Chapter 862 Disease

Li Huowang grasped the iron window bars tightly with both hands and stared blankly at the patients outside. Watch their weird behavior.

He thought for a long time, and finally opened his mouth with a slight trembling and said to himself: "Are they all hallucinations? Am I really mentally ill all along?"

"You just found out?!" Yi Donglai's suppressed angry voice came from behind.

"Before that, you killed people, you climbed on the fence, and you dug out your own eyeballs while you were alive. Do you think you are normal?"

Li Huowang's expression gradually became ferocious, and his hands were holding on to the iron fence with bulging veins. "There are exact reasons why I do those things!"

"Which psychopath kills and hurts others without a reason? But this reason only fits in your mind! It doesn't fit in the outside world!"

Li Huowang couldn't bear it any longer. He turned around and glared at his attending doctor, Yi Donglai, "Why are you so anxious?! I'm sick now! Why are you so anxious!"

"I'm not in a hurry? Can I be in a hurry? Do you know what it means to me after your accident?" Yi Donglai stood up angrily.

"This means that my paper has been withdrawn, and it means that I have no way to get promoted! It means that I have made a big fool of myself and been laughed at by my colleagues! I even accepted an interview before! Talking about your treatment process in front of the TV!"

"If you can't get better now, then my life is over!! I can't accept this result!"

After Yi Dong finished speaking, he sat down again, closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and began to adjust his mentality.

When he opened his eyes again, he saw Li Huowang's one eye very close at hand, staring straight at him.

"Yi Donglai, what do you mean by this? What kind of projection are you? Why do my changes affect you?"

"Ahhhh!" He made fists with both hands and slammed the table hard. Yi Donglai's calm mood suddenly became chaotic again.

"Look at him! I'm going to wash my face!" As Yi Donglai slammed the door shut, Li Huowang stared at the nurse.

Li Huowang stopped looking at him, turned around and continued to look at the barbed wire fence outside and Gao Jinyun next to the barbed wire fence.

"Am I really mentally ill? Then why is it so real? Sure enough, they are all real, so which of the things I saw before are real? Which are hallucinations?"

All the memories of the past began to become unstable in his mind.

Li Huowang, with a struggling expression, stood there thinking about this problem and Yi Dong's return.

After washing his face with cold water several times, Yi Donglai sat down again and saw Li Huowang sitting upright in front of him, with his hands on his knees.

"What are you doing?"

"Aren't I suffering from mental illness? Aren't you my attending doctor? What else can you do? Of course you need to be treated if you are sick."

Yi Donglai held his chin and looked at Li Huowang with a frown, wondering what this guy was trying to do.

He always thought he knew Li Huowang very well, but now he realized that he didn't know him at all.

However, Li Huowang didn't want to do anything. He really just wanted to cure his illness. Since he was really sick, he really should be treated.

And since Qing Wanglai has completely given up on himself, the only one who can save him is himself.

As long as the mental illness is cured, then he can go out, and then he can go to Qingwang to settle the general accounts and why he was not there during the previous Siming War.

"Are you sure? Are you really sure you will fully cooperate with my treatment from now on?"

"Of course, do you still need to ask? I also want to get better as soon as possible." Li Huowang said very naturally.

Yi Donglai shook his head with a chuckle, "I really didn't see it."

"Tsk, Yi Donglai, what do you mean? Treat it quickly. The previous treatment method is quite good."

"There's no rush yet." Yi Donglai pulled the stool forward, "Let's sort things out first. What did you just say I was a projection of?"

"I remember you told me this before, can you repeat it now?"

"No, no, no." Li Huowang shook his head. "You don't have to worry about this, you just need to cure the hallucination."

Yi Donglai looked at him with furrowed brows. "So, you think you only need to treat hallucinations? And the previous projections were all real? Didn't you consider that this so-called projection might also be one of your hallucinations?"

Li Huowang sat there with his brows furrowed. Five minutes later, he raised his head and looked at Yi Donglai, "You mean, Qing Wanglai lied to me from the beginning?"

"No, what I mean is that Qingwanglai might also be your hallucination. You should know what the definition of delusion is, right? A false belief that is irrational, inconsistent with reality and impossible to realize but firmly believed in!"

"I treated a patient in the past. He was on the street, and another little girl glanced at him accidentally. He felt that the other girl liked him. No matter whether the other girl abused her, hated her or even beat her, he was extremely firm in this idea."

"When the other person hits and scolds him, he will explain himself, thinking that the beating is kissing and scolding, which is love. The other person cries and begs him to leave. He thinks it is the little girl playing hard to get at him. No matter what the other person does, he can misinterpret it in his thinking. into the meaning you understand.”

"Now your situation is worse than him. You still have hallucinations. You may even misinterpret what the hallucinations said again."

"I know that you may have your own weird but very stable worldview now, and you are very sure of it."

"But your world view itself is an extreme delusion. It's the same as the patient who thinks other women love him. In fact, other girls can't like him no matter what. He's fifty-six years old and his fingers are still broken. I’ve had three, but my mouth is still crooked.”

"No, no, no, maybe Qing Wanglai may have lied to me! But they are all true! It's absolutely true!"

"Is it absolutely true? Who can prove it? Just rely on yourself?"

"Nana!" Li Huowang suddenly raised his head, "Nana came with me at the beginning!"

"You mean, let me ask another mentally ill person to understand the delusions in your mind?"

"Can you let Yang Na go? Haven't you done enough harm to her?"

While Li Huowang was being treated, a guarded nurse on one side said to a colleague on the other side: "I heard that the last doctor who treated this guy has gone crazy and was imprisoned in a mental hospital. I see, if this continues, Doctor Yi is afraid It’s going to be crazy.”

"Let me tell you, Dr. Yi shouldn't take this hot potato. The higher-ups have already issued a death order. Regardless of whether he is cured or not, he will probably have to live here for the rest of his life."

"This should have been done a long time ago. He killed so many people last time, and I think it would be too hasty to let him go. If he leaves such a time bomb hanging outside, isn't this taking the lives of ordinary people as a joke?"