Chapter 1621 How Should I Redeem Myself?

The days in Wuyuan passed quickly.

A week passed in a blink of an eye, and almost every day I went hiking with Tang Yun in the morning, drank tea and chatted in the afternoon, watched variety shows in the evening, and then got drunk at supper, and had a good night's sleep.

...

The eighth day in Wuyuan, early in the morning.

Finally, I still have to decide to take a look online.

The system is updated and the characters are read successfully.

"Shua!"

The characters appeared in the reconstructed Tianfeng City, and on the big map in the north, a new main city was being built. It was the reconstructed White Deer City. The scale was exactly the same as the original one, but the reconstruction took a little longer. In the game The transformation of resources needs to follow the laws of economics, so the reconstruction of Bailu City and the renewal of resources almost all have to be exchanged at equivalent prices. Resources are continuously extracted from Idol City and Qingguang City, and at the same time, the national server officials have to invest a lot of money and resources. .

Looking at my friends list, I have over a thousand unread emails, mostly messages of comfort and the like.

And in it, my eyes lit up, and I found a familiar id, which was a voicemail from Shanyou Fusu. The incident was sent 20 days ago, and he hadn't left at that time!

Could it be... This is a regular email? Indeed it is.

Click on the email and confirm the playback. The next moment, Shanyou Fusu’s voice echoed in my ears like a dream——

"Brother Xi, I'm sorry."

"I don't know what kind of mood I should use to talk to you, so I can only choose to escape."

"Brother Xi, my body is getting worse day by day. I can feel that my life is rapidly draining away. I know this feeling very well. Now, I know that she is waiting for me on the other side of the sky." , so I... even look forward to this moment."

"It's just that I'm not reconciled. Brother Xi, you have always been my elder brother. When Bailu City was besieged, how could you be so cruel, and watch your younger siblings disappear under the iron hooves of the enemy?"

"I know, you are thinking of everyone, you are a good leader, but...but why are you so cruel, Brother Xi?"

"I'm sorry, I was too willful this time, and I have no room for turning back."

"I'm sorry, Brother Xi, you will always be my best, best, best big brother. I will pray for you at the end of the world. I wish you peace and happiness, and no more grievances, no more dilemmas."

...

With a beep, the voice is played.

But I collapsed, sitting down on the cold marble floor of Tianfeng City East Square, tears falling down involuntarily. At this time, Fusu still used three "best" to describe my big brother, I Do you really deserve it? Was it my selfishness that drove him to a dead end, or my cowardice that left him with no choice?

Do I deserve to be his big brother?

Just like what Fusu said, I was too cruel and rational, which made me not like myself, or even a person.

He suddenly confirmed that he was offline, and desperately tore off the game helmet.

I rushed to the bathroom, turned on the faucet and splashed water on my face to calm myself down.

Not long after, Tang Yun also went offline. She heard the movement, appeared behind me, and said quietly, "Brother Xi, what's the matter with you? Is it... something happened again?"

"fine."

I shook my head and said, "It's been too long since I've been online, I'm not used to it, I won't be online today, Yun'er, you can level up yourself."

"No, I'll accompany you."

"Thank you……"

I stepped forward, hugged her tightly, and said, "Yun'er, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I love you...I really love you, but I...but I..."

"I know."

She hugged me tightly and said, "I will always be by your side, okay?"

"Um."

I slowly let go of her and said, "Suddenly, I want to eat candied chestnuts..."

She couldn't help laughing: "Why do you suddenly have an appetite? If that's the case, I'll go out and buy it for you?"

"Yeah, I should have bought it myself, but... I'm too sad, and my legs and feet are inconvenient, so I can only wrong my wife, hahaha~~~"

"Hmph, big slob."

She put on a beautiful coat and said, "Then I'm going, you boil some water and make me a cup of black tea."

"Well, you have to order!"

...

She went downstairs.

I stood on the balcony and looked at her back. I couldn't help crying, and I couldn't express my reluctance, but the depression in my heart made me unable to think or make any decisions.

After Tang Yun walked away, she quickly went downstairs, went to the store, bought an iron basin, and then bought a pile of charcoal for making a fire here, then went back to the room, sealed all the windows in the room, turned off the air conditioner and Alarm, put the charcoal in the basin, after lighting the fire, hug your knees and sit in front of the TV.

I have no choice. Those nightmares and self-blame are like a mountain, and I can't breathe. I didn't believe that there is such a thing as depression in the world, but at this moment, I really understand that sometimes , It's really easier to die than to live.

Soon after, the room was steaming.

Breathing also became difficult, and my brain was a little dizzy. I knew that this was a sign of carbon monoxide poisoning. After a while, I began to sweat coldly and my limbs became weak. At this time, even if I wanted to It is no longer possible to stand up and open windows and doors by yourself.

"Fusu..."

Looking up at the ceiling, I murmured a smile: "I'm sorry, I failed to protect my siblings, and I also failed to protect you. It's my elder brother's cowardice that disappointed you. Now, I'm here to atone for my sins. I'm here to see you guys." Now, I'm going to kill the dragon, we can really cook dragon meat together this time..."

At this time, consciousness began to blur, and he was about to fall into a deep sleep.

It feels so good to die.

Everything is freed...

...

My mind went blank, but I don't know how long it took before I heard Tang Yun's scream and the sound of her struggling to open the door and window. When I opened my eyes, I saw her crying into tears , just sit in front of me.

"Yun'er..." I was so weak that I couldn't move.

"Bastard...you bastard!"

As she cried, she said loudly: "I felt something was wrong. It turned out like this when I came back... If you just leave like this, I... what should I do? You want...you want to leave me alone Throw it in a strange place? What should I do in the future? You let me...you let me..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." I burst into tears: "I really can't pass this test in my heart, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Tears blurred my vision, and I murmured: "At the beginning, when we opened the door of life and death, you said that life and death are two sides, and life and death are connected together. I didn't take it seriously at the time, but I didn't expect that it was true."

She looked at me, gritted her silver teeth, and said, "Ding Muchen! My brother Xi, after you die, you are worthy of Lin Su, but what about me? Are you worthy of me? Are you worthy of Sister Xiran? You are worthy of Cheng Cheng So many people who love you are waiting for you to cheer up, but you choose to give up, I know you are in pain, but...seeing you so sad, do you know that I feel even more miserable? "

"I'm sorry, Yun'er..."

I leaned against the wall, tears streaming down my face: "I'm sorry... At the beginning, I couldn't save Yi Yijie, and now I can't save Fusu either. I don't know what use is there for a person like me..."

"you……"

She gritted her teeth and said, "This is not your responsibility at all. The people who indirectly killed him are the bastards of the organizing committee, not you. Now that you are gone, who will seek justice for Lin Su? Do you think you left like this?" Is it considered an atonement? If you leave now, who will accompany me in the future, who will I spend my life with in the future? If you leave, your father, who will take care of him? If you leave, Beichen So many people have really become a mess, who can guide them in the future? If you leave, Jianmo, Lin Che, Wang Jinhai, and Qingyan quarrel, who can convince the crowd? If you leave, sister Xiran , Chengcheng was bullied, who can protect them? If you leave..."

"sorry Sorry……"

I held her hand tightly, trembling all over: "I was deceived for a while, and I couldn't bear it for a while, I'm sorry... I'm really sorry, Yun'er..."

Her eyes were red, and tears kept falling: "Now, do you still want to commit suicide by burning charcoal?"

"I don't want... I don't want to..."

I rushed forward and hugged her tightly: "You woke me up by scolding me, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

"Fusu is in the sky, and he definitely doesn't want to see such pain. Brother Xi, cheer up..."

"Well, I must, must cheer up... Yun'er, don't cry either."

She knelt down on the ground, tears rolled down, and she just looked at me with beautiful eyes: "You know what? You scared me...I almost lost you, I..."

"sorry Sorry……"

"Okay, let's tidy up the room..."

"Um."

...

Not long after, the innkeeper rushed upstairs, looked at this place, dumbfounded: "You... what are you doing?"

"It's okay, it's okay, boss." Tang Yun said.

"This room is so messy..." The boss frowned and said, "The walls and ceiling have been smoked. This... I'm afraid... Do you want to burn charcoal? No, I can't live in this room for you. Please pay compensation, and then Just move away, this room has already been made dirty by you!"

"Boss, what do you mean unclean?" Tang Yunxiu frowned slightly.

"What do you think, dare to burn charcoal in the room, do you think this house can still be regarded as a clean house?"

"nonsense!"

Tang Yun was very angry: "You can let us move out, but why do you say that the room is not clean? Have you brushed your teeth in the morning? Why is the room not clean? Tell me clearly!"

The boss frowned: "Take your things quickly, the compensation that should be paid, let's go!"

"I won't make any compensation."

Tang Yun stood up and said lightly, "How much is your homestay? I'll buy it all."

"you……"

...

In the end, Tang Yun spent 24 million to buy all the small homestays. I was a little speechless, and bought a homestay just to make a living, but Tang Yun is indeed not short of this little money.

"Why, are you unhappy?" She, who is already a shop owner, asked me with a smile.

"I'm not unhappy, I just feel like a waste of money." I said.

"Who said that."

She pursed her lips and smiled: "In the future, this place can be used as a base for our travel and dating. We will come here once every spring when the rape blossoms are in bloom. We have our own store, and we can live here whenever we want. How nice it is!"

"It makes sense, then I will also invest half of the shares."

"Okay, thank you boss~~~"

"..."