——+Thank You for Your Continued Support+——
Thank you all for your continued support, so that Qingkong can write today.
However, the update was interrupted yesterday, and I had some kind of physical resistance to writing, and it felt extremely difficult to fill in the 4,000 words every day.
The whole person is as gray as burnt out, and like a dry river bed that can't squeeze out water__
Creating stories requires consumption of inspiration, creativity, and emotional energy. Naturally, I don’t feel anything for a day or two. In fact, in the early days, I had a lot of things I wanted to write and express.
But one month, two months, six months, one year, two years, and so on, it finally felt as if there was nothing to say, and after all, it was just boring and disgusting repetition.
The earliest inspiration for this book was actually when I was cooking and chopping vegetables in the house on a very nice morning.
It seems that I also played Lysa's alchemy workshop at that time. I think of witches, alchemists, witches, such themes, and such content is easy to think of fairy tales.
At that time, a long story like a fairy tale was written. The protagonist was a silver-haired girl in the forest. She was called a witch or a witch, and she liked to wear pure white robes.
In the story, she met seven important supporting characters successively, and directly or indirectly influenced them. Later, these seven were also known as the seven heroes handed down from generation to generation. Hundreds of years later, such legends In the end, it was reduced to a story like a picture book, which was passed down to the world.
The colored pencil draws a hazy picture, which is the scene where seven different teenagers or girls meet the witch, and then the story of the seven people is processed, simplified, adapted and reinterpreted by later generations. Like telling it to future generations, he has become a long-standing Shiyao. But the truth of the story is far from that simple. It is a journey full of twists and turns, full of danger, hesitation, and even pain and abandonment.
This is the initial idea, obviously Pullman will be the first, and Bud will be the second, and then Rock, Nia, Zena, Jack, Osuna, etc. are actually these stories rudiments and budding characters.
In the academy chapter, a lot of characters were added all at once. In fact, when these characters appeared, their future life, graduation experience, etc. were all conceived and presupposed at that time, and the second volume will become a huge foreshadowing. Their future encounters and experiences serve as a foreshadowing, until many years later, they have gone through various stories, and then recalled the past, forming a sharp contrast, like a melodious movement.
This will be the biggest theme in the early and middle stages of this book, and in the middle and late stages, the truth of the world, the origin of the protagonist, the past era, etc. will be gradually revealed.
However, this idea fell through.
The reason is not complicated. If the seven people and many characters are completely paved in this way, the second volume will be unprecedentedly long and too long, and the content in the middle will appear very bland because it is in the academy, which is similar to the magnificent first volume. change in comparison.
Just like a person who has just finished riding a surfing roller coaster, and you let him go slowly on a tortoise, the reading experience is very bad.
Therefore, after finishing grades 1-2 in college life, the protagonist has to fast-forward into the third volume, which is the struggle between Starlight and Frost.
The stage that was originally prepared for the experience of several important characters had to be replaced temporarily. Many things that paved the way were directly discarded, and the third volume was greatly accelerated.
And after the end of the grand climax, the story entered a new round of preparation or a period of momentum, which also came to the Eastern Continent.
The story of the Eastern Continent is actually incomplete, because at that time I had not fully constructed the social structure of the Eastern Continent, the distribution of forces, and various histories, or the stories to be told.
So I stumbled and stumbled in the middle of writing, and barely told a relatively complete story.
At this time, I wrote it back to the Western Continent, so I had to try to piece together the foreshadowing and story fragments that were broken before.
Having already experienced such a grand world and vision, if you write about the intrigue between nobles or between forces, it will seem out of place, just like the phoenix does not fly, but sleeps in the sparrow's nest.
This has entered an extremely difficult period. Qingkong is trying to make waves, trying to create something exciting and moving, but in an unfavorable frame and background, sometimes it seems out of place, making people feel depressed, strange and so on.
Abandoning these and directly entering the interstellar era, I always feel that there is something missing, as if it should not be like this, as if seeing a hole where it is, if it is not filled, it will be as uncomfortable as obsessive-compulsive disorder.
But what to write well has also become a difficult problem. Just like this, the more I write, the more painful it is, the more uncomfortable the reader is, and finally I even have a physical disgust and resistance to the codewords.
If it goes on like this, I'm really going to cry in the bed with the red listening software ≥﹏≤
Every time you code words, you have to do emotional preparation, frantically swipe videos, cut songs to let yourself slowly enter the state, prepare your emotions, and enter into your imagination and ideas. It will probably take several hours, and then again I quit from time to time, but I forcibly continued to continue. After uploading, I didn’t dare to watch it a second time, so I went to play games to relax, and then I didn’t want to sleep until late at night, because I had to write a new chapter the next day. .
The pain is in reincarnation, and the days are hard. Watching the grades slowly decline, I also know in my heart that this is just lingering.
In fact, there are still a lot of things that have not been told, and there are still a lot of things that I want to say, but now it seems to be dispensable, and there is no interest and excitement when I first conceived it.
What more can I tell.
This kind of thought slowly revolved, so I sat dryly in front of the computer, watching the time pass slowly, and then did not code out a word.
There must be no full attendance,
Subscription fees will also be reduced by 20%. Recommended, anyway, there will be no recommendation now, there is nothing to be afraid of.
The update at the end of this month will go into a dormant state, and a certain number of updates will resume next month. Although it cannot be guaranteed every day, it will not be eunuchs. After all, the first book, the debut novel, has different sustenance and thoughts.
Finally, I'm very sorry, Qingkong didn't respond well to everyone, I'm afraid I'll have to rest for a while during this time.
In addition, I am very grateful for everyone's reward. In fact, I have not made a reward list since February. The reason is very simple. It is often updated at 12 o'clock, and there is no time to organize it. Ascend - tired and don't want to tidy - more difficult to tidy up, just keep procrastinating.
I have to say that this is a very bad behavior. After all, everyone's support and intentions will always make people disappointed and depressed.
Did ta see it? The answer is to see it. In fact, every time you copy or type these names, it is equivalent to reviewing it, and many people remember it.
Some names even appeared repeatedly, which made me deeply regret that I didn't say thank you or respond properly.
Here, thank you all again, the list is in no particular order.
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Darba Dream, Little Honghong of the Yayun Family
The blue sky can be measured by the Big Dipper, the dynasty of a hundred flowers, the cat has years, the flowers on the other side of the white night bloom and the yellow spring, Naer, just don’t go to work, the rain in the thousands of flowers, the stars and the moon acridine~, the blushing year of spring, book friends 20220323205547703 , Blue Rose Wind, Narr, Cthulhu Madness, Summer Market Garden, seven Xi Nian
New Count Nishizawa, rhosen, Jingjingyin, the guardian of Wanhunyuan, ~xy~, the passing wind, my heart is like a fresh breeze, the night falls with bright eyes, book friend 20220323195130085, Yun Tianyan, Shengu Wuyou,
Venerable Li, Meng Lanshuang, Ninety-Eight Cards, Lianyu of Qingzhi, Fran Liya, Book Friends 20210604185018830, Book Friends 20200128200115570, Yuan Feibai, Book Friends 20220226010806970, Book Friends 20211014230823906, djcasd, Book Friends 20119062812 Convert the head, alsj noble, happy de little bookworm
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钂 Xiaoling, l Mo l, Yan Guo's voice, Xianluz, nature and the starry sky, dchreng, really annoying, bookworm Dada pig, misty rain in Chang'an, riverside jujube, book friend 20210716222620195, book friend 20200713123028254, Dream Country の アリス, Meng Shanshan, Lost in Chaos, Fang Xiaona, I dare not be your master, I can do it again when the wind has stopped and the rain has stopped, Qiong Jiu, the ruler of tomorrow, book friend 20200713123028254, Yuyin Fenghua, Luo Yue, transformed into Dilily, salt and pepper hemp cake, sin_cos_tan, revealed that she cried, Xue Nianchen
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Ya Yunyan, the witch of the stars, just don't go to work, the big cat is watching you, the router, the old driver of Qiu Mingshan 1, um um ah yes yes, the flowers and birds, the moon, the moon and the flowers, the book friend 20180914022804145, the book friend 20180804113145125, Book Friends 20190216020322869, 1122wwswws, Zhihui, Gu Mingdijue, Weiming, ·, Cephalosporin Retailer, Unknown, Office Worker, Magnificent, Love is a Past, Lonely Traveler
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