Pastor's Tantra

Chapter 147: Yulia's Rebirth

After dealing with Lily's affairs, Aiwas did not go to school with her.

Anyway, today's leave has been taken, so why not stay at home with Yulia to rest.

Before, when Aiwas was at home, Yulia would hold her doll from time to time and run to Aiwas to sleep with him.

Her body was always hot at that time, and she didn't even need to hold it. Just lying next to her was like a stove emitting hot steam. It was okay in winter, but it would make Aiwas very uncomfortable in summer. Sometimes Aiwas would even make his mouth dry and his lips cracked.

But he never rejected Yulia.

Because Aiwas deeply understood that the pain he endured was nothing compared to Yulia. The two had supported each other since the orphanage period, and they had a deep relationship until today.

But Aiwas could not share Yulia's pain. Since she was six or seven years old, she had been having a fever and was almost always in a weak state.

If it were someone else, perhaps the soul would become as withered as a flower. Depression, anxiety, and rage are all mild. It is normal to get angry at family members, smash things, or even want to commit suicide because you can't bear the pain.

But Yulia has never been like this.

The more painful and depressed she is, the brighter her soul is.

Yulia endures all the pain she has suffered and transforms it all into a desire for knowledge.

Mathematics, physics, architecture, geology, history, alchemy...

She likes things that give her room for thinking. Those studies that allow her to feel the deep texture of the whole world without leaving home.

When Aiwass went to visit Yulia in her bedroom, she was either dismantling the electrical appliances that her adoptive father bought at a high price - at least in Avalon, many electrical appliances are scarce, and there are not many families that can use electric lights and telephones.

But Yulia, who was only eleven or twelve years old at the time, had successfully dismantled and reassembled electric fans, radios, telephones, electric irons, phonographs, and cameras.

At that time, Aiwass had not yet recovered his memories of his previous life... He often sat next to Yulia and watched her assemble those electrical appliances. Watching the fragments being restored to a whole in her deft hands, one would marvel at this magic-like skill.

And every time, Yulia would smile lightly. Like an elegant little lady.

Her delicate little face would reveal a satisfied smile, and her eyes would shine like gems.

Compared to Yulia, who was so smart that it was visible to the naked eye, Aiwass deeply felt his own lack of talent. When Yulia was in pain, he could do nothing but look at her and whisper comfort.

Later, he realized that Yulia did not need comfort. She was strong enough to adjust herself... All she needed was company.

Therefore, whenever Yulia was in particular pain, Aiwass would stay with her for a night. When Yulia woke up because of a headache, Aiwass would gently pinch her hand or touch her head, and whisper to her, "I'm here, don't be afraid."

——Until today.

Aiwass sat quietly on the bed, reading a book beside Yulia. He leaned on the pillow and retracted his left leg. Holding the spine of the book with his left hand, he gently placed the book on his knees.

On the cover of the book, "Six Classics Interpretation" was written in the language of golden irises.

The room was extremely quiet, with only the occasional sound of turning pages and the almost inaudible breathing of Aiwas. The afternoon winter sun shone on the table beside the bed and on Aiwas's head, making Aiwas's hair slightly warm. His smooth white-gold hair showed a golden outline in the sun.

When Yulia woke up, this was what she saw when she opened her eyes.

She opened her eyes in a daze.

The headache was gone...

Even the skin and bones all over her body were no longer painful.

Her body was no longer weak, and her hands were no longer unable to clench tightly. Her breathing no longer burned her trachea, her heart was no longer dull, and she was no longer out of breath. The auditory hallucinations that occasionally sounded in her mind also disappeared.

Yulia felt hungry. It was an appetite that she had almost never had.

Yulia's body was so thin and weak, a big part of the reason was that she never had an appetite, and even had some anorexia.

Is this... a healthy body?

At that moment, tears flowed from Yulia's eyes.

Aiwass suddenly heard a slight sob, he immediately closed the book and put it aside, and asked with concern: "What's wrong, Yuli? Are you feeling uncomfortable anywhere?"

Yulia shook her head vigorously, and then threw herself into Aiwas' arms.

The small sob suddenly became louder, but it was muffled in Aiwas' arms, and only Aiwas could hear it. It was like the grievances accumulated for more than ten years came out all at once.

Lily, who had been sitting quietly on the sofa reading a book, also raised her head and looked at Yulia with some pity.

Only at this time, they, the people of the Moriarty family, could truly realize... It turned out that Miss Yulia, who seemed to know everything and could learn everything, was just a fifteen-year-old girl after all.

Aiwass felt the released emotions of Yulia. He was relieved and breathed a sigh of relief.

He hugged Yulia tightly, resting his chin on the back of her head and closing his eyes. He patted Yulia's back as if he was coaxing her to sleep in the past.

After a long time, she finally calmed down.

She silently pulled herself out of Aiwas's arms, took out a handkerchief, lowered her head and carefully wiped her face.

"I'm so happy, brother..."

She made a soft sound, but it was no longer as soft and sticky as before. The light sound was not her own voice, but the weakness of a patient caused by anorexia and weakness.

"It's not because you cured me, but because I can continue to accompany you. I won't leave you suddenly at a certain time... at a certain moment.

"Really. I had a vague feeling before that the day might not be far away from me..."

She talked about pessimistic topics and discussed her previous death date.

But Yulia's eyes seemed to be shining: "But now, I can finally continue to live... It's great."

For the first time, she was completely away from the shadow of death.

At this moment, Yulia was like a butterfly breaking out of the cocoon. She struggled to break free from the cocoon, spread her wings, and finally flew.

Her whole face showed a bright and hopeful glow. This made her look so beautiful.

"A fifteen-year-old girl, at her age like a flower, should live happily and hopefully as a matter of course. "

Evans touched her head and whispered, "This is what the world owes you. I took it back for you."

And Yulia did not respond. She just squinted her eyes like a puppy, lowered her head and rubbed Aihuas's hand seriously.

Finally, Aihuas hugged Yulia again, exhaled deeply, and looked up at the sky.

"I'm actually scared too."

Evans answered frankly, "Because I'm actually not sure if I can seal the phantom demon in your body. I don't know if you can be safe this way..."

"But I also vaguely felt that you might have reached your limit. That ominous premonition made me anxious and anxious. I didn't use other people to experiment, but directly used the first chance on you, Yuli.

"Thank Sizhu, thank Snake Father... and thank the Fallen Angel. I really succeeded. "

This is what he would never dare to say before the ceremony began.

It might damage Yulia's confidence, or it might make him shrink back - strictly speaking, he had only experimented with the Phantom Card made by extracting the power of the Phantom, not the Sin Card that sealed the Sin Beast.

Now that the Fallen Angel has not fallen, it is possible that it will fail.

Evans just overcame this fear of failure and completed it with the determination to win.

But now that he has won, he can calmly look back and review his mental journey.

Evans sighed: "What scares me is that I saw in the ceremony that you have indeed reached your limit. If you lose control again, you can no longer seal it safely... The Flame Butterfly will completely devour your life. And after the seal, the Illumination Technique told me how bad your body has become.

"Your body seems to have been eaten into a hollow shell by the Flame of Perverse Butterfly. It's like a butterfly's cocoon, and the nutrients inside have been almost drained."

Under such circumstances, Yulia's life can burst out with such brilliant flames...

Evans sincerely admires his sister.

Now Yulia has gotten rid of the dangerous shackles that are entangled with her fate and intended to put her to death. Her soul, which is talented in balance, wisdom, dedication, and transcendence, will also burst out with her own brilliance.

She can become an alchemist or a mage. Because there is still some flame left by the Flame of Perverse Butterfly in Yulia's body, which will make her flame naturally more blazing than others.

And when the Flame of Perverse Butterfly is fully developed and out of the larval stage...Evans can also inject its power back into Yulia's body.

The pastoral method will not cause Aiwas's own power to weaken permanently, but he must carefully select his limited pastoral quota.

Just like Lily is very suitable for the power of Shadow Demon.

The most suitable person for the power of the Flame of Perverse Butterfly is undoubtedly Yulia.

"By the way...where's Dad, brother?"

Yulia suddenly thought of her strange little bear doll. She felt a little uncomfortable when she left her doll.

Dad is a character in the popular children's comic "Chief Brown" in Avalon.

It is white, with a round face like a bear, but with big ears like a long-eared rabbit. There is a string of big crosses on its face that run through the whole face like a suture, and the two eyes are small crosses. It looks like it has been stabbed.

In that comic, it is a stupid villain. Aiwass also watched that comic with Yulia.

It is set as an immortal monster like Jason, who will chase the protagonist with a butcher knife - the protagonist is a brown bear named "Brown", a director of the inspection bureau. But Dad is so weak that he will die immediately every time he meets. So he has become a funny character.

But for some reason, Yulia likes it very much. Aiwass asked her before, but Yulia always avoided answering.

Now that Aiwass asked the question again, Yulia finally gave an answer.

"... There is no special reason. If I have to say, it is a kind of superstition."

Yulia touched a strand of hair hanging down on her forehead with embarrassment.

"I just think... I am very similar to it, both are white. The eyes are red, and the body is also tattered."

The girl whispered: "I hope I can have a strong vitality like it, and I can't be killed."

——That was just the girl's simple desire to live.

This was the extremely strong desire to survive that Yulia had never shown in front of Aiwas and other family members.

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