Chapter 3128 Be a Kind Person (Special Part 1)

This life, the rush of time, is too short for some people, but the same time is too long for some people.

It is nothing more than the difference between happiness and pain.

Looking back.

What is your biggest regret?

If fate gave you the chance to do it all over again, what would you most want to do?

For this question, Ji Lanxi can give the answer without any hesitation.

When she was a child, if she had a handful of candy in her hand, first of all, she would want to give it to her grandparents and parents, then give it to her brother, and finally keep it for other children in the compound.

If she only has one candy, she thinks about leaving it for her brother after school, and then asks him to tell her whether the candy is sweet or not, and what it tastes like.

Ji Lanxi herself can't remember clearly, when did she start, and gradually she doesn't know how to share it with others.

Perhaps it was when she was growing up, as a girl from the Ji family, she was gradually praised by her friends, so high that she gradually forgot that life needs to bow her head and look back occasionally.

Looking back on the short half of her life, Ji Lanxi thought, what she regrets the most are two things.

One, he forced Jian Sangyu everywhere, forcefully forced himself an enemy.

But that's not what she regrets the most.

Ji Lanxi rubbed her belly, what she regretted the most was becoming a life gunner.

She killed her own child's life with her own hands, and killed Shen Yan's last tolerance for her.

Death was a relief for Ji Lanxi, the cold river water ran through her body, even though she couldn't breathe, she didn't feel any pain at all.

It was as if there was a bright light ahead, a light called redemption.

It's just that he has been in a daze for half a month, and when he is waiting for death, he gradually becomes clear.

Ji Lanxi knew that she was dead, but perhaps because she had done too many bad things, she died and her soul had nowhere to go.

Her soul drifted along with her body, and then returned to Ji's house.

She looked at her parents, her grandparents, and her brother, who had severed ties with her, and felt sad because of her death.

It was at this moment that Ji Lanxi realized that no matter how cruel they said, she still had a place in their hearts.

It was not until this time that Ji Lanxi asked herself.

Why do you have to compete with Jian Sangyu? Why do you have to fight Jian Sangyu to the death?

Jian Sangyu didn't owe her anything, on the contrary, everything about the Ji family belonged to Jian Sangyu, right?

She replaced Jian Sangyu in Ji's house for more than 20 years, and now that Jian Sangyu is back, she should have returned everything.

If it wasn't for her, my brother wouldn't have broken up with the woman he loves. If it wasn't for her, my brother wouldn't have been sad and alone for many years, and he wouldn't have been disabled.

Ji Lanxi left from Ji's house, and she followed Shen Yan who was holding her own ashes back to the home that belonged to her and Shen Yan.

This house was bought by Shen Yan, she watched Shen Yan sitting on the sofa in the living room holding her ashes, and remembered that this sofa was also chosen by Shen Yan.

Almost everything in this house was arranged by Shen Yan.

For this marriage, Shen Yan cares more than her.

From the beginning, this marriage was a use for her.

Ji Lanxi thought it was the same for Shen Yan.

However, looking at Shen Yan who was silently weeping towards her urn, Ji Lanxi finally understood.

For him, no.

He couldn't see her, and Ji Lanxi sat beside him lightly, looking at him.

Ji Lanxi asked Shen Yan, "Why do you love me? I'm poisonous and greedy. What do you like about me?"

It's a pity that Shen Yan couldn't hear her, so Shen Yan wouldn't answer her.

But there is one point that Shen Yan doesn't need to answer, Ji Lanxi can understand it by herself.

Shen Yan really loves her.

Just like Gu Chen loves Jian Sangyu.

It was the kind of love that she had always envied Jian Sangyu.

She thought she couldn't get it, but now she realizes that she has always had it, but she doesn't know it.

Sitting beside Shen Yan, Ji Lanxi began to think about her feelings for Gu Chen.

After all, it started with a heartbeat, and finally was unwilling.

She had a heart for Gu Chen, but in the end, she was just unwilling to belong to Jian Sangyu.

What is left in my memory now, the most, is actually the bits and pieces after marrying him.

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I will write about Ji Lanxi and Shen Yan first, and then there will be a little bit of yogurt.