Chapter 505 The Amnesiac Princess Has Returned Home

"Listia?"

Ash's lips trembled slightly, wanting to praise the name as a nice name, but the words couldn't come out of his throat. Instead, it was like a sponge, sucking away all his strength and blocking his throat.

"Impossible, your name is Liz, stop joking...and you are not an innocent girl, you are suspicious and naughty, how could you, how could you..."

"How can you be the first gospel!"

Ash almost roared out the last sound. This was the first time he yelled at the little girl in front of him. When he took a deep breath to calm down, the cold morning air seemed to irritate his nasal cavity. He couldn't help but cough twice, until tears came out of his coughing.

He wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his palms, but his face became dirtier and stained the more he wiped it. He rolled around in the rain for so long last night that the bridge in front of the parking lot was almost interrupted by the aftermath of his battle with the Holy Domain magicians, splashing countless gravel and mud, and then rode the nearly scrapped Ya Fei Sora rushed back to the palace on his motorcycle. His face had long been covered with stains. Now that he had rubbed it evenly, it was of course a mess.

"I'm sorry, I made you look ugly." Ya Xiu tried to wipe his face with his sleeves, raising the corners of his mouth little by little, but the light in his eyes slowly dimmed: "I'm dirty and haven't showered yet, and I'm sitting still I fell asleep right here, I’m so sorry..."

"sorry……"

After speaking, he couldn't hide his tears and choked with sobs. He covered his face and bent down, as if he didn't dare to face the person in front of him.

"Self-feeling is a comedy. Although you can't climb mountains and ridges, and all mountains and seas are flat, it can make you happy. Wisdom is a drama. Although you can see the darkness of human nature, it can also make you hear the praises of humanity. Only deep affection can make you happy. And smart, just a tragedy.”

Lisdia held Ash's head in her arms: "Because you are smart enough to know the truth and affectionate enough not to deceive yourself."

Ash took deep breaths and forced himself to look up at her, but when he saw Lisdia's face, he collapsed again, his heart seemed to be broken and he couldn't breathe.

Originally he thought he would escape - when he lost Liz for the first time, he let Yayin invade, not only for revenge, but also to protect himself.

When it hurts, think of yourself as someone else and it won't hurt.

But this time without Yayin as a substitute, Yaxiu must eat the buffet given by fate with his own mouth and witness with his own eyes how cruel reality is to him. At this time, Ash realized how much he had done to Igura and Harvey - what right did he have to think that he was more normal than the two of them?

The only difference between them was that Ash had never experienced his worst day until now.

Yes, from the moment he saw the First Gospel being changed, from the moment he saw her appearing in front of him intact, from the moment he saw her familiar yet unfamiliar face, Ash had already guessed everything.

——Liz became a sacrifice to the gods in his place.

"Where's Liz?" Ash's voice was hoarse: "She's gone?"

"She's still here, just asleep." Lysdia said, "She also wants to see you, but she can't. Because the Gospel will clear away all unnecessary noise until the host is left with only the voice that perfectly suits it. "

"But why do you still have self-awareness?" Ash regretted it as soon as he said it: "No, I mean-"

"You don't have to apologize. I know you only care about Liz. To you, I'm just a stranger with the same appearance as Liz." Lysdia smiled and said, "If possible, I also hope she stays. , not me. But only I fully meet the requirements of the gospel. Even if I give it to her, her consciousness will be consumed by the new flute sound... You should not want this to happen."

Of course Ash didn't hope so, because he had experienced it himself. His spiritual body was violently beaten by 'Gospel Ash', and his soul was forcibly invaded by Ya Yin. He gradually lost his sovereignty over his soul and watched himself die... This feeling of being helpless and waiting for death was something he couldn't even bear. I don’t want to taste it a second time.

"As for why I can still retain consciousness, it's because I'm so similar to the Gospel, plus I have some adventures, so when the Gospel is just about to completely merge with me, I can stop."

Lisdia explained: "If you compare us to clothes, you will feel uncomfortable immediately when you wear the Gospel, so you have to be changed into a "sub-tone size" to wear it; while the Gospel fits me very well. , so when I deliberately miss a button, I won’t feel uncomfortable, and naturally I won’t be in a hurry to change me to “flute size”. "

"That's why I can control part of the gospel authority and save An Nan and the others while retaining my self-awareness. However, this is just the kindness of the gospel." She saw what Ash wanted to say and said first: ""Gospel" Twelve hours after the "List" is updated, the ranking will be completely determined. No matter how fit and tight I am, it will smooth out all the wrinkles in my clothes and clean up the last bit of noise in my mind. From now on, there will be no more Lisdia, only Flute sound.”

"How much time is left?"

"There are still ninety-three minutes." Lisdia said: "There is enough time."

Ash had no time to pay attention to her subtext and racked his brains to think of other ways to survive: "Don't you have a sister Nina? Can you let her come -"

"This is a lie." Lisdia said: "Sister Nina has never been a candidate for the gospel list. She is actually a member of the "List of Undestined People" and is also my sacrifice."

"In order to ensure that each generation of princesses can become the first good news, the Yisu royal family will find ways to let another highly compatible princess enter the "List of Undestined Ones", sacrificing the fate of the latter to create the glory of the former."

"Sister Nina did live in the tower before. If you can't find her, it means she has left as an undestined person."

Ash recalled that Liz's wish was to cancel the "List of Undestined People". He didn't ask much at that time. After all, he also wanted to cancel the list. But if he had asked and thought about it at that time, would he have been able to see through Liz's lies, would he have been able to——

"No matter what you do, she will let me come out to save you." Lisdia said: "There is always someone who will be sad, and she doesn't want it to be herself."

Ash twitched the corner of his mouth, as if he wanted to laugh: "I have taken care of her for so long, stayed with her for so long, supervised her studies, played games with her, and I have been so good to her, but she actually..."

"...Are you willing to make me sad?"

Lisdia: "Forgive her last willfulness."

"What about you?" Ash suddenly asked, "Who are you? Why can you replace Liz and squeeze me out of the gospel list?"

"I am Lisdia." She repeated: "I am a real princess trained by the Ysu royal family, a perfect candidate for the first gospel. The Lissie you know is my sister who was born while I was sleeping."

Ash was startled, pursed his lips and smiled bitterly: "No wonder, I just said why she doesn't look like a princess...it turns out she really isn't."

"She is." Lisdia said: "The time she spent with you was her happiest time. She is not the princess of Yisu, but she feels that she is your princess."

"Can running around with a group of us here and there be considered happiness?" Ya Xiu looked down at the ground, "She hasn't grown up yet, hasn't gone to school, hasn't been in love, hasn't made friends yet. I haven’t met my friends of the same age, I haven’t been to the Virtual Realm, I haven’t had a good stroll around Nabistin, I haven’t gone to the Happy World for the second time, I haven’t…”

Lisdia looked at him with trembling shoulders and listened to him telling him about his future plans. Then she reached out and touched Ash's head: "You don't have to punish yourself like this. It's not your fault."

Ash was silent for a while and suddenly asked: "Will Liz really disappear completely? I mean, is there any way... Yes, the wish of the God Lord!"

Ash wiped the stains on his face hard, grabbed Lisdia's arms and said, "You can use the wish of the God Lord to make a wish for Liss. No, directly refuse the possession of the gods, and then or--"

Lisdia shook her head: "The wish of the Lord of God does belong to the First Gospel, but the premise is that the "Gospel List" is completely confirmed and I can only get it after I completely become the flute. By then, I will no longer have sorrow, joy and selfish desires in my heart."

"It doesn't matter, there is a contract between you and me!" Yaxiu said: "Just like An Nan can control Yayin to cancel the gospel, I can also control you to make a wish!"

Lisdia still shook her head: "No."

"why not?"

"Because you don't have a contract with me?"

"How come I don't have you-" Ya Xiu woke up as he spoke: "Could it be..."

"You just have a contract with Liz. If Liz becomes the First Gospel, then you can indeed control her through the contract." Lysdia said: "However, the First Gospel is me, and you have no contract with me. Even if If I replace her with Liz, she won’t be able to become the first gospel at all due to personality issues, and the first gospel will only be transferred back to you.”

The contract between Liz and Ash took effect independently, not because of a fooling of fate, but because they had calculated in advance to ignore the contract by switching personalities at the critical moment. But at that time, no one expected that this contract would actually shine. At this time, the 'single account binding' would not be able to exert the effect of the contract.

"Then let me become Yayin!" Ashiu said immediately: "Then let Liz control me to make a wish!"

Lisdia suddenly asked a strange question: "Ash, do you remember the nine lists before the Weaving Festival? Do you think you are someone who is willing to waste your life in order to save a country?"

Ash was silent for a moment: "I shouldn't be able to sacrifice myself just to see strangers applaud me, especially since I still have people I want to see."

Lisdia nodded: "Yes, then why did the Weaving Festival weave you and Mr. Harvey and Mr. Bojin to save the future of the Gospel Country? Even if this is a disaster caused by Miss An Nan, even if you will be with An Nan in the future. Nan is together, but do you feel that you have the responsibility to make up for An Nan's mistakes? And Miss An Nan may not think that she has done anything wrong."

"The Weaving Festival has already given an answer to your anomaly: the person who wants to save the gospel kingdom is not you, but Yayin. In other words, although An Nan controlled you and canceled the gospel system, the gods still reside in your soul. inside."

Ash's heart was getting heavier and heavier, but Lisdia was still saying: "Miss Annan is extremely disgusted with the gospel. No matter how she feels about you, her first wish should be to destroy, repatriate, and seal the gods." , instead of frivolously canceling the gospel system. After all, the gods are still there, so there is the possibility of reorganizing the gospel."

"Not to mention that she definitely doesn't want you to be a vessel for the gods. If there is even a chance, she will not let you take Mr. Harvey and Mr. Borgin to save the gospel."

"So, Ash, your idea is impossible to realize. Someone must become the first gospel, and it cannot be canceled even with the wish of a god."

Ash: "What about making a wish to coexist with the gods? What if I don't need to destroy the gods, but just keep my self-awareness?"

Lisdia thought for a while and actually nodded: "There is a possibility of success."

Yaxiu was overjoyed: "Then -"

"So, this can explain why the gospel weaves your improper relationship with Qina, Nona, Eveline and others, and why Mr. Borgin and others follow you." Lisdia said: "In your case In the world line of becoming Yayin, An Nan should have promised that you could coexist with the gods, but in the end you merged with Yayin, and Yayin's will to save the world always prevailed. Occasionally you appear and are the ones responsible for weaving the list. Drama.”

"So, I won't do that." She said, "That's just a dead end for you to survive."

"This is not the case, and it's not possible." Ash almost gritted his silver teeth and his body trembled: "Then let me do it -"

"Don't you still have someone you want to see?" Lisdia said: "If you don't have Liz, there are still many people who need you; but if Liz doesn't have you, no one will need her. She is willing to let you be sad, don't you think so?" Are you willing to let her live alone?"

"Niconalu is Lisdia's undestined one, and Liz is Ash's undestined one." She smiled: "Take her fate and leave here."

Ash murmured: "Leave?"

"Yes."

Lisdia said: "You must leave the gospel within eighty-nine minutes."