Chapter 1831 Goodbye, My Little Sun
That is the night, he was madly stimulated by the hug, and asked her bluntly if she would like the child.
Feng Ze remembered now, and knew how frightened Su Bei was that night.
Because he allowed himself to release the devil that was locked in his heart, he also released jealousy and possessiveness, showing his ferocious fangs. Anyone who is coveted again, take a look.
Su Bei's eyes turned red with fright. She always only loved to laugh, her voice was crying, and she desperately wanted to avoid him.
He kissed her desperately, letting his own devil frighten her and even almost hurt her.
Since that day, she has distanced herself from him, running away when she sees him.
Her little girl had long since changed her hair to short ears, revealing a pair of big eyes, bright and energetic, but when she saw him, Zhang Huang was at a loss, as if he was ready to escape at any time.
She wouldn't eat the apples and steamed buns he gave her in front of him, but would always run to the side and sit with other children.
At that time, he would rely on his own ability to make money. He would always buy her all kinds of candy. In the past, she would squint her eyes when she ate it. When she was happy, she would call him brother Fengze.
But after that, he found that she put all the candy he gave in a big jar and never opened it until it expired.
Feng Ze knew too well how he pushed her away.
He also knows too much what kind of devil lives in his heart.
After that, Su Bei was picked up by the Su family again and never returned to the orphanage.
Feng Ze went to her, and she was finally together with that handsome young master, and her smile returned to a brighter and more dazzling way.
From that time, his sunlight disappeared, and in the orphanage, there was no small sun shining.
Then, she went to the United States and became pregnant and gave birth to Dabao and Gun Gun.
She finally no longer resented his care, but she was not close to him. Feng Ze knew that if it weren't for Dabao's dependence on him, she would not even want those cares.
He thought that it could be resolved in the end. Back when he was a child, she smiled sweetly like the first time she met. She handed the candy to her palm, raised her head with a small thorn, and looked at herself with a smile. .
But...he didn't wait after all.
It was only later that he learned that those demons were his other personalities, following him like shadows, and when they were released, he couldn't even control them.
One day, it might still hurt her.
He had to let her go and go back to Lu Heting and back to him.
Because what Lu Heting could give, he couldn't.
Feng Ze closed his eyes, the sugar in his mouth had melted and filled every corner of his mouth, irritating every taste bud, so bitter that he couldn't swallow it.
"Boss, is it alright?" Gu Xifeng's voice came.
"Yeah." Feng Ze replied in a low voice.
"Then let's start. We will choose a personality that is closest to your main personality, but retains the personality that Subei has no obsession with. Other personalities will gradually disappear during treatment, or merge into your main personality. . Then if you have no opinion, start now. Please follow my instructions..."
The doctor's voice came.
Feng Ze hooked her lips, a smile appeared on her lips, goodbye, my little sun.
...
outside the operating room.
Dabao lay in Su Bei's arms uncomfortably.
Lin Yu said in a low voice, "Su Xiaobei, I sent you back."
Su Bei nodded. After Feng Ze's operation, it's best for everyone not to see each other again. It's good for him.
After taking Dabao and Gunbun into the car, Lin Yu drove, and while waiting for the red light, he looked at Su Bei in the rearview mirror and made her happy: "Su Xiaobei, when you came to the orphanage before, you took two Xiao Guou, it's so cute, do you remember? At that time, everyone liked to catch you Xiao Guou. Some bear children were so naughty, and they were caught for you. Brought those bear children and beat them up."
After speaking, he realized that he had mentioned the boss again.
Fortunately, Su Bei's face didn't change much.
Gun Gun smiled happily: "So Beibei cutie used to have Xiao Guou?"
"Well." Subei nodded.
Thinking of that time, although he was not materially rich, and he was not around his family, but because of Feng Ze and the others, there was nothing missing, and he lived the happiest time when he was a child.
She also thought about it, if it wasn't because Fengze kissed her that night, and even almost did something excessive, maybe she would not be afraid of him, would not be alienated from him, maybe, even be with him. indefinite.
But no if.
Since that night, nothing has happened.
Although I now know that everything is caused by his multiple personalities, but to miss it is to miss it.
And since Lu Heting appeared in her life, everything about her and Feng Ze has become impossible.
She remembered that the trees at that time were always tall and big, and the shade was falling, the wind was gentle, the apples were crisper than they are now, the steamed buns were softer than they are now, and the sun was so good, she couldn't help but have a smile on her face.
She recalled that at that time, the heaviness behind her happiness and freedom was all carried by Feng Ze.
She peeled off the sugar coating and stuffed the sugar into her mouth.
Goodbye, brother Fengze.
...
Subei stayed in the United States for two more days and was about to go back.
When boarding the plane, she received a message from Gu Xifeng: "The psychological treatment was successful, feel at ease."
She put away her phone, took Dabao and Gun Gun on the plane, found a seat and sat down.
Gun Gun has recovered his mood, happily looking at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window.
Dabao was thoughtful, but when Gun Gun asked him, "Brother Dabao, are we in the stratosphere or the troposphere now?"
He turned around with a smile on his face, and began to give Gun Gun science popularization.
...
Entering the Lu family mansion, Lu Weijian's voice became an octave higher.
"Grandpa, grandma and auntie, my elder brother and sister-in-law are back!"
The whole family looked around and looked at Su Bei with ardent expectations. When they saw that she was safe and sound, they all smiled.
It can be said that they were most worried about this incident. It was clearly what happened in the Lu family's mansion, but they received the least information.
"Subei!" Han Qingwan and Camilla came over at the same time.
Seeing tears in their eyes, Su Bei knew that they were worried from the bottom of his heart, and smiled and shook his head: "I'm fine, I'm fine."
"It's the Lu family who is sorry for you and made you suffer." Mrs. Lu also had a look of guilt.
In fact, they also knew something about Netherworld, but in the final analysis, if it wasn't for Lu Yaode's troubles, it wouldn't have reached this point in the end.