Chapter 945 Life (Two in One, Please Subscribe)
Chapter 945 Life (Two in One, please subscribe!!!)
It's like walking into a carnival, everyone is wearing a mask, and on the mask are faces full of smiles and flattery, but this hypocritical mask is only worn when facing people of the same status or higher class as him, otherwise you can only see real and extremely sarcastic faces, and even not taken seriously by others.
"In fact, sometimes I really hate this world." Lu Mingfei, who had been silent, suddenly spoke.
There was no response, and Lu Mingfei even thought that Eri had not caught up. He turned around and found that Eri had been standing behind him, looking at him quietly.
Lu Mingfei winked at Eri.
Eri also winked at Lu Mingfei.
"Are you waiting for me to continue?" Lu Mingfei asked.
"Yeah." Eri nodded gently.
"Don't you think it's weird, Eri?" Lu Mingfei asked, "I hate this kind of talk in this world, it's like a child who hasn't grown up."
To be precise, it's more like what a middle school boy like Noda Shou who used to hang out on the streets would say. When Lu Mingfei says this now... it's actually quite childish.
"It's not strange." Eri shook her head, "Sakur hates this world, it's this world that's strange.
Lu Mingfei was stunned, he completely understood what Eri meant, he didn't expect Eri to say such a thing, so he was so surprised.
If you hate something, it must not be your problem, but something is wrong with this thing... even if it's as big as the world.
You hate this world, not because you are strange, but because this world is strange, so you hate it.
Lu Mingfei looked at Eri's serious expression, and suddenly he felt an unprecedented feeling, this feeling may be called... identity.
It is an unconditional sense of identity, even if you are naive, even if you are very second-year, even if your words sound unreasonable, but the other party will agree with you no matter what.
You are very second-year and sick on the rooftop and yell "Exile, destroy this world", and the other party will shout with you "Yes, go to hell, this terrible world"; you kicked over a nest of ants for no reason on the road, chanting "Today God is in a bad mood, so If you are so clumsy as to say "bring down divine punishment", the other party will pour a pot of boiling water into the ant nest and laugh with you, "the flood is coming to destroy the world"... If you are stupid, she will be stupid with you, and if you are stupid to the extreme, she will be stupid with you to the extreme. There are such people in this world.
In fact, Chu Zihang was originally such a person, but his way of being stupid is different, because Chu Zihang himself is actually quite stupid. Lu Mingfei has his own way of being stupid, and Chu Zihang also has his own way of being stupid. He may not necessarily agree with you, but will just silently support you...so If you look for Chu Zihang, you can only get recognition in behavior, not in thought or even soul.
But Eriyi will.
This sense of recognition is like... one day you go crazy and suddenly say you want to destroy the world, she will find two sets of combat uniforms and two guns and ask you, is it enough to take these to the Pentagon to steal the nuclear missile launch button?
Some things and words are stupid to do and say alone, but if someone accompanies you, you will be happy to be stupid.
"Yes, this world is really strange sometimes." Lu Mingfei nodded, "I didn't like this world before, because I felt that there were too few people like Eriyi and my senior brother in this world."
This time, Eriyi's face showed a blank expression, and she didn't understand Lu Mingfei's last sentence.
"Have you heard of the 'Spring Outing Theory'?" Lu Mingfei asked softly.
"'Spring Outing Theory'? "Eri tilted her head. She had never experienced a "spring outing".
"Spring outing means that you don't have to go to class, and a group of people go to different places to play together. For some people, spring outing will be a colorful day. Most people are happy and looking forward to this day, but for some people, spring outing is just not having to go to class and changing places to stay. "Lu Mingfei said softly, "Some people say that whether the spring outing is interesting or not does not depend on where you go to play, nor on whether you have enough pocket money. Whether the spring outing is fun depends on the people who go with you. "
"People together..." Eri said vaguely.
"Yes, so I think that whether a person likes this world or hates this world depends entirely on whether there are people he likes in this world. "Lu Mingfei nodded and said, "If in his eyes, the world is full of sarcastic people and ugly faces, this world is of course disgusting, but if everyone a person meets is full of kindness to him, and he has people he really likes and loves, this world is beautiful. "
"I think this world is very good. "Eri stepped forward and looked at Lu Mingfei, "Because Sakura is here."
"Like Eri, I now feel the same way, this world is pretty good." Lu Mingfei nodded, looked into Eri's eyes and said, "In fact, over the years, I have figured out one thing, whether a person thinks the world is good or bad is not entirely the problem of the world, but that they cannot reach a reconciliation with each other."
"If a loser doesn't like this world, the world will not favor a loser." Lu Mingfei suddenly said this.
It was very similar to the tone of a little devil, but the content was Lu Mingfei's version. For some reason, Lu Mingfei felt that after the incident in Japan ended, he and Lu Mingze became more and more similar in some places... This kind of The change was not subtle, but as if someone had suddenly put that little devil's world view and outlook on life into Lu Mingfei's brain. After that time "something for nothing" merged with Lu Mingze, Lu Mingfei I always felt that Lu Mingze had left something in his body and forgotten to take it away.
"Sakura..." Eriki wanted to say something, but Lu Mingfei shook his head, indicating that she didn't need to say anything.
"I'm not feeling sad or anything, so Eriyi doesn't need to comfort me." Lu Mingfei said to Eriyi, "I just suddenly came back here and saw many people I hadn't seen before. I was a little emotional. Originally, I thought I had already I have completely said goodbye to the past, but now I find that it is actually a part of my life. I can’t get rid of it and there is no need to deliberately escape. The process of growing up is really long and difficult, but fortunately I have come ashore. ”
"I'm very happy to meet Eri, and I'm also very happy to see my former classmates doing well... Speaking of which, the world is really good, and there are so many things to be happy about." Lu Mingfei said to Eri. In front of Yi, he lowered his head and whispered, "Eri Yi, close your eyes."
Without asking why, Eryi obeyed obediently. She slowly closed her eyes, trusting everything Lu Mingfei said unconditionally.
"I told you not to open your eyes secretly before you open them." Lu Mingfei took Hui Liyi's hand and walked a certain distance on the rooftop, as if bypassing something. After a few dozen seconds, Hui Liyi Li Yi felt a gust of wind.
This was probably the edge of the rooftop. Eriki could hear the honking of cars and the voices of passers-by beneath her feet. These sounds seemed to be in her ears. Eriki still had her eyes closed. This should have been a very insecure move. , normal people would not be able to help but open their eyes to confirm their safety, but Eryi's eyes were closed tightly the whole time, and Lu Mingfei's hands were on her waist, she felt full of sensation, this kind of A sense of security comes from love and trust. The girl never considered whether Lu Mingfei would suddenly push her off the roof of the building.
"Let me see... Well, it's not that interesting... Well, this angle should be about right..." Lu Mingfei kept muttering something in his mouth, guiding Eli Yi to move left and right at the edge of the rooftop.
"Open your eyes, Hui Liyi." Lu Mingfei's words came to his ears.
Feeling a pair of hands gently put on her shoulders, Eriki slowly opened her eyes.
Light, Eriyi saw the light.
Swaying light, magnificent light, the whole city lights up at night. On the road, the lights of cars and street lights extend into straight luminous rivers, extending far and far away. There is a The ocean of light, the bustling lights of skyscrapers and commercial districts illuminated the sky and the whole city, and the large advertising screens reflected colorful colors. The rain at night was not as strange as during the day. Fine raindrops fell from the sky, and neon lights danced in the rain. rainbow.
There is a broad lake in the distance. The reflection of the city is reflected on the bottom of the water. The rain falling on it creates ripples and haloes. The entire city is clearly separated by this lake.
On the right are brightly lit tall buildings, huge glass curtain walls, and hard and straight antennas standing on the roofs of several hundred meters. Cars are rushing on the wide road. That should be the city Lu Mingfei mentioned. The most prosperous CBD area.
On the left is a lower house, with less colorful and transparent light. The occasional bits of light are still lights coming from the grid-like windows. Busy figures can be seen in every lighted window. , obviously not too far apart, but it is like being separated into two worlds by pigeon cage-like houses. The outside is huge and cold, and the world inside is small but warm. There is the place to return, the place called "home". It is the people who live in this city who have taken root in this land.
Further away are the elevated roads and ring roads of the city. You can see scattered lights moving on the ring road. A car is like a group of running fireflies, going somewhere unknown. A little further away is the vastness. It was pitch black, with a few dim lights hidden in the mountains and forests, like the end of the world.
It turns out that this is the city where Sakura lived, and this was his entire world... Eryi's eyes reflected the light of the entire city.
"It's not as prosperous as Tokyo at all." Lu Mingfei's head leaned against Eriyi.
"But it's so beautiful...it's really beautiful." Eriki murmured. She didn't repeat it intentionally, but involuntarily.
"Yes, it's really beautiful. I've felt that way since I was a kid, even though it was far less prosperous than I thought at that time." Lu Mingfei said softly, "But in the past, in my opinion, such beautiful scenery was actually a symbol of loneliness. I looked for There is no one to share with, so I can only come by myself. When I look at it, I feel like these high-rise buildings, these mountains and lakes all belong to me. It’s quite cold after sitting on the rooftop for a long time. Sometimes I can stay there for hours at a time. I’ll catch a cold because of this.”
Eryi subconsciously held Lu Mingfei's hand and covered his hands in her palms.
But Lu Mingfei's hands were very hot today.
"I don't know how to describe it. This city was like a maze or a cage to me before. If I hadn't gone to Kassel College and met Eri, I would probably stay here all my life, go to school and graduate here, then work here, start a family here, save money to buy a house here, live here, grow old and die here." Lu Mingfei said calmly, "Sometimes I feel that being ordinary is like a disease, trapping people in one place, and sometimes I feel that being ordinary is good, I don't have to worry about too many things, and what the world becomes is none of my business."
"Sakura will think a lot." Eri said.
Lu Mingfei smiled, Eri's compliment to others was finally not "very awesome".
"I saw a passage on the Internet, saying that this world has many sides, and there are so many prosperous cities." Lu Mingfei, "It said that when you are at the bottom, it is a cage that traps you, a life of going from 6 am to 9 pm, takeout and rice with toppings that taste not very good and can only barely fill your stomach, and an unattainable dream; when you become an elite, this city is full of lights and wine, luxury goods and luxury cars, endless bars and girls, and only then can you experience what life is and not just living; when you advance to the top of society, this city is your utopia, where you can do almost anything Anything you want to do, even if it is on the edge of the law, you are the best of the best, living in a brightly lit bonded area, you don't need to worry about food, clothing, housing, cars, houses, beautiful women, these things in life are at your fingertips. "
Eriyi looked at the prosperous CBD area and the dark old town. When she saw the city in her eyes, she seemed to understand what Lu Mingfei said... There are many people in this world, and their life trajectories are different, just like a car will be diverted at every intersection. Some people live to live, and some people live just to survive.
"Sakura thinks, what kind of life is better?" Eriyi suddenly asked softly.
Asking such a question proves that this girl is no longer a blank sheet of paper... Eriyi is also using what she sees, hears, and feels to paint a new color for her outlook on life and the world.
"Eriyi's question is a bit difficult. I've been thinking about it for so many years, but I still haven't come up with a satisfactory answer." Lu Mingfei shook his head, then nodded and said, "But I can at least answer part of it. I think it would be great if people don't live in a dream during their lives."
"Live in a dream?" Eriyi asked. She didn't understand the word.