Chapter 1038 I’m Even More Jealous
"Sister Sang Yu, I'm sorry. I really don't know why I did that that day, but when I came back to my senses, I realized what I had done. Sister Sang Yu, in those days I thought about admitting my mistake to you. Yes, but I don't dare." Ning Meng looked at her hands tremblingly, "I always envy people like Sister Sang Yu in my heart. She is good-looking and can be reincarnated. She is like a princess since she was a child, with someone supporting her. With someone pampering you, even success is easier than others."
Perhaps it is because of this kind of envy that, over time, it becomes suppressed in the heart and turns into a kind of jealousy that distorts people's hearts.
This kind of jealousy will devour people's hearts and make those who bite feel unhappy all the time.
Ning Meng still remembers that when she pushed Jian Sangyu out, in addition to fear, she also felt a happy mood.
While she was scared, she felt very relieved and happy at the same time.
"I always think, how come what I can't get is something that for some people, it's just a matter of words? Why can someone else get what I can't get even after working hard for half my life?" "
Just like that advertisement, she found so many ways but couldn't reach the threshold. However, Jian Sangyu led her in directly with just one word.
"I'm even more jealous. Why have I spent four or five years working hard and struggling? I'm still just a bitch that not many people know. When others talk about me, they will always say in a mocking tone that I'm just a bitch." An unknown and powerless artist outside the 18th line, and you, a newcomer, can even surpass someone like Mu Jin in just half a year."
Ning Meng admitted that during the time she spent with Jian Sangyu, she seemed very indifferent on the surface, but in fact, she was tortured by jealousy in her heart all the time.
She looked at Jian Sangyu wearing hundreds of thousands of lipsticks, and looked at the clothes she wore every day, all of which were from various luxury brands. The shoes on her feet, the bag in her hand, and even a mobile phone case were worth the price. More than someone else’s monthly salary.
This is a life that Ning Meng never dared to dream about, but there is such a person in front of her, living such a life.
When she buys a bag from L's house, she has to hesitate for a long time and find different purchasing agents to compare the prices for a long time. After buying it, she puts the bag in the neatest and cleanest place at home.
If it’s not an important occasion, I won’t even carry it on my back for fear of getting dirty or getting broken.
And what about Jian Sangyu?
A top-notch handmade bag from the L family, she could exchange it with her once in a while. Ning Meng watched her put everything she thought she could fit into the bag, even food with flavor.
In Ning Meng's eyes, this was like a silent irony and showoff, which made her feel uncomfortable.
Every time I see Jian Sangyu, every time I see her change a bag, change a lipstick, change a set of clothes, and watch her use words of praise on Weibo to recommend a perfume that she may not necessarily be able to buy in her life, then This mood almost made Ning Meng feel suffocated. Therefore, Ning Meng clearly remembered that the moment she pushed Jian Sangyu out, what she was thinking was, why didn't she die?
She is so rich and enjoys a life that others cannot enjoy. She should have died long ago!
But when she saw Jian Sangyu and Chen Xian coming down the mountain safely, Ning Meng regretted it.