Chapter 2441 Zheng Qiu's Thoughts
At the same time, Zheng Qiu was also thinking about tomorrow at home.
Because the number of guests exceeded the initial estimate, she went to the vegetable market again after leaving Gu's house, asked the vendor to leave some vegetables and meat for her tomorrow morning, and went to the store to buy some seasonings that she didn't have at home.
After returning home, she cleaned the house inside and out again.
After finishing her work, she made herself a bowl of noodles, ate, washed up, and lay down on the bed.
She was thinking about what Gu Xin meant by inviting everyone to come together tomorrow. As smart as she was, she actually understood what it meant.
She really didn't think about men and women, and didn't think Gu En meant that to her. After all, in Gu En's eyes, she was just a handsome man.
But in the eyes of Gu Xin and others, it seemed that it was not.
Zheng Qiu was not tired of being misunderstood by Gu Xin and others, but if she said that she had any feelings for Gu En, she didn't have any now.
She analyzed the possibility of herself and Gu En in her mind.
If Gu En knew that she was a girl and still treated her like this, then Gu En was interested in her, so was she worthy of Gu En?
In this year's imperial examination, Gu En has a great chance of getting into the first class. By then, he will either be the top scholar, the second place, or the third place. By then, all the ladies in Beijing will want to marry such a young and promising man!
As for her, she is just a coroner, and her identity is still dead. She still has the ugly mother, and her brother and younger brother. If she really gets together with Gu En, maybe she will save a lot of trouble and things will become much easier.
But this is not what she wants. She can use external forces, but using external forces does not mean leaving everything to others.
Of course, there is another possibility that Gu En will stay away from her when he knows that she is a girl. After all, it is not good for single men and women to contact like this.
If this is the possibility, then she has nothing to think about.
Thinking of this, Zheng Qiu's heart calmed down.
Regardless of whether the Gu sisters come tomorrow to see if she is qualified to marry into the Gu family, she will treat people as usual.
There is no need to be restrained by these things.
The most important thing is Gu En's thoughts. Gu En doesn't know her true identity yet, so it's useless to think so much now.
If Zheng Qiu wants to marry into the Gu family, she asks herself that she has no heart for Gu En, but if she waits until she has dealt with her own affairs and the opportunity is in front of her, she will accept it.
In her opinion, two people don't necessarily need love to get married. As long as they trust and support each other and stay together for life, that is the true meaning of marriage.
She doesn't know if she will be attracted to other men. At least in her current situation, if she chooses to marry, she doesn't reject Gu En.
Zheng Qiu is different from the girls of the Gu family. She didn't grow up under the protection of her parents since she was a child, and her biological father is such a person, so she doesn't believe in love.
But she was enlightened by Gu Xin before, and she has seen many beautiful lives together, so she is willing to marry, and she can be faithful after marrying.
This is how life is. It is impossible for you to have all the beautiful things in the world.
As long as you are worthy of your conscience and can do it with a clear conscience, it will be fine.
Zheng Qiu was not a sentimental person who was prone to overthinking. After he figured it out, he fell asleep quickly.