Chapter 2760: I Know It From Your Eyes

"I said that you can take care of people, but you also need to deal with some things. You don't need to run around. You..."

"Okay, I know. I know my limits." Jack couldn't help it. "I'll hang up first."

The phone fell to the ground. Jack covered his head and squatted slowly. Old Rayleigh was surprised. His son always hung up the phone. Why didn't he hang up after a while? The screen still showed that he was talking. Jack covered his head. The double vision in front of his eyes became more severe. He felt dizzy and closed his eyes. Old Rayleigh listened for a while.

There was no movement, so he hung up the phone and the phone screen returned to darkness.

Jack trembled inexplicably, felt panicky, and sweated, and was suffocated by fear. He could not control himself. He began to hit the wall violently, hoping to relieve the pain, but it was useless. Then he began to slowly imagine the scene of Mu Yuan lying in a coffin covered with the national flag. Jack suddenly broke open the door of the bathroom and vomited violently...

...

Jack stumbled out of the drawer, tremblingly took out a bottle of medicine, poured it into his hands frantically, and stuffed it into his mouth. Several pills were scattered on the carpet.

He knelt on the ground in pain, covering his head with both hands. He overestimated his ability to bear it and dared to stop taking the medicine privately. Stopping the medicine privately without the guidance of professionals caused terrible consequences.

He kept hitting the ground. How could he take care of Xiaoyuan in this state?

Xiaoyuan had various complications and diseases, and needed long-term care and nursing. What if he couldn't control his bad condition and got angry with Xiaoyuan?

How could he take good care of him?

He needed to see a psychiatrist.

Jack took a deep breath to calm his panic and put back the scattered medicines. He didn't know how much he had taken. He knew that the amount of medicine he usually took was more than normal.

It is not uncommon for soldiers to suffer from anxiety and depression, and almost all of them are about to develop into occupational diseases, especially some agents who have been working overseas for a long time and under high pressure all year round. They will have neurological diseases of varying degrees.

He also knew why he got sick.

He thought that if Mu Yuan came back and was safe, his illness would be cured, but the facts proved that this judgment was wrong.

He has become dependent on drugs and cannot get rid of them.

When Mu Yuan woke up, it was dusk. He didn't feel hungry after the infusion, but he was greedy. He also knew that he had to fast and couldn't even drink water. He felt a little depressed.

Bored, and there was nothing to kill time, so he could only play games.

Where is Jack?

He hadn't been seen for most of the day, so shouldn't he come over to chat with him? When Jack showed up, he was a little surprised and frowned, "What's wrong with your forehead?"

There was a slight bruise on his forehead, and his hair couldn't cover the injury on his forehead. Jack said, "I was absent-minded and bumped into it."

"Bumped into it?" Mu Yuan was confused. This didn't look like a single bump, but like many bumps. "What were you thinking about? You bumped into your head."

"How do you feel? Does it still hurt?" Jack sat down and looked at him gently.

Mu Yuan shook his head, "It doesn't hurt, I just... want to eat."

Not hungry, just greedy.

"The doctor said I can't eat. I have to fast for three days."

Mu Yuan, "..."

A bolt from the blue!

Jack was very silent and didn't talk much. He took a chessboard and played chess with Mu Yuan to relieve his boredom. He has never been a man who is good at chatting. He has something on his mind, and because of his illness, he can't suppress it, showing obvious restlessness and irritability.

Mu Yuan looked at him deeply, "Jack, are you sick?"

"No!" Jack lowered his head and fiddled with the chess pieces. Mu Yuan was recovering from his injury. He didn't want Mu Yuan to know his physical condition. He could digest it slowly by himself, "Let's play chess."

Mu Yuan held a neat chessboard and said sarcastically, "In our relationship, there is actually one thing I wanted to say a few years ago. You are very strong. Of course, this is due to your personality, which is understandable. It's just that when we were in love, I opened my heart to you. Except for things that rose to state secrets, I had nothing to share with you. But you are different. You have been hiding a lot of things and have done many things without telling me. I also know that some of them are you have to do. You have your own position, and I have never blamed you."

"But..." Mu Yuan paused, "Those things that have nothing to do with me, but make you very stressed, You never tell me that you have always told me happy things, without complaining or complaining, as if you can really handle everything. Of course, I understand that we are apart for a long time, and when we have a little time, we want to throw ourselves on the bed and not get off, so how can we have the heart to communicate deeply. But I always want to hear you talk about some things that are not satisfactory to you, what difficulties you have encountered, what things you can't solve, what troubles you have, what makes you feel scared, and what are you irritated about? "

"You have negative emotions, and you digest them by yourself, so I am childish. I have negative emotions, and I let you digest them, which makes me look so immature. "Mu Yuan's eyes are firm, with a bit of sadness and relief when he mentions the past, "But you know? The person I put my heart in, he just looks at me, and I know there is something different. "

See you tomorrow, mu mu mu!! Xiao Yuan is already our mature brother Yuan.