudless and filled with stars.

Zhao Mian stood with his hands behind his back and looked up at the night sky and said faintly: "I don't know how long I have lived, and I don't know how many innocent people's blood my hands have been stained with."

"Everything I do is to achieve that goal."

"If my goal is achieved, I don't think I will escape God's punishment."

"A tragic death may be my only fate."

Zhao Mian has a clear understanding of himself.

He's right.

Over the past thousand years, countless souls have died at the hands of Zhao Mian.

What I heard from his words was to wait until everything is over and then choose death.

I don't know how to judge this choice.

I asked, "Have you ever thought about changing your identity and continuing to live?"

Zhao Mian turned back to look at me and said, "Change your identity? Will you continue to live in this world with your face?"

"You and I are one, and I am your evil soul. To put it simply, I am your shadow."

"A shadow can only be a shadow and cannot be separated from the subject. If one day the subject is gone, the shadow will also disappear."

I shook my head and replied: "You are not my shadow, let alone my evil thoughts. Now, you are a separate person. You have a name, you have your thoughts, and you have your life. So, this That seems ridiculous to me."

"If you have been living for me your whole life, why don't you choose to continue living after I die?"

Zhao Mian looked at me with complicated eyes.

He stared at me for a long time and said: "It's too late, everything is too late. My current situation is the same as yours. I don't have much time left. Everything you and I do is racing against time."

I saw that Zhao Mian still insisted on his own ideas, and I didn't know how to continue talking to him.

Zhao Mian stretched and said, "I'm sleepy, go to sleep!"

After that, Zhao Mian got into the tent, but I was sitting on the snow admiring the snow scene under the moon.

Xu Tianxuan is in Yaochi.

I'm wondering if I can go to Yaochi to find her.

But then I thought about it, since Xu Tianxuan didn't ask me to follow, it proved that she didn't need me. She had her own plans. If I showed up, I might interrupt all her arrangements.

And I also want to take advantage of this opportunity to complete everything and go to the Tomb of the Gods alone.

In fact, I had no intention of taking Xu Tianxuan to the Tomb of the Gods with me from the beginning.

Because the Tomb of the Gods is too dangerous, I might as well die alone, but I can't let Xu Tianxuan accompany me. (End of chapter)