Chapter 661 Living a Life Alone (1)

Such Su Zhinian behaved really normally, almost exactly the same as before.

Not to mention that outsiders didn't notice anything strange about him, even Cheng Qingcong clearly felt that he was very different from before, but when he looked closely, he couldn't find any difference at all.

Even at a dinner party this Friday night, one of Su Zhinian's high school classmates happened to be there. He received an invitation from Qin Yinan and mentioned to Su Zhinian the news that Song Qingchun and Qin Yinan were getting married.

Cheng Qingcong was sitting next to him. When Su Zhinian's high school classmate was talking about this issue, he was staring at Su Zhinian the whole time. He squinted his eyes and twirled a chopstick with a calm expression on his face. It feels like you are in a fugue.

But when the high school classmate asked Su Zhinian if he had received the invitation, he actually raised his eyelids lightly, as if he was just talking about an ordinary classmate, nodded and said, "I got it."

Then the high school classmate asked him, do you want to go? He said, of course.

They continued chatting about how much the red envelope would cost and what kind of wedding gift they would give, and Su Zhinian would always answer.

Su Zhinian, who is so easy to talk to, is completely unlike Su Zhinian who is emotionally hurt.

There is no dullness between the eyebrows and eyes, there is no loneliness when the eyes are lowered, and there is not even the slightest sadness in the deep and dark eyes.

However, Cheng Qingcong didn't know why, but Su Zhinian, who was as calm as dead water, made her feel pain deep in her bones at that moment.

Only then did she understand that he was not acting normal, nor had he recovered from his emotional pain, but that he had lost his beloved and turned into a walking corpse. He seemed to be living a glorious life, but in his heart Long dead.

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Cheng Qingcong was right. Although Su Zhinian looked unchanged on the surface, he had changed a lot in private, which no one else knew.

He talks little to begin with, and when he and Tang Nuo get along in private, he seems to have aphasia. They sit and play together for hours and can't speak more than a few words.

His temperament was already withdrawn, and now he has become even more withdrawn. When he goes to the supermarket alone, eats alone, or walks alone on the street, he always hides far away from the crowd.

In this way, he locked himself in a world where he was the only one.

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Thirty days passed from the day when the wedding was decided to when the wedding was almost ready.

Sometimes, the bond between people is really deep. One day they were openly breaking up, but the next day they were charging on the street.

Sometimes, the fate between people is gone. No, in thirty days, Song Qingchun and Su Zhinian seemed to have broken their fate, and they never met each other.

From the moment Song Qingchun completely gave up, he began to control himself not to pay attention to any news related to Su Zhinian. His work and hers had no intersection, so her deliberate decision made him In the thirty days that she had not seen her, she had not heard even the word Su Zhinian, let alone the rumors about Su Zhinian.

There are some people and things that, if you try hard not to think about them, you really won’t think about them anymore.

But that doesn't mean you've forgotten it, it's just that it's been sealed in the depths of your memory.

Song Qingchun really felt that she might never touch that memory again in this life, but on the day when she and Qin Yinan took wedding photos, she still met Su Zhinian.