Chapter 3044 Is This Mouth Covered with Poison? (61)
In cold-blooded words, he doesn't care about these, even his own life.
It was as if he was born a monster with no sense, he didn't know why he was alive and what was the benefit of being alive.
He just lives with the flow and doesn't want to compete with other people at all.
Before the age of sixteen, everyone thought he was stupid and moderate, but in fact it was just that he didn't bother to play those little tricks with them that were not lethal.
All these changes began when he had a nightmare one night when he was fifteen years old.
In the dream, he felt that he had fallen into a huge black vortex, spinning in and out of it, his eyes were dark, his legs could never touch the ground, and at the same time, a woman's ruthless words kept echoing in his ears.
After waking up from the dream, he only remembered the sentence 'In my heart, you are nothing', and he couldn't remember the rest, but he could clearly feel that the kind of being abandoned by others was as painful as plucking out the heart. Feel.
So much so that he wondered if he would die just like that.
This is the first time he has had violent mood swings like everyone else, and it is also the first time he has felt a strong emotion.
It doesn't matter if it's love, hate, or resentment.
For the first time in his life, he felt that he was actually the same as everyone else.
Life suddenly became different, as if a different color suddenly crossed the gray and white picture.
Although he was so uncomfortable after waking up from the dream, he was ecstatic as if he had obtained a treasure.
I thought that it was just a dream, and it was not a strange thing, after all, everyone dreams.
However, since then, he has been deeply attracted by it, almost as soon as he falls asleep, he will have this dream.
At first, he was very happy, and every time he went to sleep, he fell asleep with a pilgrimage-like attitude.
But over time, his body was obviously affected, and his personality became extremely violent.
Later, he didn't dare to fall asleep easily, at least he didn't dare to let himself sleep deeply. Over time, he began to have sleep disorders.
The more he couldn't sleep well, the more irritable his temper became, and the more irritable he became, the more he couldn't sleep well, which became an endless cycle again.
Those in the family who came to trouble him or made him feel unhappy were all silently killed by him using various methods.
And he, for no reason, became the ruler of the Cen family's generation.
His so-called father was sent to Africa by him. As for his mistresses, they were all packed and thrown out of the family by him.
His grandfather, who has always been at the top, didn't know how to cultivate his mind when he was old. He was in a bad mood and couldn't control his emotions.
Well, when you get old, you have to admit defeat. No matter how much you struggle, can you survive the years?
His young grandson did nothing and died of old age himself.
As soon as I fell asleep, I dreamed, which caused severe migraine headaches and sleep disorders. This kind of day lasted for twelve years. I thought about any scientific method, but it was useless.
His sister suggested to find an eminent temple monk to see, so he returned to the country.
Of course, he didn't believe in any eminent monks, he was just bored and wanted to walk around and inspect domestic subsidiaries.
On the second day of returning home, he met her before he had time to find the eminent monk.
There are many small alleys in the sea market, extending in all directions, like spider webs, he lost his way.
I walked around in an old neighborhood for a long time, but I didn't go out.