Chapter 190 Unravel the Knot

After the young man left, Rochelle gradually realized that she seemed to have said something incredible.

In fact, sometimes she is also more afraid of giving people suggestions and ideas, what if the results are not good.

"You're talking big again, Roland Hill." The girl muttered to herself.

"However, it is indeed a very good idea." A slightly old voice sounded in the temple, causing Roland Hill to raise his head in surprise, who is this?

I saw a kind-faced old lady standing at the door of the temple. She didn't know when she walked in. She was thin and her skin was loose, but it was still relatively smooth.

"Sorry, I scared you, I'm an old lady who often comes to the temple to help."

This ordinary old lady was wearing a white apron and black clothes, but there were signs of wear and tear on the edges after long-term washing.

"When I'm older, I prefer to be quiet. Because I'm more familiar, the sound is a little quieter when I push the door, which may be a little sudden."

She turned around and closed the Atsugi door, then walked slowly through the middle aisle, her eyes slowly sweeping across the hall of the temple, nodding from time to time, and a smile on the corner of her mouth.

"It's really clean. He's a good boy."

"Thank you for your compliment." Looking at the not-so-young old woman, Roland Hill stood by and nodded and saluted, but she wondered if she had slipped the tongue just now, but she should be able to get through it, after all, Roland Hill and Rochelle are just one syllable apart.

But the old woman didn't seem to notice the name and continued to ask.

"Are you a sophomore at Temple College?"

"Yes." Lorraine Hill nodded.

"What's the name?"

"Rochelle."

"It's a very good name. Don't look at my age. In fact, I also graduated from this academy when I was young. I forgot to introduce it. My name is Sander."

"Actually, I have heard the process of enlightening the boy just now, and it is very good."

After hearing this, Roland Hill felt reddened in his ears, and the whole person became shy. This kind of thing, the two said it was okay, if it was said publicly, it would feel a little shy.

"Haha, don't be so shy." The old woman pulled Rosie and sat down side by side.

"I think it's very good for you to enlighten the boy. Why are you so insecure, and you want to judge yourself as a big talk."

Roland Hill hesitated for a while, and then slowly said some thoughts in his heart: "Because I haven't actually experienced too much, is it a little bad to advise others like this, and I feel a little irresponsible."

"Then how can we be responsible for enlightening and dispelling doubts?" the old lady asked.

"It should be a proposal given after having rich life experience and insights." The girl said carefully.

"But a person's life is limited, he can't experience everything, and there are all kinds of people who ask questions and ask for help. You can't say, let them go thousands of miles away and find another pastor."

"Furthermore, circumstances and individuals are different, and similar experiences of others may not necessarily apply to the latter."

"What should you do at this time?" Although the old lady's voice was not loud, it was very calm.

"I..." Lorraine Hill paused and became confused.

Yes, how can that be considered responsible?

"There are many people who come to the temple for help, and the problems are all kinds of strange. Sometimes you may not be good at it. What should you do then?"

"I'll let him find someone else." The girl said hesitantly.

"Then who are you going to go to? Others are illusory words. What kind of people should they be?" The old lady still asked.

"Finally, how can you guarantee that others will give correct and good answers? Are you saying that, your shirk is actually irresponsible."

"Silly child, such an idea is not acceptable." The old mama looked at Rosie who was hesitant and thoughtful, and held her hand. The rough and calloused palm made her feel that time had left on the old man. trace.

She did not directly enlighten the confusion in Rosie's heart, but first talked about some of her childhood experiences.

.....

"Actually, mammy and me, I was also a beauty when I was young. At that time, there were many people pursuing it, so I often hesitated about which one to choose."

"Actually, for boys, shy girls are very attractive."

She said slowly, her voice strong, and Roland Hill was listening slowly beside her.

"At that time, I was selected for the church's choir because I sang well. The most glorious time was at the Shining Angels Church in the Sanctuary, where I participated in the glorious ceremony of the advent of angels at that time. I was the lead singer at that time. Forgotten."

"Until now, I can still hum twice, but unfortunately it's not as good as it used to be. After all, I'm old."

"Mother Sander, what kind of emotion are you holding when you stand on the stage?" Roland Hill asked at this time.

"I will be very happy. I will sing the music I like to everyone and let many people know this song and the story behind this song. I will feel happy."

"Is Mammy Sandy nervous?"

"Maybe I was nervous when I was younger when I first got on stage, but not now."

"Does great fame come with great responsibility?"

"You don't look like a 17-year-old girl at all. No

Wrong, when you have a huge reputation, you will become an authority and leader in a certain field, and your style, speech, and opinions will attract countless people to follow and imitate. Most people are blind. "

"Mother Sand, you know, I've been on the stage too. At first I was afraid, I was afraid of screwing up the show."

"Fortunately, everyone still likes the song I sing. Although I stumbled a bit, I still sang the song smoothly. When the song ended, I saw the countless expectant eyes and the applause of the sky, and I felt like my heart The wrinkled cloth was smoothed out one by one with the warm iron, and there was peace and quiet."

"I also realized that at that time, one person's voice could overwhelm the speech of the audience. Even if my command was completely wrong, those different noises would be easily drowned out by the enthusiastic audience in the audience. If I wanted to, I would Even the hymns that have been passed down for hundreds of years can be changed, and those audiences will still sing with me.”

"Once people get into a frenzy, it's easy to go to extremes. I'm like a child who rides an elephant. If you don't pay attention, the elephant will break through the fence and cause damage. I'm just an ordinary girl, and I don't dare to carry such a big burden. Responsibility."

"Good boy, I understand what you're thinking, maybe it's your background that caused your small and cautious views, and you're too young, so you haven't fully adapted for a while. Since I've come here, let me teach you something about life. experience."

"You are afraid of making mistakes. Maybe because of the strict requirements of your parents or your own insecurities, you strive to be a good child in everyone's eyes, so as to gain the approval of your elders and peers, so as to improve or maintain your living environment. When you are the leader, you feel uncomfortable because you can't guarantee that your words and ideas are completely correct. If you are only okay, you will take it yourself, but when countless people are following you, you are afraid to take it. Others lead astray, and you fear abuse and accusations if you make a mistake. You want to maintain your innocence and purity.”

"Yes."

"As expected of a child who loves to learn, has early wisdom, but it is too ideal." The senior continued to point out the source of Rochelle's hidden thoughts.

"Can people who have made mistakes be forgiven, I'm afraid it's a shame in your heart. It's like a blank sheet of paper with black spots, which is disgusting and scary. Do you want to be a morally perfect person, but that doesn't make sense? the road to happiness."

"Maybe you should be educated by some real aristocrats and you'll understand. It's not a big deal to make mistakes, as long as you can lead the people to victory and get out of trouble, your faults will be ignored. And do 100 things right And 30 wrong things is better than nothing. Just thinking about avoiding mistakes is not going to lead to success and victory.”

"The so-called victory is to know very clearly what purpose you want to achieve, and the sacrifices and sacrifices in it are only the process that must be carried out. If you can't achieve the final victory, then even if you do nothing wrong, it is a failure and meaningless. "

"Besides, if you don't guide those people and let them go their own way, will they walk on the right path? Can it be said that it is because of your inaction that such bad results have been brought about, and you are still wrong. Since you are in To move forward on the ideal road, you must have the awareness to accept the consequences. If others are shaken after a few words, and do not want to have any stains, this is probably a dream.”

"Also, I believe that you are a kind child, even if you become a world-famous singer, you will guide those who love your singing to do some kind deeds, which is far better than letting those people be used by careerists to extract Interests are even involved in brutal wars."

The girl's eyes were already open, she gently wiped away the tears that gradually overflowed with her hands, stood up, leaned over slightly, and bowed.

"Thank you, I see."

No one, in past or present life, has ever understood the pain in her heart as well as the source of some actions and opinions like this old mama, as if something stretched out from the girl's heart, it was so Pure and true.

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High Tower Academy, the Tower of Wind Sound.

The revolving staircase spiraled upward like a musical note, leading to the top of the tower. The two girls walked up the stairs gently until they reached the office door at the top, where the wind chimes hanging under the eaves of the window could be heard ringing slightly, and the sound was not loud. , but very pleasant.

dong dong,

"Enter."

The two girls pushed open the door and entered.

"It turned out to be Lang Li and Ling Xin. Are you feeling better recently, Ling Xin?" A well-dressed lady sat at the desk, it was Mrs. Filia.

"It's already healed, Teacher Filia." Ling Xin lowered her head slightly and replied.

"That's good."

"It's all thanks to little Lacey, she cured the bell heart."

"Did Lacey come to school too? This kid is shy and has never come to see me."

"Haha, I guess she was afraid that Teacher Filia would let her sing in public." Lan Li said with a big laugh.

"I'm not that scary." Mrs. Filia helplessly supported her forehead, then looked up at the opposite wall.

"Speaking of which, I have to see the teacher too."

"Oh, is the teacher's teacher also at school?" Ling Xin asked curiously.

"Yes. Although I was self-taught in the early years, I was fortunate to study with that senior for a period of time." Filia looked at the gorgeous famous painting on the wall.

On the highly anticipated stage, tens of thousands of people sat around, a white light penetrated the sky and the earth, angels fluttered their wings and descended from the sky, while a girl stood on the stage with a violin.

Heart, lead the neck and sing. ——The fifth generation of Cang's songstress, the white swan girl, Aiko Sander.