1196 Sorry

He is a grown man, so he will naturally have the needs of a grown man, but he has always restrained himself.

However, just now, just a little short of the last, he was about to kiss that red lip recklessly.

At the last moment, he could only hold the small earlobe in his mouth. After biting deeply, the ups and downs in his mood were still difficult to calm down. Qin Yizhi could only bury it deeply in Gu Xiaowan's neck, and the breath he breathed out was all rushing. On Gu Xiaowan's neck, Qin Yizhi seemed to be afraid that Gu Xiaowan would disappear, so he hugged her tightly, as if hugging the most precious treasure in the world.

It wasn't until he calmed down the ups and downs in his heart that he realized what he had done.

"Wan'er..." Qin Yuzhi called her in a low voice, his voice was terrified, like a child who did something wrong, waiting for forgiveness from adults.

But after waiting for a long time, I still haven't heard Gu Xiaowan's response.

Qin Yuzhi was a little scared: "Wan'er..."

Still no response.

Qin Yuzhi's whole body trembled a little.

He loves Gu Xiaowan, and cares more about her feelings. Since Gu Xiaowan and Jing, he also thought that Gu Xiaowan would have further contact with him, but he was wrong. Gu Xiaowan told himself that she loves him, but she is still young, and she doesn't want to have other things. excessive physical contact.

Qin Yuzhi respected her and naturally agreed.

So for so many years, apart from hugging her and occasionally kissing her forehead, Qin Yizhi really doesn't know how to do other things.

For so many years, that's how it came.

In his heart, he felt even more that Gu Xiaowan was a person with ideas in his heart, and he dared not violate her sacredly.

Although in his capacity, he couldn't get any kind of woman he wanted, but for some reason, after falling in love with Gu Xiaowan, he only felt that she was the only one in this world.

No matter what she said, he seemed to receive an imperial order!

No, it is more noble than the imperial decree!

Gu Xiaowan's words, as long as they are true, he will unconditionally implement, obey and cling unconditionally.

Just now, his impulse broke the agreement with Gu Xiaowan.

Qin Yuzhi was a little scared, afraid that he would have bad thoughts in Gu Xiaowan's mind, Qin Yuzhi was nervous, and even his voice trembled a little: "Wan'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I just..."

With trembling hands, Qin Yuzhi gently moved Gu Xiaowan away. When he saw the tears in Gu Xiaowan's eyes, Qin Yuzhi felt that his heart was about to jump into his throat.

"Wan'er, don't be sad, it's my fault, it's all my fault..."

Qin Yuzhi kept apologizing, saying sorry.

At this moment, he wished to slap himself a few times, how could he not hold back!

Looking at the tears in Gu Xiaowan's eyes, he raised his hand and rubbed gently with his fingertips to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

There is deep self-blame and worry in his eyes: "Wan'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's my fault!"

He was really a little scared.

Afraid that Gu Xiaowan would ignore him, afraid that Gu Xiaowan would hate him.

For so many years, he has always abided by the agreement between the two of them, and he obeyed it very well, but why did he break this agreement today!

To love a person is to respect a person naturally.

Gu Xiaowan could clearly see the remorse and annoyance in Qin Yuzhi's eyes.

And the more she saw it, the more uncomfortable Gu Xiaowan felt.

Thinking of what her aunt said, Gu Xiaowan only felt that her whole body was filled with deep self-blame and regret.

Perhaps, the person who should be annoyed and blamed the most should be himself.

"Xiaoqin's family is already in their twenties. My aunt said something not to be ashamed, Wan'er, Xiaoqin is so kind to you, you two should arrange the marriage earlier. When a man reaches a certain age, he will Those who have their own needs!" My aunt did not explicitly say what needs a man will have when he reaches a certain age.

Gu Xiaowan naturally knew what this demand was, she didn't refute it, but she sneered at this sentence.

What's the matter with men, this life is not just about marrying a wife and having children, there are many things in this world that you can pursue.

Gu Xiaowan has been looking at the cause and effect of this matter with her own senses and opinions. Sometimes, she also feels that she is too calm.

In her previous life, she had never been in love, never enjoyed the sweetness brought by love, never had the urge to love someone, never liked the sweetness of someone.

The combined age of the two generations is almost fifty years old. Except for the love Qin Yuzhi brought her, her emotional life has always been blank.

In the past, she felt that she was young, and when she thought of puppy love, she couldn't bear this hurdle in her heart.

Later, she felt that besides love, there are many things to do in life.

In the past few years, she has let Qin Yuzhi go to work, and she has been busy all the time. There is no shortage of money, and the standard of living has not only improved to a higher level.

In terms of her current living situation, a small golden collar is well-deserved.

Moreover, she also felt that the relationship between her and Qin Yuzhi, from the beginning to the present, was like a small bridge and flowing water.

She understands the true meaning of life and the wonder of love.

However, she doesn't want to be that kind of scorpion flower attached to a man, she has her dream, she has her future.

Life is short, and love is already there, so there is no need to chase it anymore.

Looking back, she forgot

Yes, love does not need to be chased, but love needs to be maintained.

For seven years, Qin Yizhi has been by her side, loving her, protecting her, even if he sacrifices his own life, he must protect his own safety.

Gu Xiaowan has been suffering with peace of mind.

Knowing that Qin Yuzhi liked her, because of her young age, she always thought that she didn't need to give back to him.

Now that I see you, I realize that I was completely wrong.

Qin Yuzhi is an adult, he has waited for him for so many years, but now he still loves him cautiously.

Even kissing his earlobe just now scared him enough, for fear that he would be unhappy.