Chapter 1513 Both Sides
Chen Cheng opened the door and came in from the outside, smelling of alcohol and drunkenness.
Although the lights in the living room were on, it was already past 11 p.m., and he felt that Li Sixuan had already gone to bed.
He is a quiet person, so he does not make too much noise to disturb his sleeping wife and children.
He put on his slippers and sat down on the sofa very heavily.
His slightly indifferent gaze gradually turned hollow.
Many people say that he is just a piece of wood because he rarely thinks about things and cannot hide anything at all.
But this time, when Su Hao suddenly called him and asked him in a serious tone not to take Li Sixuan with him, he knew what must have happened.
Of course, he couldn't guess what it was before, but he had a very strong intuition that his life might not be able to continue.
In fact, just as he felt, after Li Shuai and Su Hao finished talking about those things, he just felt his head was "buzzing", and some experiences that he had originally forgotten emerged one after another.
The world is about to be destroyed, and all spaces will be shattered and disappear one by one.
The army of ghosts is about to break through the blockade of the third domain, and someone needs to step forward to buy time for those who can do something.
And in the past few years when they were peaceful and comfortable and surrounded by happiness, the real Xiao Mo was still fighting against those damn ghosts.
After hearing this, he felt very sad, which could even be described as painful.
The self who once vowed to rid the world of ghosts and was proud to be an exorcist seems to have passed away for a long time.
"what do I do?"
Never before had he felt so confused.
Even when he was trapped in Yuanye Village and in that almost airtight cave, he never felt even the slightest bit confused or retreated.
All he thinks about is that one day, he will eliminate the ghosts wandering in the village, and one day, he will become the best exorcist in the world.
That was his dream, and it was a dream that made his heart swell just thinking about it.
But now... the dream seems to be no longer a dream, but has become a demon that disturbs him.
In other words, he is no longer the lonely Chen Cheng walking in the world.
He has a wife and his daughter will be one year old next.
On one side is a dream, a friend, and a benefactor.
On one side is family and family affection.
It seems to be a multiple choice question, but obviously no one can answer it accurately.
Because maybe if you leave, you will never come back.
Because maybe if you stay, you will never be able to escape your inner demons.
His heart was churning with pain, and at this moment, the sound of the door opening made his head turn to the direction of the sound.
Then he saw Li Sixuan walking out of the bedroom, and then came to Chen Cheng's side.
"Wife..."
Chen Cheng was choked up and didn't know what to say.
"You think I'm just like you, just stupid.
From your behavior after Su Hao called you, we can guess that something must have happened.
Although I'm not sure, I can make a pretty good guess.
Now that I see you like this, I can guess even more.
It seems that what Li Shuai has been thinking about for so many years is true. Since Captain Xiao is fake, have you seen the real Captain Xiao?
Is he okay? "
Chen Cheng was like a dull gourd, shaking his head but saying nothing.
He was thinking about how he was going to tell this cruel truth.
But obviously, he didn't have the courage to speak out.
“If you don’t want to say it, don’t embarrass yourself.
Since it’s Captain Xiao’s business, it’s our family’s business. If it hadn’t been for Captain Xiao, we wouldn’t be where we are now, let alone our family.
I can't do things that go against my true intentions, and you can't do them either.
Husband, you must always feel that my children and I are your strong support and your strongest backing, but they are not your burden or the shackles that bind you. "
Speaking of this, Li Sixuan suddenly hugged Chen Cheng and said:
"No matter how long it takes, the child and I will wait for you to come back.
So don't worry about it, why should you suffer from it? Just follow your heart and be yourself.
You have always been my hero. "
Chen Cheng also hugged Li Sixuan tightly. He didn't say anything, he just nodded while trying to control his tears.
On a roadside with almost no people around, there was a small square table half a meter high.
Xia Qi, Li Shuai, and three of his followers were sitting around the table on three little horses, chatting, eating skewers, and drinking beer.
"Little follower, guess who else will be with us besides us the day after tomorrow?"
"I can't guess." The little follower shook her head. Perhaps she was not interested in such things as making skewers. She almost didn't eat anything.
"Boy, let's take a guess."
When Li Shuai saw that the little follower didn't answer his words, he asked the question to Xia Qi, who was sitting opposite him.
"I think everyone should come except the person named Su Hao."
"Oh? Why do you think so?"
“Because if they were my friends, they would come.
Anyway, that's what I personally think. "
Xia Xia Qi replied to Li Shuai, then opened another bottle of beer and handed it to Li Shuai:
“I don’t know them at all, so if you ask me this kind of thing, you may not get a good answer.
What about you handsome guy? How many of your friends do you think will come? "
"It's hard to say anything."
Li Shuai shook his head and started a new round of bottle blowing.
Xia Qi did not accompany him, but waited for him to finish the bottle and asked again:
"Aren't you friends who have been together through life and death? Why are you so unsure of them?"
"If it were a few years ago, the handsome guy would have dared to pat his chest and say, everyone would come except Su Hao.
They didn't even need a reason, and even told them that they would be dead if they went there, and no one would hesitate at all.
But things are different now.
Because the environment changes, people will also change.
In the past, everyone had the same dream and regarded each other as a bond.
But now, their bond is no longer with us as friends, but has returned to their families and lovers.
Our feelings are still deep and unshakable, but many things can no longer be decided by ourselves alone.
All in all, the handsome guy tells you a wise saying.
What is life?
Life is like crawling from a big cage into a small cage, and then from a small cage into an even smaller cage, until there is no room left for you to move freely.
So it’s really hard to say what the situation is. "
Li Shuai's tone has always been naughty and not serious, but when you think about it carefully, it actually makes sense.
What kind of identity life gives you, what kind of responsibility you have to bear, and responsibility is something that weighs on you, a rope that wraps around you.
The more things you carry, the less you can free yourself.
But even though that is said, it is impossible not to be restrained as long as you live. The so-called freedom is just a comparison.