Chapter 802 Helpless Soul

Jana's heart moved, and she said: [Old man? You're back? ]

The thin old man with white hair appeared in front of him: [Yeah. ]

[I feel like you're not in a good mood. ]

[It's not some uniquely designed martial arts. ] Liu Xiangshan sat next to Jeanna. From the sense of the body, it seemed like they were working side by side: [When I was young... what year? It was a long time ago. I knew that guy a long time ago. He was a good person... maybe not now. ]

[Your Majesty the King of Heaven. ] Jeanna laughed out loud.

[What are you laughing at? ]

[No. ] Jeanna continued to laugh very impolitely.

Liu Xiangshan shook his head: [You are really asking for a beating now - I almost believe that you are my biological child. ]

[From the perspective of ethics and biology, you are now my biological child. ]

Liu Xiangshan was a little surprised: [Is this also my influence? I got tired of this kind of "taking advantage of the opportunity to increase my seniority" joke when I was young. 】

【I don't know. 】Jeanna shook her head: 【I just feel...very strange in my heart. 】

【Very strange? 】

【I don't know, I haven't experienced this kind of emotion...】

Jeanna looked up. It was pitch black above, and nothing could be seen. A sense of emptiness and closure existed at the same time in this darkness.

Jeanna changed the topic: 【Old man, how did you do it at that time? 】

【Hmm? Which one do you mean? 】

【Control my prosthesis to block the magnetic chain weapon. 】Jeanna said: 【Even if I allow you, you can't do that. Then, what I saw at that time...that...those...are your memories, right? 】

The tumor Xiangshan was formed by the mutation of Jeanna's basal ganglia, part of the limbic system and other low-level functional areas, and slightly invaded the higher cortex during the deterioration process. Just as people are easily controlled by instincts and emotions, Xiangshan can do a lot of things in places that Jeanna has never paid attention to.

However, although Jeanna's consciousness has a low "operation priority", it occupies a high authority. Moreover, the first generation of brain-computer interfaces is directly connected to the higher cortex.

When Lu Xiangshan controls Jeanna's prosthesis, Jeanna's consciousness is a huge interference.

No matter how calm Jeanna is, she cannot eliminate this interference.

[Ah, this...] Lu Xiangshan paused for a moment, and seemed to be a little hesitant. But he still said: [I adjusted my mental state to make myself closer to your spirit. ]

[How did you do it? ] Jeanna was very surprised.

[Nothing. ] Lu Xiangshan did not have any complacent emotions, [You are already accustomed to the "helpless" mentality. So I forced the program to evoke the memory of the most helpless moment in my life, so that I can enter a similar mentality to you. ]

Jeanna said: [So that is...]

[I am fighting in space, and I heard that a huge biochemical disaster has occurred on Earth. I pray that my brothers can find a way and hope that I can drive the thieves out of the Earth's gravity circle as soon as possible so that I can deal with this matter with peace of mind. When I returned, nothing was left. 】Lv Xiangshan raised his head and said calmly: 【But at that time, there were no microorganisms that could decompose the bodies of the baseline people. So the bodies of those initiators were still there, and none of them had rotted. I sat in front of their bodies in their world-destroying laboratory for two days and two nights, until the launch base came to me and said that the rocket to take me back to space was ready. I couldn't figure it out. Why on earth did they do such a thing? Although my memory is very vague, I must have had many vicious thoughts in my mind at that time...】

【Massive infection? But that was not your doing. 】

【I hope it never happened, but I can't do anything about it. 】Xiangshan said: 【The core is actually "powerlessness" and "helplessness". The same is true for my mother's funeral. At that time, if I poured resources into the freezing of the human bodies of Homo sapiens, there would be a negligible possibility to extend the lives of a few elderly people, and there might be a few people among them who are related to me. But if I keep my previous style and invest all the resources of the society into the great cause of "humanization of human standards", there is a high probability that more people will benefit. One day earlier is a great merit... In fact, I don't want to choose at all. For a moment, I even hope that there will be an authority to order me to choose this side or that side. 】

Jeanna was stunned: [Ah? ]

She really never thought...

The martial ancestor Xiangshan praised by the world, the great man who re-opened a world above the natural world, would actually... would also...

The authority that once symbolized the top of the world, and the god of thugs who symbolized resistance, would actually have a moment of desire to obey others?

[Also, a little earlier... a friend of mine, a very powerful person, and a good person. In order to stop a racial hatred, he died in a place that had nothing to do with him. And then... Tsk, I didn't know that he had such... such an abnormal side at that time. At that time, he still remembered the matter of donating his body. Among the humans who stayed in that cesspool area at that time, he was definitely one of the ones who should not have died the most. But he died. I can't do anything about it... It's right in front of me. My new era. If I wait a few more years, the attack that kills him won't be fatal...]

[Is that so...]

[I forced these memories to come to you, and then replaced them with your spirit. We are in sync. It's that simple.]

Jeanna can only laugh and cry: [So I'm such a coward...]

[You are not a coward, but you are too used to despair and helplessness. ] Xiangshan said: [When you entered the sect, you were taught that the father of all things is supreme, King Agni is the best in the world, and the protection of civilization represents everything. Suddenly one day, this power that represents "everything in the world" betrayed you. But to you, knights are thugs and enemies. You are not sure whether they are reliable - the martial gods of all generations may be the product of conspiracy. Is the world they opened up really sunny? I am a disease that may take your life at any time. Others know your situation and may capture you to promote some evil plan. The whole world is not your help. ]

[For more than ten years, we have been running away. Escape from one place to another. In your eyes, all our successes are "successful escapes." We are just struggling. The girl named Asgar has been repeating the day when her partner died in her heart and cannot escape. But you feel in your heart that since you coexist with me, encountering these things is natural and a normal state. 】

Speaking of this, Lu Xiangshan paused for a rare moment: [Well, in this sense, I am actually quite an asshole. We clearly share a considerable part of the neural network that produces emotions, but it took me so long to understand this. I lack the ability to perceive the inner thoughts of others - from this perspective, I am an incompetent partner, Jeanna. 】