Chapter 1322 Felix Extra (Part 2)

Felix returned to her room, washed up and lay on the bed. Because the temperature in the room was comfortable, she only wore a loose shirt on her upper body and underwear on her lower body.

She turned sideways and hugged the Lala fat pillow, burying her face in the soft doll.

It was not surprising that Freya behaved like this after she recovered her memory. What really surprised Felix was that even the cold and calm Shivlin accepted the fact that she liked Ash after she recovered her memory.

It seemed that only she was different.

Whether it was sending Ash several large-scale selfies every day since the Senluo Kingdom, or using the excuse of makeup to secretly make love with Ash a few days ago... Even if she kept finding excuses to deceive herself at that time, but now re-examining this memory, Felix also understood that she really liked Ash.

But now she doesn't want to continue to like Ash.

How can she like such a person?

Not to mention that she was unwilling and dared not to share pets with Jian Ji and others, even if she was willing to join in, she couldn't accept this chaotic way of getting along. She watched the developer conferences up close several times, and on the wedding night, she caught a glimpse of the cream flowing out of the puffs... Just thinking about being in the middle of it made her feel so ashamed that her whole body burned.

She would never lie by and watch Ash messing around with other people!

Just as Freya said, everyone has different standards, and no matter how she breaks her bottom line, her standards remain unchanged: it must be pure love between two people, anything else is heresy.

Thinking about it carefully, it's quite ridiculous. Legendary magicians who are stronger than her, and demigod magicians who are far superior to her (now they are six-winged gods), can accept this form of emotion, but she, a small sanctuary magician, is so hypocritical, which is a bit ungrateful... But she is really scared.

She is afraid that she will be ignored and abandoned in the corner, and her deep love will only move herself in the end;

She is also afraid that she will be valued, hated and hostile by others, and fall into a whirlpool of intrigue and deception;

If only she is wronged, it's fine, but what if she has a child in the future? Not everything can be solved by miracles. Some things are unfair. Just like the supreme share is only so much. If you have more, I will have less. The more people share, the less... Love is the same.

Sometimes Felix really envies Freya and her love-brained people. They can love without any scruples and don't have to consider the consequences at all, but she can't do it. Every time she thinks about the future and the children, she thinks about how pitiful the wife and children who can't get complete love are... She herself was born as an illegitimate child, and she knows what it feels like.

She and Di Mi, her mother and Mrs. Beverly, and even her father... Everyone is suffering because of this unblessed relationship, and they can't get it.

How can she repeat the same mistake?

Amnesia is the best escape window for her, but recovering her memory now does not mean falling into the abyss again. Unlike other people who accept their past completely, she can detach herself, examine these memories from a third-person perspective, and correct these wrong feelings with the correct three views, as if God has mercy on her wrong love and gave her a spider silk to let her have the opportunity to escape from the purgatory of despair.

Deny what Ash did,

deny what she did,

deny all the wrong feelings,

This is very simple for her. Just think more about the tears of Sword Princess, the loneliness of the witch, the coldness of Silver Lamp, and the grievance of Vichy, and she can deny their feelings and her own feelings from the bottom of her heart, but why...

"Why..." Felix hugged the doll tightly, and his tears wet the plush on it: "Why do I still want to see him..."

In the Star Bridge Hall, facing the pressure of the ancestor Sword Law Angel, he protected her and refused to let go...

In the Senluo Kingdom, after seriously discussing various issues in the harem with him, he broke his defense and really wanted to repent and stay away from Sword Princess and the others...

In the Blood Moon Kingdom, before the wedding drama, he saw her loneliness and asked her to close her eyes to satisfy her self-deception. He took the initiative to kiss her forehead for the first time...

Felix opened the light screen and called out the album, turning to the photo of the four brides. She rubbed her eyes and saw that Ash, who had disappeared from the group photo, was back in the photo. He stood behind the bride, his gentle eyes full of love. The four brides looked at the parade outside, and their faces, which were either charming, holy, cute or charming, were all smiling from the heart.

During this long journey, she had indeed seen the sad and aggrieved expressions of Sword Princess and the others, but she had also seen more...the beauty of their laughter and touching.

She was stunned for a moment when she looked at the photo. Her big tears fell on the doll. She whispered in grievance: "Why is it so hard for me to recover my memory..."

"Because you are both looking forward to it and afraid of it."

Felix jumped up from the bed in fear. He turned around and saw Deda Rose sitting next to him. He sniffed hard and stammered: "Come, Miss Lena!? When did you come?"

"I've been here since you took a shower, but you didn't notice me the whole time. You were twisting and turning on the bed with the doll." Deda Rose said calmly: "I'm here to discuss the next plan with you."

"Okay!" Felix said immediately, rubbing his eyes and trying to pretend that nothing happened: "What are we going to do next?"

"I'm going to work hard in the direction of becoming Ash's angel. It's best if he takes me to heaven, and secondly, I can cultivate to demigod before joining them." Deida Rose said: "There is no news about the four pillar gods, Ya Xiu is ready to challenge the Supreme Throne, and I want to follow him and witness how he burns the world.”

"Oh, then we-"

"There is no us, only me." Deida Rose shook her head: "I never asked you to act with me. I don't mean to dislike you, but if you don't want to continue to follow Ash, you can leave at any time. Recall Isn’t it hard for you that you like Ash?”

Felix was dumbfounded, blushing to the base of his ears, and looked away, not daring to look at Deida Rose: "I didn't... I just..."

"Escape, denial, entanglement, pain, the way you like people is exactly the same as sister Yin Lina." A look of reminiscence appeared on Deida Rose's face: "When she liked that guy back then, she was in the same state as you now."

Felix was startled and asked, "Don't mother and father love each other?"

"That guy has been engaged since he was a child, and he met sister Yin Lina later. Do you think Yin Lina accepted so easily that she could only be the third party?" Deida Rose smiled and said, "She also struggled and worked hard for a long time."

"Since my mother was in so much pain, why did they stay together in the end? Why did they still give birth to me?" Felix couldn't help but said: "If they had separated a long time ago, and if it wasn't for me, maybe my mother wouldn't -"

"The first time I saw you, it was also the first time I saw that guy with Yin Lina. I still remember that the sun was very good that day, and the warm golden sunshine shone on the hospital bed. Yin Lina held you in her arms, and she and Yin Lina That guy looked at you tenderly... I pretended not to know him and went over to touch your little head." Deida Rose came over and sat on the edge of the bed, raised her hand and touched Felix's head, as if she had traveled back in time. That day twenty years ago, "The guy behind did let Yin Lina down, but you are not a child without blessings... You are indeed the fruit of their love and their best wishes for the future."

"At least before he took over as Duke, that guy really worked hard." Deida Rose said softly: "But before his feelings could deteriorate, he accepted the blessings of the stars and left when Sister Yin Lina needed him most. Even if Yin Lina wants to hate him, she can't hate him at all."

Felix was stunned, and suddenly connected many things together, and murmured: "That's why, Miss Laina, you are willing to do whatever it takes to promote the plan to shatter the sky..."

Deda Rose wiped the tears under Felix's eyes with her thumb and said, "I tell this story not to influence you or push you, but I just don't want you to misunderstand Yin Lina. No matter what decision Yin Lina makes, it has nothing to do with you. , only you can be responsible for your life.”

"But the reason why you and Yin Lina are struggling is the same, that is, you are afraid of the worst possibility, but you are willing to believe in the person you love. No matter how reasonable and difficult it is, you both still feel that... he will create miracles ”

Deda Rose stood up and glanced at her: "Yin Lina trusted the wrong person. Do you think your vision will be better?"

After Deidarose left the room, Felix stared blankly at the starry sky outside.

After a while, she took out her star diamond necklace, held it in her hand, and prayed for peace to her mother who turned into a star.

Is it to avoid suffering or to pursue happiness?

What should I do, life...what is the correct answer?

At this moment, Felix felt a faint light playing in her palm. She let go of her hand and saw that the star diamond necklace turned into a cocoon, and the starlight from the outside poured into the cocoon, forming the stars in her palm.

With the sound of the shell breaking, four starlight wings broke through the cocoon, and a graceful and shining magical spirit emerged from the cocoon and stayed in Felix's palm.

Four-winged magical spirit·Nianxing.

A four-winged magic spirit summoned independently, a door of truth leading to Ruby Mountain.

Felix stared at the magic spirit blankly, and after a long time he held it tightly in his hand.

I see.

It is better to believe in yourself than to believe in others. If you are confused or entangled, then just stride forward, don't let your emotions fetter your pace, try your best to reach further places, see more scenery, there are still countless beautiful things in life waiting to be explored.

Only hard work will not be disappointed, only hope will not be extinguished.

She breathed a heavy sigh of relief and lay softly on the bed. Destiny gave her a perfect and correct answer. She would no longer have any hesitation. She just had to follow this path to the end. Everything had been arranged.

Thank fate, thank the stars.

Without further ado, Felix immediately activated the Gate of Truth of the Star Reading Spirit, and established a connection between his consciousness and the distant virtual realm.

After a brief absence of consciousness, when she opened her eyes again, she had arrived at a huge ruby ​​mountain.

Magician’s Holy Land, Ruby Mountain!

From today on, she is a legendary magician!

Instead of chasing after the backs of talented female magicians, it is better to become a talented female magician herself. This is the answer that fate has given her! What Ash, what love, it’s all——

"Little Philly?"

Felix suddenly turned his head and saw four female sorcerers behind him, and three of them were familiar - Veela Freya, Blood Saint Shiffrin, and Witch Annan.

There was another girl who was holding a heavy weapon like a shield and axe, but was wearing a strapless tube top with translucent sleeves, and a transparent skirt over sports shorts. Felix could guess who it was without asking: Black Crow Tamashi!

"It's really little Felix!"

Freya seemed to have forgotten that she had just been mad at her. She rushed over and hugged Felix, saying happily: "You are joining our team too!? That's great. Let's adventure together in Ruby Mountain!"

Felix knew from the diary that they could form a team, but they themselves didn't know the principle of team formation, so she never had any extravagant hopes. She didn't expect that she would have such luck: "Is it really possible?"

"Of course, in fact, even if you don't want to, you will team up with us next time you enter the virtual realm." Shivlin looked at her with a subtle look: "You are directly teleported to the vicinity of our team. Anyone who appears in this way will be bound to us."

Adventure with this group of talented female magicians? Felix's heart beat, feeling like a sleepy pillow, hungry and met Lala Fei, "Of course I am willing!"

"Great, we finally have five people!" Veela cheered: "One more than the Queen's team!"

"Queen's team?" Felix blinked.

"Sword Princess and the others are the Queen Group, and we are the Princess Group. This is the name Freya gave us." An Nan said in a strange tone: "In fact, we used to have two more cruel and direct names for this group..."

"That's a thing of the past!" Freya said with her hands on her hips: "Since the bath, there is no longer a difference between victory and defeat, only the difference between the Queen and the Princess!"

"Hello, I'm Black Crow Tamashi." Tamashi greeted shyly.

"Hello, I'm... Duchess Felix?" Felix was unsure of her code name for a while, so she made up one at random.

Although the name of Queen and Princess made her feel strange, it was just a name. Anyway, she was just following them on an adventure.

"Now there are five of us, so we will definitely be able to defeat the Queen Group next time, right?" Tamashi asked.

Freya was full of fighting spirit: "Of course, how could the four of them defeat five people!"

Felix was a little scared when he heard it: "Everyone, Sword Princess and the others are now six-winged gods. Even if we are legendary magicians, I am afraid that we will not be able to defeat them in a short time-"

"What are you afraid of? The love war has nothing to do with strength." Freya waved her hand: "Sincere feelings are the decisive key factor. Love can melt everything!"

Miss Vosloda was stunned: "What love war?"

"The war for Ash." Freya hugged Felix's arm, looking innocent as if she had played a game before. Jiajia: "Now we have one more person than them, and it's just a matter of time before we can pull Ash to our side!"

"Ah?" Felix was shocked and shook his head quickly: "I won't participate!"

"Why? Five is better than four, we have a great chance of winning, and we'll redistribute it when we win!"

"Because of me, I," Felix stuttered, "I don't like Ash! Why should I fight for him?"

Everyone looked at each other, and Freya said to Shivlin: "It turns out that little Fili is just like you, a tsundere."

"I'm not a tsundere!" Shivlin and Felix retorted in unison.

"There's no one else here, so you don't have to hide it." An Nan said, "It seems that there is only one entry threshold for this team, and that is to have a love for Ash."

"But I really don't!" Felix was going crazy: "What I hate most is a scumbag like Ash who crawled out of a trash can. He is shameless and unrepentant. He has to make everyone feel wronged and sad to satisfy his own selfish desires. I won't--"

"Don't say bad things about Ash!" Tamashi frowned and took a step forward with murderous intent: "Otherwise, don't blame me for being rude."

"Oh, Tamashi, you don't understand this," Freya stopped Tamashi and explained seriously: "The so-called tsundere, no matter how much you like someone in your heart, you have to show an extremely disgusted attitude on the surface--"

Before Felix could move, Shivlin hugged her first. The latter had an expression of "see, it's your turn now" watching the show, which made Felix look depressed.

"Okay, let's assume that you really don't like Ash." An Nan said, "But we will hold developer conferences with Ash regularly."

Felix was stunned: "What are you holding?"

"○○ party."

"He's not in Ruby Mountain-"

"The fifth pillar god, Firefly Brilliant Princess, will pull us into the space of remembrance," Shivlin said, "Last time it was a bathing scene, and I don't know what it will be next time."

"Don't be nervous, you don't have to participate, anyway, Ash won't force you." An Nan said, but before Felix could breathe a sigh of relief, she continued, "You just need to watch from the side."

Watch from the side...

Watch...

Thinking of the stunning glimpse on the wedding night, Felix's face was as hot as if it was burning, and he felt steam coming out of his head.

"Hey?" Freya's IQ suddenly returned to its peak: "You have been with Ash for half a year, and you haven't...?"

"No!" Felix hurriedly explained: "I said I hate him-"

"You are lying, you are always close to Ash, you must have had sex."

"I think so too, I saw her and Ash inseparable during the gospel, even if they haven't had sex, they must have had sex."

"A few days ago I saw her coming out of Ash's room with a happy face..."

"At most, I kissed Ash!" Felix loudly defended his reputation: "Besides that, there is really no further progress!"

The air in Ruby Mountain fell silent for a moment, and the female magicians blinked and stared at her together. Felix opened her mouth, but couldn't say anything. Her face was so hot that she couldn't think anymore. She turned around and wanted to run, but Freya rushed over to hug her first, and congratulated her happily: "Welcome to join the princess group!"

The stars hurt me, I'll pray to the four pillars next time, Felix thought.

PS: I'll write the end of the volume tomorrow, vote for the monthly ticket, and save Tingri!