Chapter 1174 Negative Memory
After several conversations, I couldn't find any useful information.
Just when I was about to leave, Emperor Donghua suddenly stopped me.
"Liu Su, you are temporarily safe in Yaochi, but after tomorrow, it won't be certain."
I turned around, looked at Emperor Donghua, and asked, "What about you? Will you also take action against me?"
Emperor Donghua smiled and said: "Yes, and no, you are in a very dangerous situation now. If it were not forced by the situation, I think I would be on your side."
I took a deep look at Emperor Donghua and said nothing.
Just when I was about to turn around and leave, Emperor Donghua spoke again: "Wait a moment."
I turned around and looked at Emperor Donghua with confusion.
Emperor Donghua looked at me with a smile and said to me: "Before you leave, I will give you a gift."
After saying that, Emperor Donghua made a secret with both hands, and then pointed at me. Then, a beam of golden light shot out from Emperor Donghua's index finger and went straight into the center of my eyebrows.
The next moment, I felt dizzy, and a memory quietly emerged in my mind.
In my memory, I was in a mountain of corpses and a sea of blood. Everywhere I looked, there were corpses. Moreover, broken limbs and broken arms were scattered everywhere, and blood gathered into rivers.
But my palm held a bloody sword.
I don’t have much memory, but it left a very deep impression on me.
Suddenly, I gasped for air, like a drowning person suddenly breathing air.
The cold sweat on my body couldn't stop flowing down.
This...what's going on?
Is that person in my memory me?
How could I kill so many people!
No wonder Xu Tianxuan said that some of my memories are negative, and now it seems that is indeed the case.
I don't know if these bad memories will affect me.
If other negative memories awaken... wouldn't I become a ruthless and unkind person?
I took a deep breath and calmed myself down. These are things I will have to face sooner or later.
Regardless of whether the memory is good or bad, I have to look at it properly and not let these memories affect my judgment on anything.
But...even I didn't notice that my whole person was changing silently.
I left the palace where Emperor Donghua was.
Xu Tianxuan was pacing outside, looking into the palace from time to time. When he saw me coming out, Xu Tianxuan hurriedly greeted me.
When he saw my head covered in cold sweat, he asked worriedly: "Xiao Su, are you okay?"
I shook my head at Xu Tianxuan, indicating that I was fine.
Later, Xu Tianxuan and I returned to the room where we rested before.
Xu Tianxuan sat quietly next to me without saying a word or asking me what Emperor Donghua said to me.
Seeing this, I hesitated and asked again and again: "Tianxuan...don't you want to know what Emperor Donghua said to me?"
Xu Tianxuan raised his eyes to look at me and replied: "If you wanted to tell me, you would have told me already."
I was stunned, then smiled slightly and told Xu Tianxuan exactly what Emperor Donghua told me just now.
Xu Tianxuan is the person I trust most in the world. Let her know these things, and she can also give me some suggestions and maybe help me solve my doubts.
After hearing this, Xu Tianxuan pondered for a moment and said, "God is not God...maybe he has been replaced by someone."
I was slightly startled and asked, "What does this sentence mean?"
Xu Tianxuan smiled at me and replied, "I just said it casually."