Chapter 1131 The Gentle Young Master

Let her feel less guilty, less sinful, and more calm and forgiven.

No one can say that murder is a crime in this selection.

This is a life and death game.

They are all victims.

If you don't kill, people will kill you. Everyone is trying to survive.

"Sir, why are you...so nice?" Shen Qianshu couldn't help but her eyes turned red. Her husband was so kind and heart-wrenching. He did everything silently.

She had nightmares and realized how scared, guilty and guilty she felt in her heart.

Ye Ling said, "Because it's you."

It's you who make me such a good person.

To others, he is just an indifferent stranger.

He ruffled Shen Qianshu's hair and said, "Want to talk?"

Shen Qianshu nodded and sat up cross-legged. She had so many things to say to Ye Ling, but she didn't know where to start. Speaking out, it seemed like a disaster, starting from the first shot she fired.

"When there was no selection, I killed people. On the island, during training, Xiao Jiu and Xiao Qiao asked me to resist pressure. We said that if I was not prepared at all, as soon as the selection started, I would either be held back or be quickly eliminated. If we kill him, our team will definitely lose. I must at least have some ability to withstand pressure in order to delay rescue.”

"So, we went to the mountains..."

Shen Qianshu slowly told the incident, talking about her reaction, her murder... her guilt, fear, and... excitement!

"I'm so excited!" Shen Qianshu looked at Ye Ling in disbelief with the tip of his nose red, "Sir, do you know how scary it is? It was the first time I shot someone to kill. I was too psychologically complicated. I vomited because I felt cruel. , I was scared, and my stomach was spasming little by little, but amid this fear, I was actually... very excited."

"When I realized this, I hated myself. How could I be excited? I killed one person, and I actually felt...wanted to kill another person." Shen Qianshu's hand kept hitting his head, "That's It’s a frightening emotion that I can’t get rid of. I can’t even convince myself that it doesn’t exist. Sir, what’s wrong with me? Am I born with the genetic gene for killing, so killing makes me excited? Am I a Sadistic maniac, I..."

"Shh!" Ye Ling raised his finger and put it against her lips, signaling her to stop talking. "Most people get excited when they kill someone, especially when they kill someone for the first time. I do too. Psychologically speaking, this is the desire of a conqueror and a desire to win. Everyone has it. You also studied psychology and don’t even know this.”

"I only study psychology for you." Shen Qianshu said.

This sentence was unintentionally sweet to Ye Ling.

So sweet it makes your teeth sour.

Ye Ling held her face in his hands and kissed her tear-stained face, "Why did people in ancient times like to be emperors and would not hesitate to kill their fathers and brothers? Everyone hopes that they can control the power of life and death. Having this kind of desire is the bad nature of human beings and the inevitability of natural selection. When you stand at the top of the food chain, you naturally hope that you are strong. When you can hold a person's life and death in your hands, There will be a kind of success and satisfaction, because no one can hurt me anymore. This feeling is subconscious, and it does not mean that you really want to kill another person because you are excited, right? "