Chapter 1568 The Voice of the Heart
But there are many things that look, or sound, reasonable.
How many people have followed the principles?
If I must say it, if he fights for it now, he may be able to lead mankind out of despair, and everyone will not be destroyed.
But if he retreats now, there will probably be no chance in this world.
This is also true, and it sounds reasonable.
Therefore, reason like principle, which is based on an absolute ideal state, is simply something that does not count.
No one can live comfortably, well, or happily just because he knows a lot of truths.
On the other hand, everyone knows the truth. If you want to talk about truth, even a vicious gangster might be able to explain it to you for three days and three nights.
Thinking of this, Xia Qi suddenly wanted to laugh.
Because the situation he is facing now is the same as if your mother and your girlfriend both fall into the river, but you can only save one person, you choose who to save.
Although this metaphor is not completely consistent, there is no difference in general meaning.
There seemed to be three answers, either save my mother, save my girlfriend, or commit suicide.
But in fact, none of these three answers is correct.
Whoever came up with this problem is a complete asshole and has no solution.
Most people say they choose to save their mother, but when you rescue your mother and watch the person who usually treats you tenderly and vows to grow old together, sinking into the water little by little with despair.
In addition to the cramping in your heart, there will be no joy at all because your mother was rescued.
What awaits you is endless nightmares and endless torture.
The reverse is also true.
And if you choose to commit suicide, not only will you not be able to save anyone, but you will also die as a coward.
Because even if you want to avoid death, you are unwilling to face it.
This is no different from what he is now.
The masked man took out his best friends and those who supported him from behind.
To save his best friend, those who supported him died.
If not saved, he will be eroded by pain forever.
If he dies by himself, he is a coward and doesn't even have the courage to make a choice.
The hateful and vicious thing about the masked man is that he was given a conspiracy.
No matter which choice you make, it's wrong.
Just as he thought, he had already been defeated from the moment Leng Yue and the others were held in the hands of the masked man and thrown out to threaten him.
And he was completely defeated, defeated to pieces.
If it was just Liu Yanmin and Mu Zixi, then he might not be struggling like this.
But the problem is, there is Leng Yue inside.
There is no doubt that Leng Yue is the most important person to him besides his relatives.
His transformation, his growth, every stage has Leng Yue's shadow and Leng Yue's help.
Leng Yue never gave up on him, even if he said nothing, even if every time he saw her, he had either a look of indifference or a look of disgust, but Leng Yue would never leave him suddenly like Liu Yanmin.
Nor would she have any intentions towards him like Mu Zixi did.
Leng Yue's heart is pure, because he recognizes himself as a friend, so he has no hesitation in treating himself.
For a long time, he thought narrowly that Leng Yue was more desperate because he couldn't catch up with him and was falling further and further behind.
He refused to admit defeat and wanted to try again.
But now he suddenly understood that Leng Yue just wanted to help him again.
Perhaps as a person who felt lonely from head to toe, Leng Yue could best understand the loneliness he endured.
That's why he worked hard and tried his best to make himself stronger, wanting to share some of the burden for himself.
There are so many good things that need to be remembered and grateful for, but they are all left here.
Yes, he hesitated, he hesitated.
He shouldn't have hesitated.
At that time, he chose to rescue Wu Di without any hesitation in his heart.
The only thing I thought about was that if he didn't save Wu Di, he would feel guilty for the rest of his life. At worst, he would die. At least he had a clear conscience.
But now, his best friends and friends were all hostages, held in the hands of his enemies, but he hesitated.
He had never looked down on himself so much in a moment.
But there was no way, he wanted to save, and no one wanted to save more than him.
But what about the people behind him, what about his parents, Zhao Jingshu, Wang Sangyu, Wu Di, Liang Ruoyun, and Chu Mengqi!
I'm afraid that as long as he dies here, after the masked man becomes the final winner of the Son of God, all the people related to him will die.
Reason told him to swallow the pain and kill the masked man with all his strength.
But his emotions persuaded him, even if he killed the masked man, so what?
Can Leng Yue and the others come back?
When the angel of reason and the devil of emotion came to his ears at the same time, chirping at him and giving him constant suggestions, all he could do was to give reason a big mouth, and add another sentence by the way, hurry up. piss off!
So I'm sorry, although his awareness has grown, he still can't go against his true intention.
Let the living people worry about whether this world will be destroyed or find a new way to survive.
He has sorry many people in this life, and there are probably more people.
Just like he knew Zhao Jingshu liked him, but he was afraid of the future.
Even though he knew that his parents could not help themselves, he still felt resentful.
He knew clearly that it would be difficult for him to give an explanation to Hongguo, the Dongfang camp, and Li Shuai, but he could not open his mouth to explain the same thing.
There were too many sorrys, so he could only continue to be sorry.
Because he really can no longer feel sorry for himself.
Xia Qi has obviously realized that the decision he made in his heart is a very irrational and irresponsible wrong decision.
He even thought that even if he could hand over his life, people like the masked man might go back on his word and kill Leng Yue and others.
But he still made such a decision.
There was no other reason than that he couldn't watch his friend die in front of him.
Everyone has his own stubbornness and paranoia that he insists on, and his paranoia is a clear conscience.
Only you can hear the voice of your heart.
Leng Yue and the others were his weaknesses, and the strongest pride in his body.
The masked man seemed to be watching a good show, looking at Xia Qi who was struggling extremely with a wonderful expression.
He just laughed and said nothing during the process.
Because he also really wanted to know what Xia Qi would choose.
Obviously, even he was not sure of the final result that Xia Qi would give him.
At this time, Xia Qi slowly released his fist, then raised his gloomy face, and then showed a bright smile to the masked man.
The smile on the masked man's face gradually faded, because he actually read pity in Xia Qi's smile.
The other party has been driven to a dead end by him, and he is still showing mercy to him at this moment!
"It seems that your heart is not as painful as I imagined.
But my patience has been basically exhausted by you. Can you give me your answer? "
The masked man said as Leng Yue and the other three emerged from his body again.