Chapter 265 Farewell to the Fairy Tale of Childhood

After sailing, the cruise was lively again.

Cruise ships are a very new thing in this day and age, and the nobles who try it have experienced all kinds of benefits.

In this era of underdeveloped roads and imperfect infrastructure, to travel around, either ride a bumpy carriage or ride a sparse airship.

Airships are convenient, but their routes are fixed, and the space and weight that can be loaded are limited, so they are not so comfortable. The emergence of cruise ships can be regarded as a solution to the previous problem.

The spacious and well-serviced cruise ship is like a small city, with all kinds of facilities, luxury and cleanliness. There are about 1,500 service personnel on board, and about 2,400 passengers.

"Wow, I feel like the nobles on the green side will really enjoy it." Alena ran for a while, jumped up, and then fell on the soft big bed, while Lily next to the floor-to-ceiling window opened the door and came to the balcony. The large balcony can be placed with two lounge chairs and a small round table, with the blue sea outside. The moist sea breeze blows head-on, and you can see the white clouds and blue sky in the distance.

The room also has a complete bathroom, toilet, etc., and even a small hall, which can be used to entertain friends, chat and play chess. And like this suite, there are more than 800 on the cruise ship. Among them, there are deluxe editions and regular editions according to location and size. There are also 600 suites without balconies and only windows, which are considered the economy version.

"Take a shower first, then meet Lorraine and the others." Alena said to Lily, then quickly undressed and jumped into the marble bathtub in the bathroom.

The warm water came through the pipe, and then fell on the body through the shower, making Alena, who had been away from the academy for nearly two weeks, experience this comfortable feeling again.

On the other hand, Roland Hill took Keti into a luxurious suite. Although the room was not very high, the facilities were just right and not crowded.

After taking a shower, the two of them came to the balcony and lay on the beach chairs, blowing the wind, and the water droplets on the skin also dried, bringing a burst of refreshment and comfort.

Just like that, the two took a break.

After opening his eyes, there was still some time before dinner. Roland Hill watched the sunset gradually sloping westward. The red flaming clouds were very beautiful under the reflection of the golden sunlight.

I always feel that I can't rest, looking at the scenery in the distance, Roland Hill has such thoughts in mind.

She suddenly remembered the hysterical young man, and some fragments of memory were slowly surging in her mind.

If you play for a long time, you will feel a sense of guilt in your heart, as if you have failed a lot of things.

It has been a long time since I came to this world, but apart from the years of sleep, it is estimated that it is only 3-4 years together.

But the habits or ideas brought on by previous lives do not completely dissipate.

[Your parents are working so hard, why are you so embarrassed to play and not study hard? ]

[Look at you, you can't do this little thing well, don't you work hard? ]

[Your uncle's cousin's child is 3 years old, you don't even have a partner, and you still wander around every day, and you haven't settled down. ]

[Sorry, we only admit students from prestigious universities. ]

[Sorry, you are not a graduate of a related major and have no work experience. ]

[The future of our industry is extremely bright, and you are welcome to join in. As long as you keep working, it will be easy to earn more than 10,000 a month. ]

[Our company does not advocate overtime work, but everyone usually leaves after 9 o’clock. If you feel that you can’t adapt, we don’t need such people who can’t work hard. ]

[Well, this month is not bad, work hard, I will give you a raise in the future. ]

[Why resign? I want to go home and take the civil service exam. ]

[how. The interview results were average, did not pass. ]

[So-and-so is getting married, are you going? Forget it, the classmates who haven't been in contact for many years have no meaning to go. ]

I don't know since when, I have stopped crying.

When was the last time I cried, probably some summer. Parents shut themselves at home to study and do not allow themselves to go to their hometown to play, because it is very troublesome for others.

On a quiet afternoon, alone in the attic, the harsh summer sun shines in the house. Occasionally, there is the sound of cars honking in the distance, and the wind blows the curtains to make a slight sound.

I don't know why the tears started to fill up, I don't know why I am sad, lonely, not getting what I want, or I don't know what the future will look like.

In my young eyes, the future is vague, incomprehensible, and unknown. Therefore, it does not exist for me. I can only infer and imagine it with a short life experience of more than ten years, and imagine that it is beautiful and full of hope.

But as I get older, the future becomes less and less unknowable, and its possibilities become less and less narrow. I have no choice but to realize this.

I don't have as many possibilities as I imagined when I was a child. I become a scientist, a star, a famous writer and a rich man. I will spend most of my life as a low-level employee, a staff member, a waiter, a store clerk, an errand worker, and doing some value. With such an existence as a small job, it may take many years to get to a small middle-level with seniority. Compared with the big expectations as a child, this gap is unacceptable and painful.

This world is very big and big, which is unimaginable for people. The Internet connects hundreds of millions of people and shows you the best, best, and hardest people and things.

This is our luck and our sorrow, you will find that what you want to do is done by thousands of people

They did it before, they did it earlier, they were more innovative than you, they were more talented than you, and they worked harder than you.

The race in life does not have a starting line. When I started, some people may have been running in front of them for nearly ten years. That kind of desperate gap is suffocating.

Every day after get off work, I calculate the income of the day, and then I find that I may not be able to buy the house I want without eating or drinking for the rest of my life. Lying in bed, tossing and turning, not wanting to fall asleep, because I know that when I wake up tomorrow morning, I have to go back to that dark and numb work, day after day.

Everything went fast and anxious. The earth-shaking changes in society, if you are not careful, you may be left behind, and then you will be caught up by the surging crowd around you.

In such a living environment, childhood dreams have long been like old and broken toys, and I don't know where to throw them. And even if you are immersed in the fantasy world, you still can't get rid of the hardships. After all, the groups of requirements, indicators, and unfamiliar faces that you face every day, listening to the cold or harsh words, and completing the endless tasks, this kind of personal The cold, not just a few words, a few chicken soup stories can be anesthetized.

Sometimes even if you play all night, the process seems refreshing, but when the phone or computer is closed, a great emptiness will come to mind.

Roland Hill stared blankly at the sunset in the distance, letting the orange sunset fall in the black pupils like water, recalling the experience after graduating from university in the previous life.

Perhaps it was at that time that he developed such a concept. Although it was a very distant thing, Roland Hill slowly recalled it.

As my mother said, how can I be embarrassed to play when everyone else is working hard.

One day, you will say goodbye to your childhood fairy tale and enter this complicated and dazzling world.