Chapter 2641 I’m Not Sorry for Her
The last few voices have the voice of a smart doll calling for mother in the background.
After Shen Yan heard the last voice message, he held his cell phone and supported the coffin.
"Lan Xi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have divorced you."
Shen Yan cried so hard that he lost his voice.
"Yes..." Shen Yan understood that it was he who really drove Ji Lanxi crazy.
His divorce from Ji Lanxi was the last straw that broke Ji Lanxi's back.
When everyone left Ji Lanxi, he also left her.
She truly has nothing left.
Shen Yan really hated her, hated that she had never loved him, hated that she had cruelly hurt him and her children, hated that she had never been sincere.
But Shen Yan really didn't expect that Ji Lanxi would go crazy after the divorce.
She never thought that he would become the person who completely drove Ji Lanxi crazy.
"I thought she was very strong." Shen Yan held Ji Lanxi's cell phone in pain, "I thought she would have the courage to face the path she chose, and the courage to choose to go alone."
"None of us thought that she would become like that. Shen Yan, we were right, and so were you." Ji's father choked and shook his head, "We are all sorry that Lan Xi left, but she brought The pain, despair and hurt she has caused us are real, and these cannot disappear just because she is gone."
"At that time, she disappointed us so much. Your pain of losing your child was not even half less painful than hers. Even if you were given a chance to go back to the day when you two divorced, for you at that time, divorcing her was , it is still a relief for you." Father Ji saw through and understood.
"Going back to that time, you will still be in pain, you will still hate her for being cruel and ruthless even to her own children, and you will still hate her for having a heart that you can't warm up no matter what."
Father Ji sighed softly, "We just made a decision that was a relief for us at that time. We just didn't guess these results, we didn't guess that she would go crazy, and we didn't guess that she would fall into the river and die."
"When you didn't open her phone, we might have felt more regretful. But now, I'm thinking that maybe this result will be a relief for Ji Lanxi."
Grandma Ji shook her head silently, "She is so crazy that she still uses the date of your divorce and the day you lost your child as the password for your mobile phone. Does this mean that she actually knows very well in her heart that the happiness she thinks is all Illusion, every time she turns on her phone, she is reminded of reality."
"Every time she meets someone she was familiar with before, she will reconstruct the world in her imagination. However, she really knows in her heart that what is fake is fake. She cannot be Jian Sangyu, and she cannot get back what she lost. That child, even if she is alive, is still living in pain."
"When she was found, her expression was peaceful and not at all ferocious. Now that I think about it, she should have been enjoying herself and feeling the pain of relief while waiting for her death."
"The deceased has passed away, Shen Yan. When Lan Xi was alive, you did not feel sorry for her. You fulfilled your responsibility as a husband. As for the child, she did not give you a chance to be a father, so now she even You don’t have to blame yourself if you leave.”
Father Ji stopped talking after comforting Shen Yan.
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Ji Lanxi has not been exonerated. Her death is just out of regret for the preciousness of life.