Chapter 2804 Xiaoyuan, I Love You 2

"My anxiety became a bit serious before I got on the ship. One day I dreamed that you were lying in a coffin with the national flag covering you. Since then, this dream has been lingering in my mind. When I closed my eyes and saw him, I knew I was almost done."

"In less than three months, in less than three months, I was almost terminally ill. If I couldn't find you again, I might really die from anxiety. I had a very silly idea in my mind that you have always been mad at me. You don’t see people dead or corpses. If I die and you are rescued, I...I really died unjustly.”

Mu Yuan's heart felt like a knife. Speaking of that past incident in such a brisk tone made him feel even more distressed and even more broken. He almost subconsciously held Jack's hand tightly and turned his head, "Even if one day I die, I don’t want to see you on Huangquan Road either.”

"Jack, can we make a deal?"

Jack realized what he was about to say and didn't really want to make such an agreement.

silence.

Mu Yuan said, "Let's make an agreement. In the future, whether it's you or me, whoever leaves this world first, the other person will live healthier and more actively. I will take a look at it in your place. This has become more and more... Come to a better world.”

Jack smiled bitterly, "How could this world become better and better without you?"

"A beautiful world is not your subjective world, but an objectively beautiful world. You have to accept...the beauty of the future. Only when people are alive can they meet hope."

A few years ago, this would have been what Jack would have said to Mu Yuan, but now it was Mu Yuan who said it to Jack.

Mu Yuan knew that it was because Jack was sick.

Mental illness is a very strange disease, and it is also an unpredictable disease. It will change people's thoughts, worry about gains and losses, become soft, and become... fragile.

This is inevitable.

Jack is now a patient. He will not hold Jack to the standards he used to hold of Jack. His God of War is tired. He has been strong for so many years and has protected so many people.

It's not like he has changed.

He was just tired and needed to rest. After his heart had rested, he would regain his omnipotent God of War.

"What is your wish?" Mu Yuan asked.

"You live."

Mu Yuan thought, indeed!

This is a sick Jack, not a healthy Jack, because a healthy Jack would certainly not have such a wish.

Mu Yuan smiled and said, "I am different from when I was eighteen years old. At that time, I wanted to be with you wholeheartedly and couldn't stand it when we were separated. The feelings were too hot and I didn't know how to restrain myself. I thought love was when we get along day and night. , I feel very flustered without meeting. I clearly know that I have chosen a thorny road, but I hope that the road will be smooth. I think too much, and I am too naive. Now, I don’t waste time, Jack, I don’t think so. It is very painful for you to be in New York and for me to be in city A. I am not in pain because my soul is full and happy. Everything I want has been obtained and my wishes have been fulfilled. If I am satisfied, then I will be satisfied. As a Chinese saying goes, contentment always leads to happiness.”

Jack, "Have all your wishes been fulfilled?"

"Yeah, I'm satisfied."

"Then what is your wish?"

Mu Yuan said softly, "I have two major wishes in life. First, my motherland will prosper more and more brilliantly. Second, you and I will have a mutual future."

See you tomorrow! !