Chapter 1117: Separation Is a Pity, but Reunion Is Not (Two in One, Please Subscribe)

Chapter 1117 Separation is a regret, reunion is not (two in one, please subscribe!!!)

"What?" Su Xiaoyan's expression was stunned.

"I said, I love you." Chu Tianjiao looked into Su Xiaoyan's eyes, his expression was more serious and solemn than affectionate, like a devout believer swearing to God, "Actually, these years, I have always Love you."

Su Xiaoyan's expression was stunned, her body was stunned, and her wide eyes were gleaming with surprise.

She never expected that Chu Tianjiao would suddenly say this, or say it in her home... Love, this word has disappeared from her life for too long, and today she suddenly heard it again, from a word that she had almost forgotten. came out of the man's mouth.

"You..." Su Xiaoyan said the word "you" and fell silent again. She subconsciously wanted to scold Chu Tianjiao, and even wanted to throw the ashtray on the table into his face.

But when she saw Chu Tianjiao's expression, she was stunned... The expression on this man's face was so sad and sad, as if the three words "I love you" were not a confession, but a farewell.

A complete farewell that will never appear in your life again.

Just like those nightmares Su Xiaoyan had.

Chu Tianjiao's brain told him that he had never done such a crazy thing in his life. Even if he entered the "Island of Death", even if he slashed at the "god" with a knife, in his opinion, it was not as good as the old lover in front of him. It takes more courage to say "I love you".

Chu Tianjiao admitted that he was really a little impulsive. After Su Xiaoyan told him about her dream about him, his feelings began to get out of control... But he did not regret it and even wanted to be more impulsive.

He wanted to rush up, hug this woman, kiss her lips until he suffocated, and then whisper in her ear to tell her how much he had missed her all these years... But he couldn't do this, because this would undoubtedly hurt Su. Xiaoyan’s harm and blasphemy.

Then just use words, even though words can't express this love at all.

"My, I'm not drunk, nor am I going crazy. I'm very sober and I know what I'm talking about." Chu Tianjiao looked at Su Xiaoyan and said, "I actually saw you secretly a few times after I left... maybe more than A few times, where you can't see me, because I can't help but look for you, but I'm afraid of ruining your life. I tell myself repeatedly that this is enough, this is enough, your life is very happy now Happy, much better than when you were with me.”

"I never expected to see you again, nor did I expect us to be together again. You are right, I am a bastard, selfish, I made mistakes, but I used excuses and lies to deceive myself and paralyze myself. , living in a self-woven contradictory circle.” Chu Tianjiao whispered, "I love you. I couldn't help but fall in love with you the first time I saw you. I still love you to this day. My love for you has never stopped. I'm talking about these years." Every minute of every day...but my love should never have existed in the first place.”

"What... do you mean?" Su Xiaoyan was completely confused.

"What I'm saying is that I fell in love with you. It was a mistake from the beginning, but I don't regret it, but I really shouldn't be with you. Many times, love can be just a matter of one person. I can do it now "I should have been able to do it before," Chu Tianjiao said slowly, "I couldn't hold it back, so I made a mistake. I won't forgive myself. You don't have to forgive me. You can continue to hate me. But I will still love you, this is the only thing I can't give up."

"Are you... are you under too much psychological pressure?" Su Xiaoyan asked cautiously.

She was indeed a little surprised and a little angry at first, mainly because she was a little scared. Then when Chu Tianjiao suddenly said that he loved her, there were a few moments when she felt that the man in front of her was really lost and crazy.

But she couldn't understand what Chu Tianjiao said later. She couldn't quite understand the meaning of many words... But she could feel Chu Tianjiao's tone. He was both regretful and unrepentant, like a contradictory complex. He was happy and sad at the same time. He looked at her as if he was looking at the most beautiful thing in the world for him, which was so close in front of him but could not be touched.

Inexplicably, Su Xiaoyan felt a little pitiful about this man... This man whom she had been with day and night for many years and had not seen each other for many years was so familiar yet so strange. Su Xiaoyan recognized this man's face, but she didn't know what was going on in his mind. What on earth was he thinking about? I just felt that he looked very tired, as if he had a lot of things in his heart, and he couldn't breathe under the pressure.

"No, I'm normal. I feel like I've never been so normal." Chu Tianjiao shook his head and said to Su Xiaoyan, "Maybe you can't understand what I said, but I don't want to put any burden on you by saying this. , Loving you is just my own business, all you have to do is live your life well. "

"I'm living my life well." Su Xiaoyan paused, and there was a hint of concern in her words to Chu Tianjiao, "Is your life too stressful?"

"It's okay." Chu Tianjiao shook his head. He looked at Su Xiaoyan and suddenly asked, "Can I hug you?"

Su Xiaoyan was stunned for a moment, and her expression changed unconsciously. She didn't know whether to agree or refuse, but her eyes were always looking in the direction of Chu Tianjiao. She was not worried about anything other than this man.

As if he couldn't wait for Su Xiaoyan's answer, Chu Tianjiao had already started to move forward. He moved very fast and with big steps, as if he couldn't wait to get to this woman and hold her in his arms the moment she answered.

Su Xiaoyan didn't say anything. She didn't escape or retreat when she saw Chu Tianjiao approaching her. Her beautiful eyes twitched twice. She didn't know what she was thinking, and finally nodded gently.

The strong body came up and gently held Su Xiaoyan's slender body in his arms. A pair of big hands stayed on Su Xiaoyan's waist very measuredly. The palm of his hand felt warm. Her head slowly rested on a broad chest... The familiar chest, the long-forgotten memory was suddenly awakened. The bits and pieces of her time with this man that had been buried deep in her memory, like fragmented movie clips, flashed quickly in Su Xiaoyan's mind.

The hug was not short, but it was actually very shallow. It was not even an ambiguous hug. It was just a little deeper than the polite hug between friends... But Su Xiaoyan could feel the man's passionate feelings, just like the hot temperature on his body. The man's body couldn't help but tremble. Maybe he was resisting the impulse of his feelings for her, unwilling to do anything more presumptuous and possibly hurt her.

At this distance, Su Xiaoyan could even hear the man's frantic heartbeat.

"This is probably the last time I'm selfish." Chu Tianjiao whispered in Su Xiaoyan's ear in a voice that she could hardly hear, "Thank you."

Until the second hand on the wall jumped a full circle, Chu Tianjiao slowly let go of Su Xiaoyan's body. He took several deep breaths in a row, like a thief who had just stolen something and was almost caught by the owner, trying his best to calm himself down.

"This is just the first time, and it won't happen again." Su Xiaoyan turned her head and smoothed her hair, which was not messy at all, and warned Chu Tianjiao, "How will I explain this if my husband sees it?"

"The love of the boatman?" Chu Tianjiao seemed to have returned to the middle-aged man with a smirk and glib tongue. "It sounds quite exciting, like stealing the sunshine."

"Stealing you!" Su Xiaoyan said fiercely, "You are so old, you don't think you are humorous, do you?"

"Okay, okay, I was wrong." Chu Tianjiao raised his hands in surrender, "In fact, I still I am quite grateful to your husband for taking good care of you. At least he didn't treat you badly, so I was able to resist the urge to stamp my shoe on that guy's face just now."

"Why do you hit him?" Su Xiaoyan glanced at Chu Tianjiao, "Why do you care whether he treats me well or not? No matter what, at least he treats me better than you."

"Yes, yes, all men in the world are better than me. I am the worst." Chu Tianjiao had a typical double-faced face, "Young girls like bad men, and middle-aged women like good men, right?"

"Who are you calling a middle-aged woman?" Su Xiaoyan raised her eyebrows.

"Oh, I didn't mention anyone by name. The middle-aged woman who was scolded should be angry, right?" Chu Tianjiao kept talking, looking left and right, "By the way, your house is really spacious. A big villa is different from a staff dormitory."

"I thought you've changed a little." Su Xiaoyan said helplessly, "You are really the same as before."

"Really? Do you still remember what I looked like before?" Chu Tianjiao laughed, "It seems that I left a deep impression on you."

"I've almost forgotten everything else, but I remember that you always smelled like braised intestines." Su Xiaoyan pinched her nose.

"By the way, are there braised intestines in the dishes prepared today?" Chu Tianjiao showed an expectant and mean expression.

"What braised intestines are there? I'll give you a good one." Su Xiaoyan rolled her eyes.

…

Chu Tianjiao seemed to have vented all his thoughts and feelings about his beloved woman in just a few minutes, and then they returned to their normal way of getting along… Although they had never been in this kind of relationship before, no one would think that the two were old lovers, but more like childhood sweethearts or old classmates who often quarreled during school.

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Thoughts and love are undoubtedly rich, a few minutes are too short, of course, it is impossible to describe the love of twenty years… But so what? Just like many times a broken mirror cannot be reunited, just piecing together a little bit of the past should be enough, there are too many helpless things in this world, and too many unsatisfactory things. In the journey of life, we should cherish passing by together. Separation is a regret, but reunion is definitely not.

About ten minutes later, Lu Mingfei's head poked into the living room from the backyard. He glanced at Chu Tianjiao and Su Xiaoyan, who were not far away from each other on the sofa.

"Mingfei, what's wrong?" Su Xiaoyan found Lu Mingfei who was like a thief.

"It's okay, it's okay, I just want to see if Fang Fang... Oh no." Lu Mingfei changed his words, "I want to see if you guys are still chatting."

"What's the inconvenience." Chu Tianjiao waved at Lu Mingfei, "Don't hide in the yard, you guys are a bit too deliberate."

"Ahem... OK." Lu Mingfei nodded to Chu Tianjiao, then turned and announced to everyone in the yard, "Brothers, the alarm is lifted, the alarm is lifted, and entry to the living room is allowed."

"Are you stupid from playing games?" Nono complained, pushing Lu Mingfei into the house.

"Junior sister, what do you know? Junior brother should be so cautious. I really didn't make a mistake in the first place. Xiaolu has the potential to become the successor to my news department director." This time, Finger stood on Lu Mingfei's side.

Chu Zihang also walked into the room. He looked at Su Xiaoyan and then at Chu Tianjiao... This guy has always been a gossiper in his heart. This time, the target is his biological parents. I am afraid that the gossiper in Chu Zihang's heart would have already activated the Eight Gates of the Explosion and flew out of his heart.

After so many years, these two people finally appeared in front of him at the same time again. Chu Zihang always felt as if he was in another world.

In fact, it was not just Chu Zihang. Others couldn't help but look back and forth between Su Xiaoyan and Chu Tianjiao... After all, they were a single man and a single woman, and they were once a couple. Being alone in a room would inevitably make people have wild thoughts.

Finger stretched his head, closed his eyes, and his nose moved at a high speed.

"What are you doing?" Nono pushed the guy's shoulder, "Are you having rabies?"

"Don't bother my junior sister." Finger shook his head, "I'm smelling the gossip in the air."

At the same time, footsteps came from the stairs.

"I smell it! The strongest smell of gossip!" Finger tilted his head in a certain direction, and suddenly opened his eyes, just in time to meet the sight of Lu Tianming who was coming down the stairs.

Lu Tianming paused, and Finger's neck shrank back.

"If you keep talking nonsense, your tongue will be pickled!" Nono warned a certain unscrupulous paparazzi in a vicious whisper.

"Is it time to eat?" Su Xiaoyan got up from the sofa and walked to Lu Tianming.

"Aunt Tong and the others should be almost ready." Lu Tianming pointed in the direction of the restaurant, "Let's take our seats too."

The restaurant of the Chu residence is a huge independent space. Except for the yard and the living room, the restaurant is probably the largest in the whole house.

A huge round table that can accommodate at least 20 people is placed in the center of the restaurant. In the center of the round table is a landscape with mist. The dishes prepared by Aunt Tong and Chu Tianjiao's specially hired chefs are lying on exquisite gold-plated plates. The variety of dishes is more than twice the number of people present.

Although Lu Tianming was a wealthy man, he would not be so formal at home, even a little too formal... Obviously, this was a meal with another meaning. Just as Chu Zihang guessed, before they came, Su Xiaoyan and Lu Tianming might have planned to take advantage of today's opportunity to talk about something important.

Chu Zihang and Xia Mi's matter.