Matcha

Yesterday, around four o'clock in the morning, Matcha left, very suddenly. Then yesterday we walked the last part of the way with Matcha during the day.

When Matcha left, I didn't feel anything real. I watched him twitch a few times and fall in our arms. My mind just went blank, and it seemed like I had no emotions at all.

Looking at the matcha in the carton, it was like going back to the time when he was just adopted as a child. He was so weak and soft, lying quietly in the carton.

It's like he came here and stayed with me for four years and now he's going back.

When I sat down and saw the toys he liked, the cardboard boxes he liked, the place where he usually lay looking at me, and the ignorant Elizabeth and Mango, I couldn't help but shed tears.

Tomorrow's Tribulation was in a critical period of growth. I thought I was becoming more and more professional. I could work all night long to catch up on manuscripts, and I could type out thousands of words on my mobile phone while waiting outside the operating room.

I have always taken writing novels very seriously, and I hope that I can become more and more professional. I once hoped that even if I lost a loved one in the morning, I could write a comedy so professionally in the evening.

But now I realize that I really can't do it. I regret that I have been so busy every day for the past six months and have been so busy that I have no time to play with Matcha and the others. I remembered that every time I wrote a novel, Matcha would nuzzle me. He wanted me to hold him, touch him, and play with him.

I always think about doing these things when I have free time and when this book is finished, but I never thought that I would never have the chance to do these things again.

Although Tomorrow’s Tribulation is critical right now, I don’t know how many updates I can make every day while maintaining quality in the next few days.

In the next few days, I will try my best to ensure the quality and try not to let my emotions affect the development of the plot. I will do more and more.