Chapter 960 My Own Wish (Additional 28/142)
Chapter 960 My own wish (plus 28142)
Although both Qin Yi and Liusu knew that this kind of dependence was not good, they both mentioned it just now.
And from a long time ago, Tassel has seen this layer and consciously cultivated Qin Yi's autonomy. A famous teacher is indeed a famous teacher.
In theory, Qin Yi has no dependencies.
From the beginning to the end, he acted independently, and it didn't matter if he slept well, or if Qin Yi disagreed with what it wanted to do, it was Qin Yi who made the decision. It seemed that it was the same without it, and it didn't matter what Qin Yi should do.
But actually, there is a difference.
You can sleep, but you can't not be...
As long as you are here, there is peace in my heart.
Tassel is there, even if you don't want to rely on it and deliberately don't count its combat power, it is naturally a reassurance, and you still know "Bang Bang is there" subconsciously.
As long as Tassel is not there for a moment, Qin Yi will feel as if he is sitting on pins and needles, and his heart will be half empty.
In addition, if you don't count your combat power and don't rely on sticks to fight, you can't avoid asking sticks for everything, just like when you first came out of Kunlun Xu, you sorted out your income and waited to ask sticks. There are many other things. Anyway, what others have said is not enough, so I have to say it well.
I don't know if this is a mother baby or a cat slave.
Maybe it's not counted, it's just called, I'm too used to the days with you by my side.
Because we have never been apart.
Twenty years of ups and downs, always with you.
Qin Yi didn't even dare to think about whether he would be stupid if Bangbang wasn't around.
It seems that there is no dependence, but in fact it is dependence.
It turns out...is this also considered negative in my heart? Laziness, dependence, and weakness are all revealed in this one thing.
Even the worst negative, more serious than his lust.
The scorching sun shines everywhere, not only is it dark and there is nowhere to hide, showing every detail, but it is also driving away.
Qin Yi clearly felt that the dark side of the Sea of Consciousness was constantly being squeezed and receded, and the black area was getting less and less, as if it was about to be completely squeezed out.
Seven sufferings in life, seven original sins...
And this most serious dependence and weakness.
Is it really better to let it out? Or rather than exclusion, suppression is better?
For those who have truly become immortals, at least these are suppressed and melted, and they will not cause ripples.
Is this the key link of Path of Wuxiang?
This is the reason why you asked for this test, right? Qin Yi himself also had the willingness to try Wuxiang with the help of the sun's purification, and that's why he ate the fruit this time.
But……
If it has to be like this... Will I really have no lust and no desire in the future?
Then I didn’t feel much when I saw Bangbang. Is it the same without it?
Maybe it is really possible to be formless, but so formless, what are you doing alive?
Like Crane Mourning, just live for Taiqing?
What do you want, what do you want... long life? strength?
If you give up your original heart and what you want, what is the use of longevity? What's the use?
My own quest for immortality is to explore the mysteries of the world and appreciate the customs of other worlds. The so-called "cultivating immortals is quite fun" is enough.
Traveling in the world, seeking and exploring, most of them are for the awesome body.
In addition, I only wish to live in Yunxiu on the top of the mountain with my Taoist companions, wander in the forest, play the piano and sing songs. Or wielding swords with companions to slay demons, sweep away all injustices, and be free and understanding, this is also a chivalrous man.
What's the use of Wuxiang if you abandon this Xianxia's double-minded Wuxiang?
Then there is Bangbang around.
Always have a stick, even if it is dependent, weak or negative, I just want a stick.
Those who have no form, break through the appearance, point directly to the heart, do what the heart wants without exceeding the rules, that is no form.
Instead of being suppressed by foreign objects and pretending to be free, that kind of formlessness is not the way, at least not Qin Yi's way.
This is something that was etched in my heart when I left Nanli.
"I would rather the great sage is dead than that monkey king crossing his knees and becoming a Buddha forever."
Maybe the "great sage" in everyone's mind refers to different things, but the essence is the same, and they all refer to the self, the ambition of this life.
If you lose your heart, you would rather die.
Qin Yi clenched his arms tightly, but his unconscious body murmured: "This kind of formlessness...I don't want it...I just rely on Bangbang, so what? Don't say no form, even if you give me away Taiqing, it's not as good as Bangbang being by my side for a moment..."
"If this is my negativity, I would rather the negativity last forever."
This is the translation of the Xiuxian version that I know is wrong but I will dare to do it next time.
Knowing clearly that it is negative and not good, but prefers to exist forever.
"The breath of the sun... If it can be used by me, I will use it. If you want to exchange it with a stick, then get out!"
The darkness of the Sea of Consciousness skyrocketed, suppressing all the sunshine.
Even the sun is shying away from this id's will, even if it is negative.
But if you want to "get out", how can you get out?
All the food has been eaten. If the aptitude is not enough, they will not be able to catch the source of the sun, and maybe they will not be able to keep the breath of the sun, but Qin Yi can see the source almost at a glance. Not only can he see it, but the breath of the sun in his body will automatically entangle and blend. Rotate, perform Tai Chi by yourself.
Breath of the Sun: "MMP."
What do you mean by wrapping me up while you let me go?
Immediately afterwards, Jianmu, Xiyang, Chaos Divine Thunder, Chaos Fire, Taiyi Yishui, and Xiantian Ice all circled around one after another, and the Breath of the Sun was stirred into a big ball without even a room to struggle.
Return to chaos.
Qin Yi opened his eyes.
A ball floated in front of him, staring at him close at hand.
Qin Yi grinned.
Liusu snorted coldly.
Qin Yi grabbed it and rubbed it in his arms: "You're done, let's lick the cat first."
Liusu struggled: "Are you sick, Wuxiang is still happy to fail?"
"Then what's the matter?" Qin Yi said with a smile: "If it doesn't work this time, it will be next time. The Path of Wuxiang is always there, and I won't run away."
Liusu pursed her lips, although she seemed to be struggling, she didn't break free and ran away, she was still rubbed by him and kept silent.
Qin Yi stroked the cat, and said casually, "I have obtained the breath of the sun, so I don't need to collect related chaos needs anymore?"
"Basically, you don't need it. From the perspective of attributes, you can live together with Yin, Yang, and the five elements. In terms of the deeper way, you have already touched time and space, and you have touched life and death. As long as you understand this kind of relative, it is enough for you It’s too clear.” The tassel was deformed by kneading, and he said vaguely: “But you can’t point at these for breakthrough, it’s just…”
"Okay, I know." Qin Yi took out the imitation Minghua Jade Crystal, and placed it in the place where Fusang's brilliance was the most glorious: "This thing can be baptized like this, right?"
"Yes, you have received the baptism of the sun's will, you should be aware that it is obvious that that kind of neutralization and washing can completely wipe out its magic atmosphere and become a usable..." Tassel hesitated: "It's just Minghua jade." The crystal itself is condensed from the splendor of the nether world. I don’t know what material the demon master collected to make this, and whether it can really replace it..."
"Yes." The voice of mourning came from a distance: "This is made by the old man, and the essence of Wangchuan is collected, and the effect is no different from the original version of Minghua Jade Crystal. It is just a congenital condensate and an acquired imitation. The disadvantage of the imitation is that it has a strong magic and loses the meaning of forgetting the tranquility of the river, as long as it is washed, it will be the same as the original."
Qin Yi nodded. In fact, Xue Linyouyue is also artificially manufactured. After the gathering of various innate spirits, it has been upgraded to an innate treasure. It is not impossible for artificial objects to replace innate, as long as there are conditions.
Hibiscus trees are obviously the most suitable conditions.
This trip to the Bodhi Temple seems to be going well, like a cutscene?
But Qin Yi was fascinated by watching Minghua Yujing being baptized... He had a vague feeling that this was not a scene.
Once you see your own weakness clearly, you can pretend it doesn't exist if you don't ignore it.
You have to conquer it.
Otherwise, don't count on it. What Yang God seeks is the perfection of the soul, and the flaws in the soul must be the key link. This must be one of the reasons why he was stuck halfway and couldn't break through, but he didn't know how much it accounted for.
But how to conquer?
It's not like peeling off like a sad wish. Since you prefer to live forever, you have to face it directly instead of avoiding it as if you don't know it.
How to face it?
There is a sentence that I don't know if I should say it or not... As long as I beat the stick to the ground, it may be solved...