Description of Leave Request!!

Due to the sudden emergency, the next update may fluctuate.

I have been in a bad state recently. My mind is a mess. I can't sleep all night, can't eat, and often have difficulty breathing in the middle of the night. I have to gasp for air.

My mental state has not been very good in the past two months, and all kinds of conditions have declined sharply.

Some old book friends should remember that I took a leave once because my father was diagnosed with liver cancer in the past two months.

At that time, I thought about taking the whole family to a physical examination.

But during the treatment, I was busy with all kinds of things. I knew the importance of a commercial insurance, so I bought insurance and wanted to wait for the insurance to take effect before going for a physical examination.

As a result, I didn't wait for it to take effect. A few days ago, after taking my father to targeted immunotherapy, I found that my mother suddenly turned yellow. I thought that my mother had a cold a few days ago and thought it was drug-induced liver damage, so I went for a check-up.

The results showed that there was a mass in the head of the pancreas, which pressed the bile duct, so it turned yellow. I suspected that there was a problem with the pancreas, so I quickly checked the relevant tumor markers. The results showed that it was 20 times higher than the normal value, and I highly suspected a pancreatic tumor.

Both my parents had problems at the same time, and my spirit, which had been tense for the past two months, collapsed all of a sudden.

I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep these two days. During the day, I had to force myself to smile and comfort my parents and sister. On one hand, I said that my father was fine and had been cured by ablation (in fact, the operation was suspended in the middle), and on the other hand, I smiled and told my mother that it was bile duct stones, a minor problem, and then I took the report to seek medical treatment everywhere overnight.

But it was the Spring Festival, and most experts were no longer accepting patients, and there was no way to seek medical treatment.

In the end, maybe the doctor who treated my father felt sorry for me and was willing to help me.

It felt like another sleepless night, my head was swollen and painful, and some scenes kept replaying in my mind. I still remember that when my father was first diagnosed, I took him to various hospitals. I walked fast in front and he walked slowly behind. I whispered in my mouth that I was a troublemaker, and suddenly I burst into tears! He is the person closest to me. He has held me high since I was a child and cared about me in various ways. He picked me up and dropped me off after work regardless of rain or shine. When he heard that I didn't buy a ticket home from a business trip, he drove a hundred kilometers to the next city to pick me up. He is my closest and most beloved person! How could he be a troublemaker? !

I recalled that after my father was diagnosed, my mother cried and told me that she had lost her mother since she was a child, and even my father, my grandfather, died at the end of the year before last. There was no one in her natal family. I, my sister, and my father were her closest relatives, and she couldn't bear to lose them again.

I used all kinds of examples to comfort her at the time, saying that I would keep my father, but in the blink of an eye, I might not even be able to keep my mother! !

These scenes flashed in my mind, and I might never get out of these scenes in my life!

Sorry, I was going to write a leave note, but I couldn't help but write too much, and brought negative emotions to you, but I feel that this is the only tree hole, and there is no one to talk to.

Sorry, I broke down emotionally, please take a leave, the updates may not be stable for a while, but it won't be interrupted. I used to update slowly, but now my parents are in this situation, the manuscript fee suddenly becomes very important.

I won't stop updating, I will resume updating after some adjustments! !

I hope that all the readers who have always supported me will understand!