Chapter 1618 Reluctance

I was slightly startled when I looked at the bowl of scarlet liquid in Xu Tianxuan's hand.

"What's this?"

I asked in confusion.

Xu Tianxuan replied softly: "My blood essence."

Her essence and blood?

My brows instantly knitted into a "Sichuan" shape.

I was just about to reprimand Xu Tianxuan when I saw Xu Tianxuan coming to me and said very seriously: "Xiao Su, do you know why you can survive for such a long time?"

I know what Xu Tianxuan is referring to.

I pondered for a moment and then said: "It stands to reason that my loss of limbs and five senses would not last this long, but Miao Fengluan gave her heart to me, which delayed the time..."

Xu Tianxuan nodded and said: "You are right. Without Feng Luan, your limbs and five senses would have disappeared long ago. However, Feng Luan's heart can't support it for long. The reason why I want to give myself to you is One is to improve your Taoism, and the other is to delay the dissipation of your limbs and five senses."

I suddenly realized it and looked at Xu Tianxuan with a grateful face.

Xu Tianxuan is the most important person in my life, Liu Su.

If it weren't for her, I would have died that night, and there would be nothing that happened next or now.

I can't even find a complete sentence to express my gratitude to her.

Seeing me like this, Xu Tianxuan just smiled and said: "Drink it quickly, my blood essence is good for you, but... the blood is not very tasty, so you have to bear with it."

I looked at the blood in Xu Tianxuan's hand and felt complicated.

I really wanted to criticize Xu Tianxuan for what he shouldn't do, because to collect blood and essence, he would have to hurt himself. I would rather get hurt than see Xu Tianxuan get hurt.

However, everything Xu Tianxuan did was for me. If I criticized her, she would definitely be very sad.

I am punching cotton on the cotton, and it has no effect, because I know that no matter what I say, Xu Tianxuan will not listen, just like I will not listen to her advice.

I took the porcelain bowl and drank the blood in it.

I gently grabbed Xu Tianxuan's right hand and looked at the incision on Xu Tianxuan's wrist, feeling very distressed.

"Xiao Su, I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me."

Xu Tianxuan said softly on the side.

I took Xu Tianxuan into my arms and said nothing.

Xu Tianxuan's chin rested on my right shoulder, and after a while, she heard a slightly choked sound.

"Xiao Su, promise me not to die, okay..."

"Before you choose to die...think about me, think about me still waiting for you, think about the vows we made. We haven't fulfilled them yet, and no one can leave first."

I hugged Xu Tianxuan tightly, and after a while, I replied in a hoarse voice: "Okay, I will."

I will never forget the agreement I made with Xu Tianxuan, and I will not die easily. Even if there is only a glimmer of hope, I will hold on tightly!

I let go of Xu Tianxuan, and Xu Tianxuan looked at me with tears in her eyes. She opened her mouth and wanted to speak, but the words could not come out, and she could only choke in faint sobs.

Xu Tianxuan and I have been separated many times, but never once have we been as reluctant to part as we are now.

Because both of us know that after this separation, whether we can see each other again and whether I can survive are all unknown.

At this time, there was a loud noise from the hall on the first floor. I glanced at Xu Tianxuan beside me with a concentrated expression, and left the kitchen with her without any hesitation.