Chapter 245 Starting From the First Meeting and Ending at the End of Life (5)

"Why can't you love?" Song Qingchun tonight, like a hundred thousand whys, kept asking.

Su Zhinian remained silent. This was the first time tonight that he chose to remain silent in response to her question.

When he heard this question, he looked calm and calm, but his hands firmly grasped the pillow on the sofa.

If it weren't for his extraordinary self-control, he thought, he would probably be very out of character at this moment.

Song Qingchun saw that Su Zhinian had been quiet for a long time without any intention of speaking, then he pursed his lips, stretched out his hand to drag back the wine glass that Su Zhinian had put away, took a sip to moisten his throat, and found another topic to relieve himself. There was silence for a while, but the topic still revolved around Su Zhinian and Tingting: "Then you can't love her, and you still love her?"

In fact, this question is somewhat contradictory. If you can no longer love, how can you keep loving? But Su Zhinian understood the true meaning of Song Qingchun's words. His somewhat dazed expression became serious, and his dark and deep eyes became focused.

He first said the word "love", then slowly turned his head and met her eyes.

His eyes became a little hot and he said: "Love her."

"Will always love her."

Song Qingchun's heartbeat began to speed up inexplicably.

He was obviously answering her question, but it gave her the illusion that his words were addressed to her.

Song Qingchun felt her face start to get hot. She looked away uncomfortably. She thought that she had lived in his house for so long and he had never had contact with any woman. She was doing news. The reporter was interviewing, maybe for professional reasons, so he spoke curiously: "Although I don't know what the reason is that prevents you from loving her, but you know that it is impossible for you to be with her. It’s useless for you to work so hard, so why bother for you?”

"Have you never thought about trying to like other women? After all, life is so long, and having unrequited love is too lonely..."

"I don't mind being alone. If I can't get her, I'd rather be alone." Su Zhinian interrupted Song Qingchun's words without any hesitation.

Song Qingchun was stunned for a moment, then slowly turned her head and looked at him with wide eyes.

She was just persuading him casually, but his attitude was very serious.

He stared at her without blinking, and his words were very serious: "She is the most important person in the world to me."

She was the warmth he encountered unexpectedly and his everlasting obsession.

"I can't love her, but it's impossible not to love her."

"My love for her begins when we first meet her and ends when we grow old."

They were obviously sweet words of love, but when they came out of Su Zhinian's mouth, there was no hint of falsehood at all. Instead, they gave people a very pious feeling, and there was a strong sense of foolish affection between the lines.

Song Qingchun was shocked a lot by Su Zhinian that night, but she had to admit that at this moment, he shocked her the most.

She believed that she was one of the rare people in the world who had deep love. She had been pursuing Qin Yinan for so many years. Only when she compared him did she realize that her love seemed so weak.

For a moment, Song Qingchun seemed to be suffering from aphasia and didn't know how to respond to Su Zhinian's words.