Chapter 2073 The Decision to Kill a Lifetime of Memories

Things change unpredictably. He didn't expect Mu Yuan to have feelings for him, and he didn't expect Mu Yuan to dare to say it out. He was drunk at the time. When he mentioned that boyfriend, he was a little unprepared and thought Mu Yuan was crazy.

In the bath, Mu Yuan did not leave as usual. When he spoke seriously about his feelings, Jack felt that he was bold and ignorant.

Perhaps only young people's feelings would be so ignorant. They don't know the identity and background of the two people, and they don't know that there are countless chasms between them. They just pour out their full emotions without considering how the listeners are turned upside down.

So, he deliberately avoided Mu Yuan.

After Mu Yuan confessed, he didn't think about having feelings with Mu Yuan beyond the relationship between an instructor and a student, and felt that Mu Yuan was temporarily obsessed and this kind of feeling would soon fade away.

Although he was young, he had seen all kinds of people.

Soldiers have no time to move around on their own. Most of the time, they are defending their country. Moreover, he and Mu Yuan are destined to be separated from each other. They will be born and die at the same time and in different places. This is their future life.

They will not even have a parallel line. In this case, it takes great courage to consider developing feelings with Mu Yuan, and be prepared for the tragedy of breaking up.

He is unwilling to experience these tragedies.

He can almost foresee the ending of him and Mu Yuan if they are together. There is no good ending.

He is a good young man with a promising future. Whether male or female, he will meet many amazing people in the future. He can choose a confidant to accompany him every day, or he can choose a partner of equal strength to watch over each other. At least they stand on the same land, at least he can support all his decisions and support his career. Why should he choose a platonic lover?

During that period of time, even if he had a little bit of heartbeat for Mu Yuan, it would be cut off by his reason. He is not an impulsive person, not since he was a child.

If he didn't have this overly ruthless rationality, he would have died countless times.

Mu Yuan...

He didn't understand Mu Yuan, why he could confess all his emotions, not afraid of being rejected by him, but just kept burning his hot and deep emotions, just like Mu Yuan didn't understand him, why he avoided seeing her even though there was a little attraction, extinguished the flame in his heart, and was unwilling to give even a little bit of weak emotions.

After smoking two cigarettes, he was still a mess.

He made a lifelong promise to Mu Yuan, as long as Mu Yuan could quit, but after calming down and thinking seriously, he felt that this was a road of no return, a road that could not be taken.

As soon as he turned around, there was a sunny avenue, all roads lead to Rome, why did he have to choose a single-plank bridge in the dark, not knowing where the road ahead was?

Is it worth it?

Jack was thinking, when he couldn't help but learn Chinese, he had a vague answer in his heart, but he had never been willing to face it. Now that he had cleared the fog and faced this piece of his heart, he couldn't help but feel free.

Are you ready?

He never makes decisions lightly on major life events.

He is not like Mu Yuan, who likes someone just because he likes them. He doesn't think about the future at all, doesn't understand what they will experience, how they will get along in the future, and doesn't think about the pressure they will face as they get older.