Chapter 538 Ignorance Is the Happiest

She never knew that he had done this for her. After her death, this was a more perfect memorial than anything else. Unconsciously, her eyes filled with tears.

Feng Kun handed her a tissue: "I didn't want to tell you originally because I was afraid you would be sad, but I ended up crying anyway."

She choked and said, "Akun, thank you."

He patted her shoulder gently, like a kind brother.

Xia Ling asked: "Why do you suddenly bring me to listen to this?"

"This disc is called "Swan Song"."

She looked at him puzzled.

His eyes were quiet and far-reaching: "Xiao Ling, if I ask you to sing Xia Ling's song now, can you still sing the original feeling?"

She was startled, then shook her head. Not to mention that her current vocal range is not as good as before, even her state of mind is very different from that time - now she is exhausted physically and mentally, scarred, and has experienced two lifetimes of vicissitudes, and she can no longer sing with the arrogance she once had. Aloof.

He added: "If you, Ye Xingling, die now, which song do you think can be worthy of the word 'swan song'?"

She was awestruck and silent for a long time.

"I have listened to all the songs you have sung in the past few years, and every song is Wei Shaoyin's style, not your Ye Xingling's style. Xiao Ling, you and Wei's cooperation is indeed smooth, but that's because you are too Submission. You are suppressing yourself and not expressing yourself, but with your experience and skills, you can do well even if you just cater to others. Therefore, even Wei, who is as sharp as Wei, cannot find anything wrong with you, if not I'm so familiar with you that I can't even detect it."

"Am I suppressing myself?" she murmured to herself. Even she herself had never noticed this problem.

"In the past few years, you have almost stopped composing lyrics and music. Except for the recent song "Butterflies Can't Fly across the Sea," there is only the song "Stray Cat" from more than a year ago. "Butterflies Can't Fly across the Sea" was arranged by me, so I won't leave it for now. Speaking of "Stray Cats" alone - people in the industry can tell it's Wei's arrangement with their eyes closed. His personal style is so strong, can you tell it's your style? Let alone other songs.

"Xiao Ling, when you cooperated with Wei, including those from Dongyue, did you put forward any creative suggestions that were adopted? When you had disagreements with Wei, did you persist? You just passively implemented and cooperated. Even if I have some small inspirations, I still follow other people's framework.

"Xiao Ling, I dare to assert that the singles released on the market are all the creative ideas of Awei and others."

Indeed, Feng Kun was right, in front of him, she had nothing to hide.

Feng Kun looked at her carefully: "Xia Ling is a legend and a swan song. And Ye Xingling, what height do you want to reach?"

Xia Ling was silent for a moment and then said, "I don't dare."

Feng Kun raised his eyebrows.

Xia Ling lowered her head: "I don't dare to completely release myself. It would be too similar to my previous life. I'm afraid that others will say I'm imitating, and I'm also afraid of falling into the reincarnation of my previous life."

Feng Kun's voice was gentle and steady: "Actually, you can no longer sing the pure feeling of Xia Ling now. And the Xia Ling back then can't sing the way you feel now. Xiao Ling, your mood has changed, and your style has changed. It may not change, even if there are similarities with Xia Ling, it may not be completely the same."

"I..." She knew that some emotions were beyond the control of reason. She was not deliberately suppressing herself, but instinctively, she was afraid. Just like that day when she was in bed with Li Lei, he just tied her up with a tie very gently, but she was so frightened that she still doesn't dare to go back to that apartment.

Feng Kun said: "I know it's difficult for you, and there is a lot of pain in your heart. But, Xiao Ling, you can only resolve these pains by yourself. Breakthrough, singing, love, it is better to sink the boat than to retreat. You know, if you don't break, you can't stand. If you can't pass this hurdle, you won't be able to become the top singer... and you won't be able to be truly happy with Li Lei." He had long been aware of the problem between her and Li Lei, and it was not an option to continue like this. When something goes wrong, she hides out. Through music, Feng Kun also gave her guidance quietly.

Xia Ling said, "Let me think about it."

Feng Kun's words made her think for a long time. Maybe she really shouldn't avoid the style of her previous life too much. She should accept the remaining singing voice in her subconscious and integrate the new characteristics of this life to be a complete self. She is not the real Ye Xingling. She has the shadow of Xia Ling in her body, and that is a part of her that she cannot deny.

part of life.

"Akun, thank you." Xia Ling said, "I will work hard on singing and love."

When Wei Shaoyin came back, Xia Ling quarreled with him in the studio - she wanted to change a few places in his music score, but Wei Shaoyin said that she was superfluous and unreasonable. Xia Ling insisted, and Wei Shaoyin almost collapsed and angrily asked her if she had been instigated by Feng Kun.

At that time, Feng Kun happened to come in with coffee, and the smile on his face was sincere and innocent: "I swear, I have not expressed a single word of opinion on the song "Chess Encounter". In fact, I have never even read your score."

Wei Shaoyin was doubtful.

Feng Kun smiled and added: "Even if you don't believe me, you should believe Xiao Ling's professional ethics." He is the emperor's employee, and she and Wei Shaoyin are affiliated with Tianyi. No matter how you look at it, she can't put the music score in production leaked to him.

Wei Shaoyin obviously just remembered this and froze for a moment: "Of course I believe Xiao Ling." She turned her head and looked at the sky arrogantly.

Xia Ling sighed, Feng Kun was always precise in his words. Yes, he did not express any opinions on the song "Chess Encounter" itself, but he did express great opinions on her singing style. In the final analysis, he instigated her. He was the one who was going against Wei Shaoyin.

However, Wei Shaoyin was obviously led away by his train of thought and fooled.

Why didn't Xia Ling realize before that Wei Shaoyin was so innocent?

Feng Kun smiled nonchalantly, put down his coffee, and exited.

Xia Ling thought for a while and felt that she should give Wei Shaoyin a warning: "Awei, be careful what you say in front of Feng Kun. He..." She didn't know how to describe Feng Kun's smoothness and scheming, and she didn't want to He wanted to smear his old friend of more than ten years, but also didn’t want his proud best friend to have his self-esteem hurt. As he was thinking about how to phrase his words, Wei Shaoyin already snorted——

"Except for his coffee-making skills, what else is there to like about that guy?"

Xia Ling looked at him silently and saw him tasting the coffee in his hand with a look of enjoyment. She thought about it again, changed her mind and swallowed the reminder to him. Ah Wei, since you drank from others, let them charge you some interest. Feng Kun was very happy to tease you. As for you, it's better not to know the truth.

After all, ignorance is the happiest...

Xia Ling and Wei Shaoyin had a heated argument over this song, but fortunately the result was quite gratifying - although she could not fully express herself, she had released a lot more than before, and the part of her personal style that was released had been smoothed over. After these days, it has finally integrated well with the original system of the song.