Chapter 194 The World After Death
Evans was silent for a long time, and slowly closed the diary.
Isabel exclaimed softly: "You... don't want to read it anymore?"
There was some surprise, some joy, but also some regret in her voice.
"No."
Evans turned around and showed a gentle smile: "Because I understand the source of your fear and know where your heart starts from."
"Don't want to read it or... don't need to read it?"
"Neither. I won't read it this time."
Evans corrected: "Stripping off your hidden heart and understanding your past; and checking your secrets and prying into your thoughts... these are two different things.
"You want me to read your diary just because of your fear and throbbing. Your emotions are too complicated now... and I don't want to take advantage of you."
Evans smiled and said: "I want to see you tell me all your secrets wholeheartedly and seriously. Tell me in person, not this half-true and half-false diary. "
Hearing this, Isabel's cheeks immediately turned red.
The same old saying - who would write a diary if they were serious?
Can what is written in a diary be considered as the true feelings?
Not to mention, the essence of "The Du Lac Family Diary" is actually a suicide note. Curses and poisons can be chronic or acute. At the slowest, it may take several months to die, and at the fastest, there may be no time to rescue and die instantly.
In this case, it is very difficult to leave a stable suicide note. That's why the prince at the beginning chose to let others leave a diary. After his death, this diary will be seen by others, so that they can understand his thoughts and what he wants to do.
Reading the diary together and sharing secrets will also make the royal family become united against the enemy. They can With this understanding, being in the same position, it is not easy to fight internally.
The prince should be the eldest son of Queen Sofia. He is the first to realize this matter, and he is indeed suitable to be the king.
And similarly... In this case, there will naturally be nothing too secret in the diary.
Just like Kreya's husband, Fili's father, his diary has traces of restrained emotions.
But they all took it for granted and did something wrong.
The process of writing a diary is indeed a process of venting fear and anxiety. However, there is a problem here... If the diary will definitely be seen by others, then the negative emotions contained in it will inevitably be conveyed to the next person through text.
In a closed system, this cycle repeats over and over again. Negative emotions accumulated in the text It will continue to pile up, more and more.
Hatred, confusion, fear, anger, escape, sadness...
When it comes to this generation, Isabel can't bear it.
It's not her fault. Because she is under too much pressure.
Unlike doctors who hide the condition of terminally ill patients - what the Du Lac family did was exactly the opposite, everyone kept saying "I'm dying" and "You're going to die too."
Then witness one person after another die until the rooms of the Silver and Tin Palace are empty.
It's like an intensive care unit, which can easily make people depressed.
The only one who realizes this is probably the last person in Isabel's diary.
There is power in his words, and he should be an orthodox old knight. He knows what he has to do , so he chose to comfort others - he did not vent his fear and pain in his diary, but gave others the strength to live.
Such a knight who can be recognized by the Silver Crown Dragon will definitely become his apostle after death.
This is still quite rare.
Even if the royal family of Avalon is the descendant of Lancelot who once worked with the Silver Crown Dragon, not all of them can become the knights of the crown master. Because the Silver Crown Dragon is still quite picky.
After all, there is no such thing as reincarnation in this world. It usually respects the cycle of nature. But death is not an absolute end.
The soul of a mortal is born with the birth of the flesh. It is a gift from the world; and after the death of a mortal, the soul will enter nine different rivers according to the affinity and flow into the realm of the nine pillars.
The pillars and the gods can use their own power to temporarily intercept and preserve the souls of others, or divide a part of the origin and power to promote the other party to an apostle. If they do not do this, then the soul will be integrated into the world again at the end of the river, forming a big cycle.
The most intercepted souls are in the Adaptation Path, the Love Path, and the Dusk Path.
After the death of the Adaptation Path, the souls will be transformed into various strange beasts in the forest realm of the Lord of Scales and Feathers. They will fight and devour each other in the endless dense forests and wilderness, and evolve until they become strong enough, and then they may be spotted by the Pillar God or the Heavenly God and taken away to become their apostles.
After death, people in the Love Path will enter different realms according to their different desires. Those who like fighting, violence, and barbarism will enter the Shadow Realm to fight with others constantly, and will be reborn again after death to continue fighting; while those who like sex and food will enter the Flesh Realm to enjoy an endless chaotic and corrupt banquet.
Indulge in desires until the soul is completely lost, or completely control their desires and be chosen as an apostle by the Heavenly God.
As for the Pillar God of the Love Path, Hengwo - Hengwo never dances with others. He will only dance with his own reflection in sorrow forever in the Moon's House. He is the Pillar God with the fewest apostles.
After death, the Dusk Path will turn into amber after amber in the Amber Forest. Their past, memories, life, and soul will be completely preserved in amber, even if it is meaningless.
Except for these three paths, which are "automatic diversion mechanisms", the pillar gods and heavenly officials of other paths will carefully screen them. After all, making an apostle requires a part of their own power, and only the souls they particularly like will be picked up - usually after the pillar gods have finished selecting, it is the turn of the heavenly officials of this path to select, and after all the heavenly officials have finished selecting, the remaining souls will be recycled by the world.
The Silver Crown Dragon is a very picky pillar god, even more picky than the candlestick. Only loyal, upright, brave, honest, reliable, tolerant, and glorious high-quality souls will be chosen by Him to become his knights. However, He is also the best to his apostles. If an apostle is attacked by other pillar gods or apostles of the heavenly officials in the dream world, then the crown master will directly launch an endless war against the other party.
The crown master's knights are still quite active.
The knights would exercise, read, and sing in the palace at the foot of the sunny Crystal Mountains, and gallop and fight on the boundless emerald grasslands. Occasionally, they would go to the material world as witnesses of the oath, or punish those who broke the oath. Occasionally, they would turn into mortals for a short time, travel the world, and do what is right.
Knights usually do not appear in the temple in the form of apostles, unless they want to warn the tyrants - the knights of the crown will protect all rulers, so that their bloodline will not be cut off, and will also protect the mortal rulers of the material world from being arbitrarily attacked or controlled by other apostles from the dream world, maintaining the harmony and separation between the material world and the dream world.
Guarding the balance between the two worlds with them are the apostles of the sand clock.
But for the tyrants, the knights will withdraw their protection. Part of the reason is that "tyrants" are the domain held by Xiong Tiansi.
And the crown will silently watch the whole world on the top of the mountain where the blizzard is always blowing, and Aiwas does not know what he is watching. Apart from this matter and the selection of knights, He almost didn't care about anything else... He only relied on his knights as his agents. Just like King Arthur who sent the Knights of the Round Table out for adventures in the past.
Because of this, Aiwass was confused and flustered when the Silver Crown Dragon suddenly looked at him, a mortal.
——Why are you looking at me?
If it was the Sand Clock, he would definitely not be flustered.
The Sand Clock is the pillar god with the closest connection to the material world. He has a good temper and can even bargain with mortals who have not embarked on the extraordinary path to make deals. As long as someone summons, even if the ritual is wrong, He and His apostles will most likely respond. The ritual of expelling phantoms and exiling them back to the dream world, its power source comes from the Sand Clock.
If Aiwass died, he might be taken away by the Snake Father or by the Candlestick; Isabel probably doesn't like the Twin Mirror now, and if Sherlock grows up a little more, it is possible that Wei Zhe will like her, but now it is probably not possible.
Bishop Mathers has somewhat deviated from the path of devotion, and Julia is even more of a newcomer.
Among Aiwass's friends at present... the only one who might be favored by the Pillar God is probably the Great Guardian. With George's character, strength and achievements, he will definitely become a knight of the Silver Crown Dragon after his death. And this is indeed the case, so Aiwass calls him "Saint George" because he became an apostle after his death.
——Rounding off, I am making friends with an apostle.
Chapter 2 will be later~