Mysterious Notification

Dear godfathers:

As the title says, I feel very mysterious. This is a mysterious notification. Recently, when I was typing, I always felt that there was a mysterious force controlling me. I often wandered in my mind while typing. Although I was typing, I didn’t feel very good. I woke up the next day and felt something was wrong.

It is mysterious because although I really want to type, I feel confused as soon as I start. I feel that my brain is a little blank. Then I want to type again at work the next day, but I feel confused again when I sit in front of the computer at home.

To be honest, I have been under a lot of pressure to write articles recently, especially to write cyberpunk again. It is like the author’s menstrual period. The more I want to write well, the less I can write. What I write is criticized too much. I was thinking whether I should revise the previous one. I was a little confused after a long time.

I felt that I was controlled by myself, but I didn’t have mercury, so I couldn’t release the control. I could only stare at the screen and wait for the control to end.

I sat in front of the computer all day today. I didn’t know what to write. I deleted it after I finished writing it. If I wrote too much, it felt watery. If I wrote too little, it felt like an outline. I imagined myself being criticized for writing Marvel and I imagined myself running out of ideas for writing Cyberpunk.

In fact, the pressure of this mysterious notification was also very high. I felt that I didn’t write anything, but why did I feel so stressed?

In short, I am not in a very good state, so I took a long break. I hope I can be in a better state when I go to work tomorrow. Please understand.

I kowtow to all my godfathers (bang bang bang)