Chapter 766 Forgetting

The life of a spy is boring and dangerous. It may be exciting, but it is never beautiful.

Brian is a tragedy, and so is Annastakina.

It's just that Brian thought that Annastakina loved him deeply. Even if Annastakina was a KGB and came to instigate rebellion against him, she still loved him deeply.

Now it seems that everything is fake, and he is lying to himself after all.

Brian was desperate.

After looking at the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier and Anastakina, Brian whispered: "I only have one question..."

"Loved."

Brian was stunned. Anastakina turned to look at Brian and said with a slight dissatisfaction on her face: "Didn't you hear what I just said? I said you are my only target of rebellion and the only person I have ever loved. , where is your attention?"

Brian swallowed and whispered: "Just wanted to confirm."

"As a KGB, as a highly trained spy, I will fall in love with you, but whether I love you or not, completing the mission is the only important thing."

Brian sighed and said: "I heard that KGB swallows will undergo very strict training to erase all personal feelings. I don't know if this is true..."

Anastakina smiled disdainfully and said: "KGB swallows and crows, haha, do you believe these? They are just propaganda methods fabricated to discredit the Soviet Union. You are also an old agent. I I ask you, can people really have all their personal emotions wiped out?"

Brian said softly: "It's almost impossible."

Anastakina said solemnly: "There is only one principle, the motherland is above all else."

After finishing speaking with a serious face, Annastakina continued: "How can you get rid of personal feelings? Moreover, feelings cannot be acted out. If you want to make someone fall in love with you regardless of the relationship, you must first I really fell in love with him, but so what if I fell in love with you when I was instigating your rebellion, I will still send you to the gallows without hesitation, even if I will be in extreme pain for the rest of my life."

Brian was a little excited because this was the third time Annastakina said she loved him.

Anastakina said calmly: "When I was with you, I didn't know if I really loved you, because I approached you at that time to instigate rebellion against you."

Anastakina's words plunged Brian into confusion and pain again.

"You committed treason for me. I thought this was the best outcome, because I thought you might defect to the Soviet Union after your rebellion, but then I knew that you were going to become a victim and become a victim to protect the mole. At that time, I was very It’s painful, but I still choose to continue to lie to you.”

Brian was completely confused.

Anastakina continued: "After I returned to China, I entered Moscow State University. You are right. The KGB does give preferential treatment to meritorious officials. Since I can no longer continue to perform tasks as an expatriate, then give me The best job possible, and I can still carry out my KGB duties."

Brian just listened, and Anastakina continued: "I lied to myself and said I didn't love you, but I found that I couldn't forget you. Both the organization and I hope to start a new relationship, but I can't start a new relationship." .”

Brian finally moved again and looked like he was going to cry.

Anastakina continued calmly: "So I understood that I really fell in love with you, but you were already dead. I thought you were dead, so I could only live alone, but at that time , In fact, I am not very painful, because I know that all sacrifices are for the country, and my sacrifices are meaningful, but..."

Anastakina sighed softly. She looked at the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier again, and then said with a confused look: "But why is my country suddenly gone?"

Brian burst into tears, and Anastakina continued to murmur to herself: "When I was arranged to enter Moscow University, my identity was kept secret, but the KGB knew that I was a KGB, but after the Soviet Union disappeared, there was no one else." People contacted me and I was forgotten, completely forgotten.”

After silently staring at the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier and sighing, Anastakina slowly turned around and whispered: "Until someone calls me and says you want to see me...are you crying?"

Brian burst into tears. He opened his arms and trembled to Anastakina: "I have not forgotten you. I will never forget you. You are the driving force for my survival, Kate!"

Brian went to hug her, but Anastakina took a step back. Then she frowned and said with a look of disgust: "How old are you now? Doesn't it look good to look like crying? Do you know? I look really ugly!”

Brian was stunned, and he didn't know where to put his outstretched arms.

Anastakina opened her satchel, took out a few tissues from it, put them on Brian's right hand that was open for a hug, and said in a deep voice: "Wipe it yourself!"

Brian took the tissue blankly, and then he wiped his face mechanically.

Anastakina covered her forehead, shook her head gently, and said helplessly: "My mood was messed up by you. You are really too weak. Brian, our love is the tragedy of the times. You can be sad, but you can't cry, especially when you get older, because it's really... too ugly!"

Brian whispered: "I am crying tears of joy. I am so happy to see you again."

Anastakina frowned and said: "But I don't know how to face you. I once loved you, but do I still love you now? I don't know, we are all old, Brian, and many things are not the same as when we were young. In that case, I feel a little guilty and miss you, but when I think about it calmly, I feel that it is not love."

Brian was like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced, and Annastakina was the judge.

Brian was just too clumsy.

Yang Yi couldn't help but said: "The Soviet Union is gone, and you have been forgotten. Even if you don't have the previous relationship, you can definitely start over."

Brian nodded vigorously, and then he said tremblingly: "Kate, forget the past, can we start over?"

Anastakina glanced at Brian, but she did not answer Brian. Instead, she looked at Yang Yi and said, "Are you Xiaodan?"

Yang Yi was stunned.

Anastakina calmly opened her satchel, took out two pieces of paper from it, held it in her hand and said to Yang Yi: "Yalebin said that Brian was not a very smart person originally, but now his brain It's completely useless if I'm the only one here, but the young man Brian is following now is pretty good. At least he's a smart man with a brain. So, if I can see you, I'll give you this information, Yarebin said. This information may be of some use to you.”