Chapter 485 It Turns Out This Is Love (15)
But now she had to admit the fact: Song Qingchun seemed to be in love with Su Zhinian.
When this thought passed through Song Qingchun's heart gently and slowly, she could no longer find any excuse to escape her sincerity. She finally understood why she was so unlike herself tonight.
She had known Su Zhinian for such a long time, and she had never been petty or coquettish in front of him.
Even when he was mean to her and just gave her a bank card with the words "I'm sorry" written on the signature line on the back, she immediately didn't care.
And tonight she sprained her foot. The reason why the grievance in her heart started to get worse the moment she saw Su Zhinian's concern was because she wanted to win more of his love and care.
Even when she was chasing Qin Yinan as her dream, she often showed the coquettishness of a little girl in front of Qin Yinan, accidentally hurting herself, and would always pretend to be aggrieved and let Qin Yinan coax her. At that time, she would feel particularly satisfied, as if she was loved by the whole world. If Qin Yinan made her unhappy in the past, she would always be unhappy alone, but would not tell Qin Yinan the reason until Qin Yinan noticed her strange emotions and cared about her, and then she would be filled with joy, and the haze in her heart would disappear instantly.
It turned out that she had already made so many reactions to falling in love with him without even realizing it.
But when did she start falling in love with him?
Did it start when your contract with him expired and you missed him frequently?
Or did it start from the night he had a nightmare and called Tingting, and when he pressed her under him and kissed her, she didn't resist?
Maybe it would have been earlier, when he said that his kindness to her was just because of a debt, but she did not fall out with him after all.
No, it has to be earlier, earlier than he and she can get along peacefully, early enough that she dares to order him to help her pour water, early enough that he drives to the suburbs to pick her up late at night, early enough that he and he sit together and have long conversations late at night , as early as he helped her make game plug-ins... Or, maybe as early as the day he and she first met in the Song family, when she saw his handsome face, she was distracted for a moment...
But at that time, she was unwilling to get Qin Yinan because she couldn't get it. In addition, he would fall out with her at every turn. She wanted to save face, and kept telling herself that she hated him. Then the mind was blinded and never saw the truth clearly again.
Therefore, it's not that Song Qingchun seems to like Su Zhinian, but that Song Qingchun really likes Su Zhinian.
This kind of love was far deeper and stronger than she expected.
More like...
Song Qingchun, who was lying on the guardrail and thinking quietly, suddenly stopped.
She stared at the lights reflected on the lake with calm eyes for a long time, and then she thought about the ordinary things in her heart and continued to think about it.
like.
It turns out this is love.
That kind of love was far deeper and stronger than she expected. It was not more like love, but just love.
She used to hate him so much that she wanted to never have anything to do with him in her life. She never thought she would fall in love with him, and she always thought that even if she fell in love with someone, she would never fall in love with him. But now, She had to face this reality that went against her original intentions.